
The next day Mas Darwin tried to contact Alya. However, his number could not be reached. Darwin tried again, but still couldn't.
'Looks like Alya was mad at me, ' Mas Darwin thought and kept his phone.
Today Mas Darwin is still busy accompanying me in the hospital. He was really trying to be a good husband. But, for what? It's free that he behaves like that. We will continue to get divorced.
I can't bear to be cheated on, let alone Mas Darwin's love for Alya so deeply. Alya is also the ideal type of perfect woman, the dream of every man. It's hard for me to rival him because we're not at all comparable. I'd better step down and get divorced with Mas Darwin so I don't get hurt more.
After I leave the hospital, I'll take care of the divorce papers as soon as my condition improves. I do not want to linger so that Mas Darwin's heart is not more attached to his son. I want to take my son away from him, start a new life and forget him.
In the afternoon the hospital allowed me to go home. However, my baby has not been allowed to go home because it still has to get treatment. So, Mas Darwin decided to take me home first. He will return to the hospital and rent a room lodging around it for a few days so as not too far back and forth. After all, she knew she was still angry and wouldn't let her stay home.
On the way home, I was really worried about my baby. Actually I don't want to go home, I really want to accompany him. However, the doctor advised me to go home to rest more optimally.
I'm afraid that Darwin will take my son's run. So, I said to Mas Darwin, "Mas, promise me you won't take my baby away!"
Darwin smiled as he shook his head. "I'm not a kidnapper, Rania. I'm his father. I will not jeopardize the safety of our son. He needs treatment at the hospital. Once he's healthy, I'll take you to the hospital to pick him up."
Mas Darwin's words made me a little relieved, but I still can't believe in Darwin. She wants her son, and so do I. If only Darwin had really been my husband, not the husband of another woman. Maybe I'll be very happy at this time to see his always alert attitude as a father. However, what I feel right now is just a feeling of anxiety. My anxiety became more and more so seeing his attitude that was so alert and eager to take care of my baby.
We finally got home. Mas Darwin wanted to help me get out of the car, but I shook his hand and said, "I can walk by myself."
Darwin dropped my bag and my luggage. I wanted to take the bag, but Mas Darwin immediately took it from me. "You just gave birth, you can't lift heavy things" she said.
He then brought me my bag and in an instant flashed a shadow of what happened back at the airport in my mind. At that time Mas Darwin also brought a bag for me and I felt very happy at that time. Suddenly the feeling of haru enveloped me so quickly. I remember a moment that was so beautiful to me.
"Rania," call me Darwin. My mind immediately awakened. I was standing a few steps behind Mas Darwin who was facing half of his body to me.
"You crying?"
"Eyehh?" I immediately wiped away the water in the corner of my eyes that I had not known since when it appeared.
Suddenly the door of the house opened from inside. Mother's figure was already standing there, staring at us. "Rania, comein!" said mother.
I'll walk right in. Darwin wanted to get my bag into the house. However, mother intercepted him in the doorway. "Before you divorce Alya, don't expect you to set foot in this house" she said.
Darwin didn't want to argue with his mother. He placed the bag he had tipped on the terrace floor. Then, he said, "Darwin go first, Mom."
Tomorrow Alya is getting ready to leave. For a few days, he locked himself in his room. However, this afternoon he decided to stiffen himself and pack off.
"Where are you going?" her mother asked when she realized the clothes Alya was wearing were not office clothes.
Alya was silent for a moment and looked at her mother. "I want to fix the phone, Mom," Alya said later.
"Oohh.." murmured his mother.
"I'll go first, Mom." Alya says goodbye to her mother. His face looks cheerless.
His mother nodded then let Alya step away. However, just a few steps away, her mother immediately called Alya back. "Alyas...."
Alya stopped her steps and looked over. "Don't linger! Hurry home!" mother's message.
Alya simply nodded, not spouting a word. Then, continue her steps back and mom just stared at her back with a feeling of worry.
He was worried that his son would do things, unwanted things. Because, these few days Alya seemed so depressed and desperate. 'May Alya be fine, ' he thought.
After you have finished fixing your phone. Alya got into her car, opening one by one the incoming messages on the phone. He hoped there would be at least a message from Mas Darwin, but nothing. There is no message from Darwin. That made Alya really disappointed.
'He really doesn't care about me. He just forgot about me, ' thought Alya. 'Is he so busy?' I could not even type a message for me.
Alya looked back at her phone and looked at Mas Darwin's profile picture that still depicted the baby's face. I don't feel Alya's tears coming back. He could not prevent sadness and heartache from seizing his feelings.
He remembered his conversation with his mother. 'No, Mother. Darwin is mine, he loves me. We loved each other a long time ago.'
'Now not anymore, Alya, ' said the mother at that time and it made Alya wide.
'Together with Rania who has not been up to a year has managed to make Darwin forget his love for you, your love for a dozen years.' Alya was shaken listening to mother's words. 'That's the truth, son. You have to accept that reality. You can't deny it. Don't run away from reality!'
Alya's tears broke again. He realized that mother's words were right. From day to day the attention of Mas Darwin to him is diminishing. Maybe so is his love, maybe Mas Darwin's love for him has also been reduced by the day. Darwin is not as warm as before.
Alya then regained consciousness from her memory. He wiped his falling tears. Then he turned his car keys. He held the steering wheel, put his teeth in, got out of the parking lot, and started driving his car fast.