Sharing Love: Complicated Love
CHAPTER 09. Will I Be able to Shine Bright Soon

"Eve what are you thinking?" Adya asked who saw Eve's gaze staring blankly at Dhara and Tala's mother.

Dhara's mother turned her head towards Eve and Tala just glanced a little it made Eve's heart hurt even more. "It's okay I'm just happy to see a sight I've never seen." Eve said, "and I never felt it again."

Dhara's mother who heard him approaching his new winj, "sad you don't have to be confused with mom. Let's just say mom is your own mother like how mom thinks you're her own mother's son like mom thinks Adya is too. You are mother's daughter-in-law. Later, if that bad boy hurts you say yes. But, never leave him." Dhara's mother. Eve is only able to fall silent and give her smile to Dhara's mother because Eve does not know what to say. Since Eve returned from the country L Eve became more quiet than usual. If Eve feels depressed it is very but Eve must survive at least the next two years.

The ringing of the phone rang to break the atmosphere for Eve, "hello hello, what's wrong?" Ask Dhara's mom across the phone can Eve guess it's Davka's dad.

"What's wrong, baby when you come home I'm so missed." The middle-aged man's protest across the phone made Tala snort to hear her father like that.

"Mom's gonna be home any minute if dad doesn't call maybe we're on the way." Tala's saut made Dhara and Adya's mother glare both eyes at Tala. While Eve saw a notification message on her phone from this hospital.

"Honey to go home, I've got the butler to take care of Adya temporarily and some bodyguards in front." Said Davka's father who was taken by Dhara's mother.

In the car that Tala drives with Eve and Dhara's mother who is sitting in the back makes Tala can only resigned to hear orders from her mother that her mother wants to be close to Eve after Tala gave a protest to dhara's mother and Davka's father were even engrossed in calling ria.

"How is it not your honey, is it fun?" Dhara's mother asked Eve who was sitting next to him. Because her curiosity made Dhara's mother shift closer to Eve and hug Eve's arm it made Eve more awkward. "Why are you ashamed?" Ask Dhara's mother who saw Eve just silence with her face blushing. Then Dhara's mother's eyes saw Tala in the front through the glass in the car. "If you dare hurt your daughter-in-law, you will be circumcised twice." Tala just kept quiet if Tala replied to the words of Dhara's mother then it would be a long story.

Eve looks towards Tala through the glass in the car to make Tala who also looks back see Eve's eyes. "Mom's hoping to have a grandchild soon." Dhara's mother said while stroking Eve's flat stomach it made Eve see Dhara's mother's hand rubbing her stomach. "Have said dear do not be awkward, do not be burdened also with the mother's request about grandchildren. Everything needs a process." Dhara's mother said it made Eve calm and a little worried.

"If for example you are also unable to give mother grandchildren is okay and do not worry mother will also not tell the bad boy to remarry. But, I am very confident that you are a fertile and healthy woman. I feel like I have a beautiful and sweet daughter and I don't forget to be smart. Gems." Dhara's mother hugged Eve and kissed Eve's cheek as she felt anxious. While Eve who got the treatment was happy and a little surprised.

"Your mother cravings for a beautiful and smart child like this." Said Dhara's mother while thinking about how Eve's mother had cravings for her. Let alone Dhara Eve's mother is also very curious to hear the words of Dhara's mother about how she used to be in the womb and her childhood. Is it true that he is an unwanted child because of a mistake as people say.

"We've arrived." Tala said it made Eve breathe with relief Dhara's mother who felt her turn her head towards Eve.

"Are you feeling tired?" Ask Dhara's mother to worry and attention to make Eve who daydreams blink both eyes and look at Dhara's mother. "Tala carry your wife." Dhara's mother then leaves Eve and Tala.

"Down." Speak to Tala coldly. Eve nodded and got out of the car and next Eve was so shocked that she made Eve scream loudly and hugged Tala's neck firmly to make Tala feel short of breath. "Are you going to kill me." Tala said as she looked at Eve's face that was so very close to her. The gazes of the two met until there was a pause between the two. Dhara's mother who heard Eve's screams turned her head back while shaking her head then ignorantly photographed Tala and Eve and sent to Adya.

Adya who was in the hospital heard the sound of her special notification that read immediately to see what news was sent to her. When his eyes saw the photo of two people who were already very dear to him made Adya smile happily.

"Next time don't sigh like that or pretend to look weak and daydreaming. You're such a hassle." Speak Tala coldly and sharply. Eve who heard him bite her lip endured the pain from Tala's words to her.

"Another new prohibition for yourself Eve that you must remember that you should not sigh heavily because it will make people around you feel bothered. Remember Eve you live not to trouble those around you you live to make it easier for people to vent their resentment, hate and anger at you that's what you live for."

Tala threw Eve on the bed hard enough that it made Eve realize from her daydream. Eve saw Tala go straight to the bathroom and slammed the bathroom door so hard. "One more Eve do not daydream if you daydream then people will ask will certainly be difficult for people around you because you daydream."

