Sharing Love: Complicated Love
CHAPTER 13. Themselves and the Sepi Trying to Strengthen the Heart

The bodyguard who had just returned from buying the food orders Eve felt sad when she saw that Eve was crying while rubbing her stomach. “You must be strong Miss.” Said the bodyguard in his heart.

Take a deep breath before knocking on the door and pretending that she didn't see Eve crying. Eve who heard the knock immediately wiped her tears and put her smiling face back on.

“Log.” Said Eve and immediately the bodyguard opened the door of her room. As usual Eve always looks cheerful but in her heart full of wounds it looks more painful to see.

When people try to look okay but in it there is a lot of turmoil to make everyone around not feel worried. The bodyguard gave his smile to Eve.

“This is an order Miss hopefully baby in the womb Miss likes.” The bodyguard was greeted warmly. Eve expressed her gratitude and ate it with gourd.

The bodyguard who saw her smiled happily at the sight that her young Miss looked so happy and slightly forgot her sadness with just the food she bought. “Nona is so very simple and so easy to make her happy.” Said the bodyguard in the bottom of his heart.

It was time for Eve to come home from work as Eve did not want to go back to the mansion first when she remembered that there was no one in the mansion. Eve felt lonely. “Father can help us stop at the park first.” Said Eve and was immediately taken by the driver.

Sitting pensively staring around the park while enjoying the atmosphere in the park full of children and parents who care and play with their children.

Seeing it makes Eve smile happily, “later you will also feel it soon.” Said Eve speaking to her stomach. Then at Eve called for the bodyguards to come closer to her.

“What is there needed and Miss want?” Asked the bodyguard politely who was standing beside Eve. Eve is very happy even though they work to always take care of herself whether it is sincere or not but Eve is happy to get her attention.

“From now on I want you to take a picture of me whenever there is a good opportunity like now and you have to send in this e-mail address.” Say Eve and then give the e-mail address she made.

“This is your password later please love when he has passed SMA.” Say Eve with teary eyes. The bodyguard who heard her was stunned there was a question that had arisen in his mind as to why her young Miss could speak like that.

“Can you. And please keep this a secret.” Eve continued and looked at the bodyguard expectantly so that her bodyguard could grant her request. The bodyguards could only nod in resignation.

“Thanks.” Said Eve always, “even though I don't know if you serve me sincerely or not. But, do you know I feel very happy to get your attention that is always alert. I always pray that you can get happiness always.”

The bodyguard simply kept silent and guaranteed what the young lady said. “Didn't they look cute and sweet.” Eve looked towards the two young children who were of different sexes playing.

“They are so free and full of happiness. There is nothing they think about but playing and there is no burden they feel other than whining about a will that sometimes adults do not obey.” Say Eve.

“Huh, it feels like being a kid looks fun. Their gazes were so innocent and their mannerisms all felt adorable. Will I be able to feel it later together with my son.”

The bodyguard was at a loss as to what this young lady had said. The guards could not guess the meaning of Eve's words. “But, for sure he will also feel happy and not feel a lack of affection from both his parents and his grandparents.”

“Mother and father are so attentive to me and they must also have been looking forward to a grandchild that they have long wanted. Adya will feel very happy finally she has a child later as well as Tala.”

“Yes Miss, Mr and Madam will be very happy to hear later that Miss is pregnant as well as Young Miss Adya and Young Master Tala. Miss gives them so much happiness, Miss is so lucky to get a family like them. Miss and Miss Adya will take care of her together later.” Said the guard.

Eve who heard him was happy and smiled smirkily. Turning his gaze to the right to dispel the tears that wanted to drip on his cheek so as not to be seen by his guards but unfortunately the guards saw him.

“Did Miss know that Miss is the most powerful and patient person I have ever met. Miss is very polite and simple Miss's character is as beautiful as Miss's face. And I'm very happy to be able to get an employer like Miss.”

“I promise Miss that I will always accompany Miss wherever Miss goes and look after Miss. Even though it will not be paid, but I still want to stand next to Miss. But that is impossible considering that Miss is the daughter-in-law of the Werawan family.” Speech guards

Eve who heard him cry out in shock made the bodyguards startled. “Does anyone hurt Miss?” Asked the bodyguard in a worried tone to see that the crying Eve was sobbing.

The driver who was looking from afar immediately walked over and stared intently at the bodyguard. The bodyguard shook his head that he had done nothing. “Thank you I'm very moved, you are very good.” Eve's words made the bodyguards gap in disbelief.

“I cried because I was moved to hear your words.” Said Eve while wiping her tears and the driver swiftly gave tissue to Eve. “Thanks father.” The driver nodded his head.

“Nona is also very good, Miss do not be too sad our hearts are always there for Miss.” Say the guard and poke the driver's hand to immediately nod his head and the driver obeyed him even though he was confused.

“Why am I being such a crybaby.” Eve said with a laugh crying at the absurdity while the driver and bodyguard laughed also at the cuteness of the young Miss who guarded them.

For about a month Eve was busy with her work caring for patients and one month also father Davka, mother Dhara, Adya and Tala were in the S country because Adya's condition was unstable. It was indeed sometimes in the middle of the night that Eve was very tormented by her desire to eat food and Eve understood that this was her name, cravings, often Eve also cried in silence because now she is just living alone with her baby. In the morning Eve will be busy with her vomit and it makes Eve limp. But luckily Eve was able to include food to replenish her energy. Doing and checking her own womb while looking at the scenery of pregnant women accompanied by her husband makes Eve feel full of loneliness. Eve tried to think positive and not stressed by eating a lot of food even though in the morning she would be made limp because of nausea.

