Sharing Love: Complicated Love
CHAPTERS 140. Why Not From the Beginning

Gulzar was about to step into his car but stopped when he heard his name called.

"Sir Zee." Calling Eve made Gulzar turn towards the source of the sound.

Turns out Eve's car was right in front of her and Geya was talking.

"Eve..."

Eve gave her smile to Gulzar but Gulzar gave no reaction at all.

"Why are you here?" The point of Gulzar is why Eve had to wait in the basement and not go straight to the office or to Tala's room.

Gulzar still does not know about the mental disorders he experienced. "Because it's going again." Answer Eve.

"I saw that." Evident Eve, "but don't worry I haven't heard your talk at all."

"Do I know why Brother Zee and Geya broke off your engagement?" Eve tried to get along with Gulzar again even though it seemed like Gulzar was still cold to both himself and others.

"There's a problem." Gulzar replied, self-limiting.

Eve nodded her head, "sister Zee is still the same as before..." Said Eve while giving a smile.

"If there's no problem where maybe you cut off the engagement relationship huhah."

"Did brother Zee already start loving Geya?" Eve and Eve asked a little at Gulzar's expression.

"I used to hope that Brother Zee could find someone right to be the most comfortable place for Zee to tell stories and complain and that person was Geya."

"Even though Geya used to be unkind to me but I'm sure Geya is a sincere person."

"Is it because of your breakup because of me?" The question Eve wanted to ask from the beginning.

"No. It has absolutely nothing to do with." Gulzar explained firmly so that Eve did not feel guilty or think that because of her presence that made trouble.

"Then because of what?"

Gulzar looked at Eve deeply undeniable that in his heart still admired Eve growing older Eve increasingly look mature but it was only awe only now.

"Because from the beginning I realized it too late." Gulzar answered with trembling eyes.

"Why is it too late to realize it?" Eve was still very curious as if she could turn into a journalist.

"Because there was a woman who was still dwelling in my mind and heart." Gulzar said, looking at Eve meaningfully.

"What is me!" Eve asked while raising both eyebrows. Gulzar just kept silent not answering.

"I'm kidding Zee." Eve smiled, "so Brother Zee revealed it." Eve deduced herself to what she saw and Gulzar's answer.

"But it's not too late if it's new now. Why not from the beginning." Gulzar stared intensely at his adoptive cousin.

"If I were Geya then I would ask her like that in my mind or to her person directly."

"What's the reason you went and signed the divorce papers when you loved her so much that she wasn't nice to you?"

"It's because of myself and of course there are other outside factors."

"Why is he not like you who can easily accept and forgive Tala." Gulzar.

"Because Geya's not me and I'm not Geya. There is Axel now. It must not have been easy for Axel to arrive with their current relationship." It hurts to hear the answer from Eve.

"As I said, this has nothing to do with Tala, the reason I took it for granted to sign the divorce papers."

"It was because of myself, a feeling of inferiority and being easily repressed that I thought it was better to leave than to make my loved ones suffer because of me." Although Eve spoke with a smile, Gulzar who heard her felt helpless.

If only his family were not as angry and not as hateful as that to Eve then Eve would not drown with inferiority and oppressed.

"I'm sorry." Gulzar.

"Everything's gone Zee didn't matter at all. I've forgiven them anyway what someone did must have had a reason."

Eve's heart was so big and airy that made Gulzar admire her even more.

"Sorry to bother Zee." Pamit Eve immediately because she already felt a feeling that began to be uncomfortable.

Gulzar only looked at Eve in the car accompanied by two bodyguards.

Shortly afterwards Gulzar sees Tala and Orion walking closer to the car where Eve is.

"Dear mother sorry for making you wait so long ago I had to change Orion's diaper."

Tala gives Orion to Eve because she understands that his wife must miss their son very much.

Orion rubbed into Eve's chest a sign that her son was asking Eve for milk.

"She must have missed you a lot too." Terang Tala while rubbing his son's head.

Eve prepares herself to breastfeed Orion. "Don't look." Eve said firmly and stared intently at her husband's eyes when Tala wanted to see how Orion was feeding Eve.

The two bodyguards were trying to write down their hearing and vision that was the thing they should do if starting the young Master and the young Madam.

Tala just grinned, "what did Gulzar talk about?" Ask Tala.

Eve frowned, "if you know why you're still asking." Eve complains that Tala does not know how possessive she is, especially Tala just saw the iPad in her hand and at the tail end of Eve's eye, Tala looks like reading something.

"Why is this mom so adorable." Tala said with anxiety.