Eve prepares a nightgown for Tala as she cleans herself in the bathroom. Remembering Tala if the bath took almost an hour to make Eve go to Adya's room to clean her body as well.

As Tala exited the bathroom wearing a towel wrapped around her waist Tala walked up to the bed where LV-branded sleeping pajamas were already available. Look at the pajamas for a few seconds then wear them as usual just using his pants and put his clothes on the bedside drawer.

The door of the room opened and Tala did not need to see who had entered because it was definitely Eve.

Walk carefully as Eve carries two glasses of milk on a tray she has held for herself and Tala from Dhara's mother. Actually Eve felt funny if you have to drink milk at night because according to Eve it was like a child who was about to sleep with a mother who had to give milk. But Eve did not issue her protest because Eve herself was happy to accept it at least she felt a little affection that Dhara's mother gave her.

Tala took a quick glance as Eve put the milk she was carrying on the table. "My mother told me to give you this milk." Eve said that she was smiling because she remembered what Dhara's mother said about how a Nabastala Affandra Werawan should drink milk before going to bed otherwise this man would not be able to sleep.

Tala stared intently at Eve as Tala slightly saw that Eve was holding back her smile. "You didn't put poison or anything in that drink." Accuse Tala to make Eve gasp to hear the accusations from her husband.

Anxious Eve turned her face back and held her breath as Tala's face approached. Tala stared intently at Eve to make Eve gulp her saliva in.

It turned out that Tala had only taken the milk that was on the table and sat on the sofa after giving her sharp gaze to Eve. Then Tala stood up and gave her glass to Eve did not forget to wipe the milk marks that stuck to the around her mouth with her hand it made Eve puff her lips to see how Tala who looked authoritative like a child despite the glare of his eyes that drew sharply towards him. "Remember our contract." Tala said coldly then sat on the bed while playing her phone.

Actually Eve wanted to ask why Tala did not return to the hospital to accompany Adya there but Eve did not dare to ask.

After he finished delivering the used glass of milk that he had drunk and Tala was Eve returned to the room and saw that Tala was still playing her phone. Eve walked closer to the side of the bed beside Tala nervously and wrapped herself in a blanket.

Tala who saw Eve sleeping next to her felt very upset finally made Tala go rough to the dressing room to change her sleep clothes with casual clothes and bring formal clothes for her tomorrow go to the office. "Are you going to accompany Adya's sister in the hospital?" Eve asked who saw Tala tidying up her clothes while Tala did not press her. "Here let me help you." Said Eve but Eve's hand was immediately pushed over by Tala.

"Don't come closer and don't interfere in each other's affairs. Remember that you are only a temporary wife and only give grandchildren to your mother and father the rest you have no position here." Said Tala coldly and sharply. Eve regretted the feeling of inviting this man to talk even though it was just asking questions and sincere intentions helped.

Approaching Eve and looking at Eve with her sharp gaze. "Huh, you think I'd rather be with you here don't dream. Seeing yourself is so sickening you shouldn't be around and not coming back." After saying that Tala went to bring her clothes for her briefcase tomorrow morning she would tell her assistant to take it.

Eve falls to hear Tala's words that hurt her heart and yet again Eve is helpless. Eve had no power to speak up and defend herself because it would feel useless.

As long as that person still hates you want you to explain how they will stick to their respective perceptions by still hating you.

Because the environment that made Eve could not be more free to talk or tell that she felt very hurt inside, through writing Eve could pour out all her emotional expressions and feelings.

THE POV ON EVE

I always ask why everyone around me doesn't like me so much that I find the answer is just me Eve the little girl. I'm Eve's a doll, I'm Eve's a machine...

I could not freely talk about what I wanted to do and wanted to say because everyone was looking at me with their sharp glances and cruel words.

I was so scared and I was so lonely.

Although the days that I spent away from them were more beautiful, I suffered when I saw people who were very familiar with the family and had a place to go home like celebrating their success when I was get a bachelor's degree and diploma.

God is not that I am not grateful just that I want to vent negative emotions so that I stay sane in this life. Because by writing I can express these emotional expressions and feelings other than to You.

I sometimes fear that I keep going so far that I forget myself for putting masks in front of so many people. It is fine even if the heart is hurt. Keep smiling even if the mood is not okay.

What I have to do besides survive for the next two years. Lord, please give me strength to go through the trials that you have given me.

Whether after two years and going away from these people I'll get better. Whether it's the next three years, the next four, or the next ten years I really get better as time goes on!

Sometimes I'm afraid to be happy I worry I'll suffer...

After many prohibitions now the prohibition for me must increase by not holding my breath and exhaling heavily and I must not daydream.

I'm fine maybe I should reiterate in the facial expression again maybe with me silent and not much talk is still not enough for them.

Will I be able to shine brightly soon? How painful would it be if I wanted to shine? How high should I expect...?

THE POV EVE OFF

*Connected*