“You are patient, baby later you will meet your father, mother, grandmother and grandfather. I'm sure that they will be very happy to hear the news that you're already in mom's belly.” Eve said to her baby every day.

Seen pregnant women staring at Eve who was rubbing her stomach, “doctor is pregnant too?” Asking the pregnant woman made Eve turn her head and smile and nod.

“Woah must be a doctor's child will be beautiful just like a doctor. How many months has the doctor been?” Ask the pregnant woman kindly.

“Now it's been two months, if mother has how many months?” Ask Eve to the pregnant woman.

Eve nodded her head and introduced herself. The little boy named Noel gave his smile to Eve and it made Eve very happy to see him. In her mind Eve praised the handsome face that this pregnant woman's son Airell Miranda had.

Eve was comfortable because the pregnant woman who asked her to speak did not ask her where her husband was and did not accompany him to check his womb. Eve feels like she has a friend chatting and when Eve thinks about it, Eve's mood is great.

“Since Miss smiled what makes Miss so happy?” Ask the bodyguard who keeps seeing Eve's smile after coming home from the examination. “Is Miss content okay?”

Because for a month this bodyguard rarely ever see Eve smile even if smiling perfunctory. All the bodyguards and the driver saw was the silent face of Eve but today it seemed different whether because Miss saw her son earlier.

Eve smiled and looked at her bodyguard, “iya I was so happy that I met a pregnant woman who was the same age as me and she had a very handsome boy. Somehow when I saw the smile of the boy I was so happy and thought if the child in my womb was a girl why I was so happy to see his handsome face.”

The bodyguard simply blinked his eyes at Eve's words, which linked the boy's smile to the sex of Eve's body.

“Happy see Miss smiling.” The bodyguard's words made Eve flatten her lips which continued to curl but smiled again.

In the evening Eve read the book in her room with her hand, which kept picking up the snacks that the butler had prepared for her to fill her emptiness at night.

If in the morning until noon Eve will be preoccupied with preparation, patients and meet with many patients in the hospital make Eve a little forget about her sadness and emptiness in her.

However, it would be very different if at night Eve would feel very lonely and it was not uncommon to make Eve cry. “You must be patient yes dear.” Said Eve and her feet stepped towards the balcony of the room.

“A night so quiet every day there are no stars or moon and very dark.” Eve looked up at the sky and tightened the cardigan she was wearing to block the wind through her skin.

Eve's views and thoughts were so empty and wandering everywhere there were many memories lingering within her memories.

How happy she was there was a family who adopted her to be a child when she was five years old.

However, the reality that he felt was very different indeed both of his adoptive parents loved him very much but the biological children of his adoptive parents and extended family did not accept him.

The memory returned when he was a teenager where he had met a Nabastala Affandra W who he knew the name Tala once.

She who is greedy for the attention of those around her is finally affected when she also wants to get and receive the attention of her husband's cousin.

Worse he hurt the heart that was so sincere to accept it and do anything to him first. Her husband hates her so much now. What he did was very evil and hurt his heart.

However, it was within him that there was no intention to hurt him just that time and circumstances did not allow that time. How his life changed in a hundred and eighty degrees when his loving and dear foster parents had an accident.

Can not explain to Tala at that time why he disappeared so suddenly because there is no time and also still mired in grief. His fault is that he cannot be open to what happened to him and why he did it.

But, the time has passed his life again vacillates him can only resign to his destiny outlined by God for him. Maybe this is the thing that must be paid for by the actions of his two biological parents who unfortunately he did not know.

Loneliness has become a common thing for him until finally he was reunited with his parents-in-law and good brother such as Dhara's mother, Davka's father and Adya. So again he felt greedy and wanted to get more attention.

Until finally he forgets that he has flown too high and forgets that he will always be abandoned and forgotten by people.

Loneliness makes him very sad, he should be able to limit it so as not to be too overwhelmed with the happiness he gets. And now see her crying so much.

Trying to strengthen his heart and take the lessons that always befall him. Gently stroked his stomach with affection and tenderness. “Keep love you will not lack affection. You can without mom later there will be mama Adya who will be a mama for you.”

Eve recalls how she read the message Adya and Dhara's mother sent to her before leaving. Eve is thrilled that they have not forgotten Eve and informs Eve.

But because of her pregnancy hormones Eve becomes very sensitive and easy to cry for trivial things sometimes. Eve wants to get the attention of both her in-laws as well as Adya.

Calling them afraid to interfere with their rest time which must have been tired of caring for and caring for Adya. Calling Adya was not possible Eve did not want to make Adya's health decline considering that every time they called would be very long.

Calling her husband was clearly impossible Eve did not know what to talk to her husband. Moreover, her husband was still cold and in Eve's mind always rang that she had to limit the interaction between herself and her husband if there was no one.

It was tormented that Eve felt so much worry and unease within Eve. Sometimes Eve was able to pull it off but sometimes Eve could not be what she is today.

“I have been nobody since. Although I have tried to realize their wishes but I am still Eve a sad little girl and a doll.”

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