SHE'S YOUR MOTHER, NOT MY WIFE.
VINEGAR, VINEGAR,

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I can stand the pain of this mess but my heart can't. The doubts that are in my heart will backfire on myself. I shouldn't have doubted you as my life filler, but my heart couldn't. That feeling suddenly popped up as I read that one short message. Who is that girl? Why does he know Mas Gaga, I have to ask?.

I saw Mas Gaga sitting in front of her phone, reading her work files. It's time I had to talk to him.

"Mas... Can I talk to you for a second... Are you busy?."I approached him who was sitting reading the files in his study.

He looked at me and smiled, "Why dear, come in.. I'm not too busy just reading the files left behind just preparing for Edward tomorrow."

I sat right in front of him." I'm sorry, but we're committed to being honest with each other, aren't we? Please take a look at this and tell me who, she?." I thrust my phone at her.

She read the message written in seriousness, I stared at her face and expression that suddenly changed. He sorted his forehead as if wondering who? I strengthen my heart, it is impossible to know that woman I am sure.

She's speechless..

"it's like I know him, baby."Gaga knows him.

She continued, "Ah I remember she was my friend when I was in college, but I heard she was abroad.

Maybe he's back, but where does he know your number, baby. And why could he send such a message .Though I had nothing to do with him, but there was a story when I was in college. Let me explain or it's enough" he asked me. I'm nodding.

"Wait a minute, explain. What is this dear, you are suspicious of Mas just because of a short message like gini, or do not do... you are jealous ??" teasing me. My face feels hot like it's on fire. Please, don't talk that no. I'm probably jealous, right?

My heart was already thinking of the strange thoughts that were passing by. Mas Gaga knows him and there are even stories he said. What story, of course I have to know why until he sends me a message like that.

"Where might I be jealous, my. I was curious if there was a woman who suddenly sent such a message was strange, Mas. Not out of jealousy, not ge er." I.

"Yes already if this is not jealous Yes already nothing, consider it a message that just stray is not important. He no longer had any contact with her. Continue why you ask, if not jealous if you are not jealous means not dear dong same Mas. You're not afraid of being taken by another woman?" he keeps teasing me. I'm afraid dong said I was jealous. He never showed me that he was jealous of me.

"I'm sorry I'm serious, even if the words are like that, but I'm not comfortable. You know who he is again. I want you to be honest with me, who he is. Yes, I am honestly jealous. Emang Mas never jealous with me, never pointed out that Mas was jealous as I was afraid of losing me." I grumbled.

I never thought that all this time Mas Gaga held back her jealousy towards me. Because of my always open attitude, I always thought Mas Gaga was being indifferent, because I considered my relationship with Reza as a friend. I never thought that his heart would be hurt if it hit Reza who is my past.

I clenched her body, resting my head on her shoulders.

I'm sorry I've been thinking, if Mas's been enduring the pain for a long time. I only consider what I did to them to be limited to my fellow humans, Mas. I never thought it would hurt your feelings. I'm thinking too straight, Mom. Forgive me for never being able to take care of your feelings. The next time something makes you uncomfortable, tell me yes, so I know that it hurt your feelings." He wiped my hand. Leads me to sit on his lap.

"You already know how Mas feels, Mas's happy. I don't want to change yourself to help others, just because of jealousy. But honestly it's uncomfortable, honey. You already understand Mas's feelings, that's enough for Mas, baby." kissed my lips.

"Okay baby, I'll explain who he is that makes you jealous. She's the Flower is the Rector's son on campus, Mas. She is a cheerful, beautiful, smart and sociable girl. Mas was a little comfortable playing with him, because his son never chose a friend according to, Mas. Mas stayed away when Mas knew he had other feelings for, Mas. At that time the event on campus was being held a small party, He expressed his feelings in front of all of Mas's friends at that time. That's where Mas stayed away from him because Mas had no thoughts of him. I'm not interested in him as the opposite sex. Especially to establish a lover relationship on campus, Mas just thought how Mas could focus on education and quickly finished college. I want to focus on work already, Mas there's no feeling in any woman." He clasped my hand and stared straight, in his face there was no lie. As it was natural which woman was not infatuated with her face back then, being young was probably more dazzling than now. Love at college!I assure my heart that the message just wants to pass, the waves on the beach there will be ups and downs maybe this is a test for my feelings for Mas Gaga.

"Darling, there is no woman in my heart but three, my mother, my wife, and my daughter. You will never be replaced. You'll always fill my life, the rest of my life." she kissed my hand gently. I'm nodding.

"Mas knows your heart must be a little uncomfortable reading the message, but you have to be sure that in my heart there is no other woman.Let him say anything, if anything makes you doubt, you should ask, Mom. Don't wait for your heart to hurt, don't wait for anxiety to make your days unhappy. You should know that Mas will never turn from you to any woman. Because you're the most valuable to me, ma'am."

"The girl was ambitious, not a one-time double she had ever tried to trap Mas into falling on a whim. As for the repeated press on him, Mas had absolutely no feelings whatsoever. He was used to having whatever he wanted, so most likely, his joy at Mas at the moment was just his disappointment of not being able to have what he wanted. You have to remember that you only love you. So if he was currently sending such a message for as long as Mas remembered, it was his ambition to have something he could not yet get. It was a sign that he was not finished and had not made peace to himself." he sighed, there was a look of worry on his face.

I know very well dealing with a person with brutal ambitions is indeed troublesome. He can do anything to have what he wants. Too bad that woman, already this age has not moved on. Though beautiful and educated, but what power he treated like a queen who always get whatever he wants easily. So it's only natural that it will be like this.

"Yes, I believe in you. Who wouldn't be tempted by your charm, Mom. Already so old you are still a "light spot" if we walk. Especially in your young age, I wonder what your face looks like.." my god.

He smiled and shook his head.

"You're wrong, baby. My charm is not comparable to you, Mas must be willing to wait for you to come to Mas for so long Mas is by your side. Mas got to be extra careful to the basket guy out there who's still waiting in line to get you." poked my nose.

We laughed together.

"Yes, it's dinner time. Call children and aunts, ask them to prepare us for departure. Put this file down first, you get ready there." caress my cheek.

I nodded, "Yes, Mas. I'm getting ready, yeah."