SHAKING
S E M E R U

For a long time I did not write down my visions in my digital book. Although one vision after another, the voice or premonition still continues to arrive. I don't know where my passion for writing is going.. Most of the visions, voices or premonitions I still write on my social media so I don't forget. It is often just a short article, picture or video. The rest of it sometimes I just let go. I didn't write it on my social media or in my digital book.

Sometimes I'm tired of seeing my visions. A lot of things made me think. I realized I wasn't a superhero. What I saw was not necessarily true. And even if it's true, sometimes I can only catch a glimpse. I don't know when and where it will happen. I can't do anything to prevent what's going to happen. Sometimes I worry that this vision, sound, dream or premonition is just an empty dream or something...

I try to ignore it.

Ah, all of those things raged in my mind.

But there's a sense of regret too if I don't warn. Sometimes confused as to what is the warning. Given the many things I get this is often in the form of a symbol and a lot of possibilities what can happen.

Just like the vision I got on August 12, 2022... At that time I was relaxed. It's been falling on my bed, but I still haven't slept. Suddenly, I felt like I was out of nowhere. Somewhere..

I am still trying to realize my existence. Where am I..? I can't see anything it feels like. It looked at my vision like something was covering my eyes. There were so many thick brownish-gray blobs that filled the entire area...

Whatisthis? Is this smoke? Or what? More like full of dust and sand...

I guess, I can't see anything. But it didn't. I could see all of that, but it was indeed a lump of dust and sand that was so thick..

I can see all of that. But I can't see me. I was like out there and just looking. My breath was comfortable, too, ordinary. It does not feel crowded even though everywhere is full of sand and dust...

I don't understand.

And then suddenly I was "back"

and I'm still in my bed...

I'm looking for drawing paper. I borrowed my son's pencil and I decided to draw what I saw in my vision just now. My image is limited and as much as possible, but at least it is good enough to accommodate my mind full of images of the smoke plume earlier.

After that, I up load my vision and picture earlier on my Facebook.

Time passed and nothing happened. Until early December, suddenly Mount Semeru erupted. Well, as it has been before. I can't warn, prevent or do anything to change it. I can only second-guess all the symbols that exist and cannot parse the details of their meaning.

Only in the hope that all these disasters will pass, God will forgive all the sins and wrongs of man. We can all improve ourselves and not do all the wrongs we have done to God, our neighbor and the universe.