Eve stared intently at Tala with annoyance, did Tala no longer know shame let alone Eve saw there was a smile on the face of Ai's bodyguards and Bee's bodyguards.

"They'll be deaf and blind if we do a good thing let alone like this cup." Tala briefly kissed Eve's lips to make Eve's face flat.

Orion's hand came out and held Eve's lip and rubbed it with his small hand like his little son did not accept it.

Shortly after, Orion removed it and opened the cover and looked at his father.

"No no no no." Orion said stammered as he hugged Eve and leaned his head on Eve's shoulder spoiled.

Orion seems to say that Eve is just his. "But, dear before there you mother is father's and forever."

Orion shook his head in a sign of disapproval. Orion kisses Eve's entire face and makes Eve smile happily and replies to what her son is doing, making Orion laugh and feel happy.

"Why every time you kiss your mother, you don't reply to her like you did to Orion." Tala was jealous of her own child.

Tala tried to take Orion from Eve's lap but Orion instead grasped Eve's clothes tightly and moved agitatedly because he did not want to be with Tala.

Eve pinched Tala's waist firmly until Tala was made to grimace. "Don't force it." Eve was very upset.

Eve hugs Orion and Orion slams Eve's arms. "Na na na na al." Orion to Tala.

"Huh father as expected by you guys." Tala grunts with annoyance but Eve and Orion seem to be unconcerned with her thus further adding to her jealousy.

......***......

Geya returned to her room after she finished calming herself down.

Geya searches for her phone and it turns out to be tucked under the book and file she was working on earlier.

There was one call from his cousin Tala and several calls and messages from his fiancee Axel.

Geya looked at the clockwise still remaining fifteen minutes of rest hours will run out.

"Hello dear you where why not pick up the phone. You're okay, right?" From her voice Geya could hear that how worried her fiance was to her.

"I'm sorry. I'm fine." Geya answered withstanding her feelings of wanting to cry.

Axel heard his fiancee's voice tremble a little, "i don't think you're okay because you miss me so much like I miss you so much." Axel tries to joke with Geya.

"Something I want to tell you." Geya said, Geya did not want there to be misunderstandings between them and hurt Axel who sincerely loved her.

"Then I will listen with pleasure."

"Are you not busy?" Geya asked because Axel said that he would be very busy today.

"Yes I'm very busy but busy missing and thinking about you." Axel is full of stuff.

"Stop bragging." There was a laughing voice from Axel who was blaring.

"I'm serious you don't believe!" Axel Exclamation.

"Yes I believe." It is better to say it quickly if not his fiancee will express his feelings continuously and give romantic surprises to prove his words.

"Any busy thing you are my priority." Axel said seriously, "have you eaten yet?"

Geya did not answer because she had not eaten. "Have you eaten yet?"

"I was just about to eat and my order just arrived." Axel would not eat if he had not heard the news about his fiancee because he was worried.

This is the reason why Geya had to call back Axel because Geya already understood that Axel would not eat if he did not hear the news when they were far apart like this because he thought about it.

"I also just want to eat with the provisions you gave me earlier." Hearing him made Axel feel happy.

"Yes the story later we should eat especially your rest hours are running out lest you get sick."

"I love you and I trust you until you see me tomorrow morning dear."

Geya stared at the screen of her phone wallpapers her phone is a photo of the two of them who installed it is Axel himself.

"Thank you for making me comfortable with your understanding." Said Geya speaking by staring at her phone wallpapers.

Geya will tell Axel what happened today because Geya does not want to destroy Axel's trust in him. And what Geya did was for their relationship.

Geya learns of her cousin Tala's problems when Tala says she feels disrespected by Eve because Eve is so secretive and rarely talks to her when Geya tells her why Tala is being cold to Eve.

However, his cousin also said that he should accept what is about Eve and be more active than Eve considering Eve is very closed.

This is what Geya applies in establishing his relationship with Axel about anything.

Geya remembered what Gulzar had done and said to her earlier.

'Why not from the beginning Zee said it'

"No Geya even from the beginning you can't think about it you already have a fiancee now." Geya said to wake herself up.

The thing Geya doesn't like the most is being away from Axel that she can at any time accidentally meet Gulzar.

Geya did try to avoid Gulzar in order to keep Axel's feelings and his feelings are still not strong.

Geya likes if Axel is more attentive and understands it and gives good news everyday.

Of course their relationship is not as smooth as people think to get to the stage they understand each other there are many twists and turns in their relationship.

Geya is lucky to have Axel who is patient and turns him in a better direction.

Axel in Geya's eyes was very patient

*Connected*