SHAKING
A NAME IN A DREAM (That means?)

November 21st, 2021

That day, our activities were as usual.. Because the next day my son had to go to school, so I planned not to sleep too late to get up early. Tomorrow morning my son has another master's lesson, with many of the ingredients that my son has prepared before. Tomorrow, I just have to prepare a little lack of materials that must be brought in fresh conditions.

Since noon the weather has been quite cold. From noon until late afternoon, it rained heavily. It feels like the haw is very supportive for sleep... My eyes are so sleepy. I'm almost off to dreamland... So sleepy's..

But...

Suddenly my hole rang... And I heard someone calling outside the fence...

Hiks.not sleeping.. It turns out that there was my family who came to deliver a ripe and sweet mango. Finally, we chatted for a few hours.

After they got home, we got ready again for a night's sleep. Then I fell asleep and dreamed...

In my dream, I saw a list. Like tables. When shown to me that, the view table is like a person shooting with a macro camera. So, the point I was told to see, clearly visible and other objects around it from the table was like blur....

I saw a name consisting of 3 words (not syllables.). As I recall, I don't know this name.

I didn't see who told me to look at the table and show me that name. I can only hear his voice. The voice of the man he told me many things about the man whose name I was seeing..

I looked at the name and tried to memorize the following name as it was told. Once "he" who told me to look at the name knew I was memorizing it, the letters faded on their own and disappeared.

Seeing the name I was memorizing suddenly fade away, I panicked and tried to quickly memorize the name. I planted that name firmly in my memory. But failed... I can only remember the first letter of the name. Then the story of that man was just wiped from my memory.

My memory is erased... There is no story I remember when I woke up.. I only remember a name consisting of 3 words with the first letter G...

I don't know who, but I don't think I know this name...

What's wrong with this guy? Why am I looking at it? May Allah protect and protect you... Bless and bless him...

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November 22nd, 2021

That morning I woke up... It's 04:00 WIB...

There is a name with 3 words and begins with the letter G...

Huff... There's nothing else I remember..

Never mind, I don't think about it too much. Dreams come and go... Like the clouds that come and go...

Then in the afternoon, while relaxing the brother.My first son told me that last night I was wandering. Talking to yourself while sleeping....

Hmmmm...

I'm rarely like this. Usually I'm just wandering around, sober...

Usually I can be aware of what I see and realize what I say in my sleep.. Recognize the conditions around me ..

Brother said, in my sleep I said that I saw many ambulances..

For some reason when Brother said it, suddenly a glimpse of a shadow appeared in my memory, like ambulances with brightly lit lights and sirens roaring at night..

Ah...

Is it true that what appears in my memory is my dream??? I usually feel like I'm avoiding. Why not this time? I don't feel at all. Only a glimpse of the ambulance-ambulance vision appeared...

What's up, huh? Kok many...

All of this is just my hallucination...

Not right, not not... I don't know... Let's just say I skipped most of the sleep..

Hmmmm...

In Your hands, O Lord, I give up all this life and life...