Sharing Love: Complicated Love
CHAPTERS 103. Give Me a Reason!?

Tala took a deep breath and slowly threw it away to reduce the tightness inside her chest.

“Do you hate me so much?” Tala asked, Eve shook her head and smiled towards Tala.

“Never have I hated you or someone who has hurt or misbehaved me. Thinking to hate was not.”

“I know I was so wrong for what I did in my time of selfishness, my indifference and everything. I'm so sorry and apologise to you for everything.” Tala had now knelt before Eve while bowing her head so that Eve could forgive her error.

“Please don't like this..” Eve held Tala's shoulder and told her to stand up even though she was hesitant to touch the man who turned out to be her husband.

But Tala remained tight-lipped with her current position. Eve sighed she knew that this was not easy for both and for Orion. But Eve is a person who has a strong stand especially if Eve is willing.

“I've forgiven you and everyone in the past who did no good to me either in front or behind even before you and they apologized.”

"God is also Most Forgiving and Most Forgiving how I who are only ordinary people do not forgive people who do wrong while I even every day even every second there may be mistakes I make."

“Then why...?” Tala asked with a very sad and gloomy face Tala's gaze was very nano.

Eve could not bear to see Tala like this, “because we are already unable to live together.”

“This is not a problem can not Eve you know the context but this is a problem you do not want…I know I'm very guilty and I'm very sorry but please this for Orion's sake and what I'm saying is that I still love you since I was never replaced.I was so selfish back then forgive me.”.

“Do you love others..?” Although heavy and sick, Tala still asked and wanted to know how Eve felt. “Is he so special...?”

Eve nodded her head Tala who saw her clenched her hands tightly, “ia I love her very much and she is very special to me. My life is for him because he is the savior and encouragement when I fall. I can even give up my life for her.Without her there might not be a strong Eve now without her maybe Eve is still devastated by what is happening in her life. He can't be replaced he's everything to me.”

“Is there still your love for me in your heart?” Tala asked even now Tala's tears had fallen down her cheeks. Tala is not concerned if now he is considered weak as a man and crying in front of Eve in fact, Tala is currently weak and fragile, especially his heart and mind.

Eve did not answer Tala's question and just kept quiet because she was confused by the circumstances.

“Give me a reason why...?”

“It's not clear I don't love you and I don't want to keep this marriage!” Eve even spoke while looking into Tala's eyes without avoiding him at all.

“Even if you cry like this my heart won't hurt I don't love you no other reason. All that, that's how I feel.”

After saying that Eve left Tala who was still on her knees with her head bowed towards Orion and Jean. Eve gives a smile to the little girl named Lily who is the same age as Orion.

“Halo Lily I am Orion's mother and this is Orion's cousin her name is Jean. We go first yes.” Pamit Eve to Lily.

Eve held Jean in her arms and took Orion's hand, but Orion's eyes stared at Tala who was looking at Orion sadly.

Orion releases Eve's hand and walks closer to Tala and hugs Tala while sticking her head against Tala's chest as if Orion knows and understands that her real father is not okay at the moment.

Tala hugged her son it was very painful that she could not see the growth and development of her child from the start she was in the womb even until almost two years old.

His selfishness makes his son must feel the problems felt by both parents. Lily also hugged Tala, as if knowing that the uncle she called as father was currently not okay.

While Eve turned her face away it was very painful but this was all for the good of her son Orion.

“My house is open to you if you want to see and play with Orion I don't limit it.”

Luckily Jean did not refuse at all, then Eve took Orion from Tala's embrace, “Orion dear let's go home when you have to snack healthy and should not be missed.” Said Eve while taking Orion.

However, Orion does not want to let go of Tala and pulls Tala's clothes. “I'll carry him and drive him home.Lily let me be the fat one too.” Tala said although her heart is currently very fragile and her mind is very messy but Tala must be strong and has become a risk that must be accepted.

The rejection he gets will not make Tala give up and Tala's trepidation will make Eve can not be far from him and Eve can not run away from him. Eve has to be by her side forever Eve is hers not someone else's.

If Eve really does not love her then Tala will make Eve love her again as before even though Eve had to be forced at the beginning just as long as she had received her as a lover.

‘From my weak and stupid heart’

Tala looked at the house occupied by Eve during this time with her son Tala felt very sad when he was very wealthy but his wife and son lived in simplicity.

All this selfishness, not Eve who is selfish as she told Eve but herself who is very selfish.

“This is our home, come Orion here same mother.” Said Eve trying to take Orion but Orion did not want and hugged Tala tightly.

“Ouw it's my best friend Mr Johannes and my daughter Lily.” The voice from behind Tala made Eve turn to see who was with her brother.

“You're everywhere I look for you and you take my daughter for way too long.” Said Jackson as usual who didn't stop nagging.

Daisy pinched her husband's waist to stop nagging at the sight of Tala's blank stare. Daisy immediately retrieves Lily from Tala's sling.

Now everyone is sitting in front of Eve's living room with Orion who does not want to escape from Tala even Orion again reject Joha when Joha wants to take it. Orion seems to know that it was his father.

Orion is currently just silent while sticking his head on Tala's chest, Orion as if comfortable with Tala's embrace and calm to hear Tala's heartbeat.

It had been time and again Johannes sighed while Airen was just silent at this moment the atmosphere was a bit awkward.

Joha is eager to beat Tala up what Tala has done to Eve but Joha finds out what Tala has hidden from Eve that Eve is unaware of.

Joha has been looking for everything and it is easy for her even though Tala has extensive connections but her family connections are also very broad even equivalent to the connections that Tala has.

As an older brother Joha certainly will not be easy to release his only sister let alone only Eve owned by Joha who is left in addition to his wife and child now.

However, when seeing Orion who is very comfortable being in the arms of his own gynecologist Joha must be wise even though Eve is his sister Joha must be in the middle of both and should not lean sideways.

Because of Orion's happiness, comfort and tranquility his nephew is more important Joha does not want Orion to feel that she is different from the other children. The psychological development of Orion needs to be considered even all the growth and development of Orion.

As his wife said that although he was trying to be a papi for Orion, Orion would still need his biological father. The bond between father and son is strong.

But, uh, when seeing her brother's stubborn and strong-willed character doesn't seem to be easy and Joha wants to see first how Tala struggles to make Eve melt so that Joha is absolutely sure that she will can release Eve calmly.

Joha knows that there are things that are harbored by her sister and not told by anyone including her.

*Connected*