SHAHDU IN THE SENDU
Deepest Wound

...Part 27's...

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The goldenness in Zain's hand grew stronger, he let out a slow breath, and then raised his face looking for Zareen, their eyes met a glance, Zain's gaze deeply hurt as he looked at those sad eyes.

Means it is clear from the words you said to Zareen, then the talak you dropped is a type of talak kinayah”. Buya

“Well now, we want to make sure son, and that's all you know, by the time you say that sentence to istrimy do you really intend to divorce Zareen, he said, or do you just want to send him home to give time to contemplation for you guys just”?

“Distant before that Buya, I already had the intention to divorce Zareen, even since iqrar ijab kabul I say”.

Zain replied, looking away from Zareen, he could no longer look at the eyes of the wife who had been soaked with tears, just like him.

Everyone was astonished to hear Zain's words, not least Buya and Umi who stared in disbelief.

“What!?”

Dad was aghast, his breathing was irregular and then Dad stood up to walk back and forth with one hand pressing his forehead.

“Yeah, sit down first Well, calm down Dad, let his breath be stable”. Ibuk joined in and rubbed the husband's arm, easing Dad's anger.

Meanwhile, the cry that Zareen tried to endure was no longer contained, her tears were increasingly scattered with sobs that were bursting. He had known this from the beginning, ever since he came out of his coma. But when the words were spoken directly from her husband's mouth, her heart was bitter, as if the wound that was just about to heal was stabbed again by the tip of the sword that was very sharp, torn, torn, bloody and very painful.

Umi Halimah approached and rubbed Zareen's back, trying to calm down. Instantly Zareen immediately turned around and hugged Umi, her tears drenching Umi's shoulders.

“Ngku, sit ngku, sit”.

Dad looked up, closed his eyes so that the water pooling at the end of his eyes did not fall, ruffled his waist and breathed. Then sit back.

“Istighfar du”. Exclaimed Buya as soon as he saw that Father had returned to his seat

“Iza, istighfar nak”. Umi Halimah continued to wipe the back of Zareen who was still holding her. Zareen muttered the sentence “Astaghfirullahaladzim” repeatedly in a soft voice behind Umi's back.

Zain looked at Zareen, his heart was very sick when he saw Zareen sobbing while beristighfar in Umi's arms. With a hoarse voice accompanied by tears that continued to flow, until now his eyes had swollen, Zain's heart was very painful to see this. The tears fell because of her.

“Astaghfirullahaladzim..”. Zain said Istighfar very slowly, trying to kill all this pain, hoping that his heart would be a little calmer. Although very difficult, because of the deep regret that stifled his heart.

After Father, Zareen and Zain seemed to have calmed down again, Buya continued, occupying this matter.

“Zain, try to explain, what did you mean by that, son?. Buya must know everything, because the type of talaq will affect the process of reference”.

“Iya Buya, I from the beginning of the marriage had intended to divorce Zareen as soon as he realized from komanya”.

Buya stunned “Sorry, does that mean you never touched your wife during this”?. Tanya Buya hesitated

Zain nodded, “True Buy”.

“Allah..”. Buya sighed looking away from Zain

Everyone other than Zareen and Zain were shocked, staring in disbelief at them.

“What wedding are you guys having?”. I growled and rubbed my face

“Sorry well sorry”. Zain muttered with tears that kept dripping, only that word could he ask for now. There is no defense of his soul or seeking justification for what he has done so far. Just an apology

“My heart is completely crushed to see my daughter's state like this. With the sweat point I was raising him, with all my ability, I tried to give my best to him. Because he is the trust that God entrusts to me who in the hereafter God must hold me accountable to him.

Until that moment of trust turns to you, with a heart that hopes to worry I give it up. Do you know what I felt at that time, I was very afraid whether I gave Zareen to the right person, but soon I calmed my heart, because meeting you was not a coincidence for my daughter, and in an unexpected way God made this sacred bond happen, with humility I relied on God, and believed that you were the one God had chosen for my daughter, decrees, takdrinya. But what are you doing, you broke my belief it”

“Even though your marriage was due to the compulsion of circumstances, yet the vow you made remains the promise that the angel has recorded, the covenant between you and God. How can you celebrate all this a!!?”. Dad had been completely carried away by the emotion, the anger in his chest overflowed as he looked at Zareen's tears that kept flowing, and the words that Zain had spoken earlier still clearly echoed in his ears.

“Pardon Zain Dad, Zain is really sorry, forgive Zain yah”. Zain sobbed in Dad's hands

“No need to refer, it's best to just end this marriage”.

Zain raised his face“No Father”

“Daddy”. Zareen was glued, staring at Dad's face

“No Dad, don't say that, don't withdraw the blessing you once gave Dad, give Zain a chance, Zain will fix everything, Zain promises to be a better husband for Zareen in the future, don't separate us Daddy”. Zain spoke in a hoarse voice, his eyes reddened.

Zain switch to Ibuk, “Buk, forgive Zain Buk”.

Ibuk turned his face with tears that could not be weathered anymore, this heartbreak.

“Sorry Da, we are really sorry Da”. Said Dad softly while holding both hands together.

“Buk, Iza, let's go home”. The father walked towards Zareen sitting down, then pulled one of his son's hands.

Fatma stood down and apologized to Buya and Umi.

“Dad,,,”. Dad's step stopped, turned back, looked at his daughter's eyes that had been swollen and clear circle was still dripping.

“No Yah”. Zareen nodded

Dad was flabbergasted, not believing

“You want to keep this wedding Za!??”. Ask Dad with a voice starting to rise

Zareen nodded, “Iya Well, Za wants to maintain Za household, Za wants to continue this marriage”.

“Such men Za, men who do not know how to respect, who do not know how to respect a wife, do not know how to glorify women, who do not fear his god!”

Fatma rubbed Dad's arm, she was embarrassed if this quarrel should happen at Buya and Umi Halimah's house. The father who was usually very good at keeping his emotions, who was very authoritative and wise, had now lost control of himself in front of others. I kept trying to calm Dad

“Za loves Mas Zain Ayah”.

TO BE CONTINUE

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Father is already really angry, what will happen to the marriage of Zain and Zareen?