Sharing Love: Is My Husband Yours?
Anak

Darwin saw my body shudder and immediately caught it before it hit the floor. I fainted in his lap. He held my body and laid it on the bed.

"It's cold" he muttered as he touched my body.

I have been sweating cold since. And now I'm helpless. Darwin immediately looked for wind oil and rubbed it on my neck, my nose, my hands, my feet. But there was no reaction from me.

He then patted my cheek, shaking my body. But, still nothing happened. Darwin was very trying to wake me up, but ten more minutes had passed without any result. I'm still not moving. My face is turning pale and getting colder.

Darwin panicked and immediately carried my body to his car. He took me to the nearest hospital. He took me and put me on a push bed and the nurse pushed me into the Emergency Unit (UGD).

Darwin seemed stressed by this incident. He hasn't looked at me since. There was guilt in his heart and a hint of regret.

He has plunged me into this marriage. She knew I was just a stupid girl who wished she would love me. He sprinkled empty hopes and false dreams on me. He realized his actions were wrong, but he had already done marriage with me.

The doctor examined me for a long time and gave me help. Darwin could only wait and finally the doctor called him. "Sir, are you his family?" ask doctor.

"I am her husband" replied Darwin.

The doctor smiled. "Sir, we've checked the condition of your wife. We're also trying to figure out why your wife fainted."

Darwin was silent, listening to the doctor.

"It looks like your wife is pregnant."

"Huhhh!" remember Darwin was spontaneous. The words of the doctor made Mas Darwin stupefied for an instant. Heart's shaken.

"However, for sure we will do further examination. We also have to observe the health of the father's wife. So, today our father's wife hospitalized first," continued the doctor. However, Darwin did not listen too much to the doctor's words. Her mind was already unable to clear due to the shock of hearing I was pregnant.

"Rania's pregnant," she murmured.

His mind wandered the first night he touched me in Bali. At that moment she was surprised I appeared before her in very sexy clothes. Suddenly his passion was tempestuous and his lust peaked. So, that incident was inevitable.

He promised Alya that he would not touch me. He promised that his body would only belong to Alya. But that night he broke his promise. Everything is unbearable and just happens.

'Rania .. you turned out to be very beautiful, ' thought Mas Darwin when he first saw me that night. Usually he always finds me fully dressed and my clothes are never tight. This time he saw a different me. He could not resist, his passion was passionate.

After that, he regretted. Darwin regretted his actions touching me. He feels guilty for Alya, his true love. He tried to forget the incident, but could not. My shadow always haunts him. He tried to run away and away from me. He wants to maintain his loyalty to Alya.

Suddenly Darwin remembered Alya. Darwin sent him a message. 'Honey, I'm so sorry I couldn't get you home. I can't go home tonight either. Go to bed early, don't wait for me. Love you.'

The message said, 'What's the matter, honey?'

Darwin read the message and was silent for a long time. Then, he was finally forced to type in a reply message which was an honest answer from him. 'Rania passed out, I have to keep her in the hospital tonight.'

Alya opened the message and read it. He was silent, saying nothing. Nor did he reply to anything to the message, but his tears were dripping.

Shortly thereafter I was not in the ER room anymore. I've been sober. Now I've been lying in the inhouse. The nurse put an infusion needle in my hand and she left my room. Right now there's only me and Mas Darwin here. Darwin approached me. He looked at me and I asked him in a weak voice, "Why?"

"You're pregnant" she said slowly.

I turned my face away. I don't want to talk to her about my pregnancy anymore. She didn't care about my pregnancy either. He cares more about his first wife.

"You must take care of your health!" said again. "Don't think too much!"

"Mas." I immediately cut off his words. "I'm getting a divorce."

Darwin was silent. He looked at me with an unexpected expression. He looked very surprised.

"I want us to get a divorce." I repeated my words.

"No." Darwin shook his head. "I'm not going to divorce you."

I looked at him in wonder. Then I said, "I don't want to be your second wife. I'm getting a divorce."

"You are pregnant with my child. I'm not going to divorce you" he said.

"This child in my womb is my son. I don't have the right to want to master it" I said.

"I'm entitled. I am the father of this child. Like it or not, you'll still be my wife" she said.

"You can't be selfish like this, Mom. I don't want to be your second wife. I'm getting a divorce." Again my emotions were stirred.

"If you really want a divorce, I'll divorce you after this child is born. But, this child should be mine because I'm the father."

"What do you mean, Mom?" spontaneous talk.

The last words of Darwin hurt my heart. "You just want this kid. You want to separate me from my son" I said.

"You may choose to divorce, but this child belongs to me. Or, don't get divorced and this kid can still be with you" said Mas Darwin.

My tears were also flowing. Darwin was completely heartless. He gave me a hard choice. "I don't want to be a second wife" I said. "I want a full household. I don't want to be a puppet in this marriage."

"Sorry, Rania. I will not divorce you until this child is born" said Darwin.

'What should I do?' my thinking. 'Do I have to survive this marriage? And, can I survive this marriage?' Darwin doesn't love me. He kept me as his wife just for wanting his son.

Child anak. That was something he could not get from Alya until now. Mas Darwin wanted to divorce me and take my son. After that, maybe he will live happily with Alya. But, what about me? I'm gonna lose my son.

On the other hand, after knowing the truth, I really wanted to get divorced this second as well. I want to get out of this marriage conflict. But, Darwin's got me. Darwin held me back from getting out of this misery.