
Kinar regained consciousness an hour later. The woman looked left-right and met the netra Doctor Leni who was sitting on the back seat of her desk.
"Why am I here, Doctor?" ask Kinar while getting up from his lying position.
"Ah, you've come to your senses, Sister Kinar. Doctor Radit brought you here unconscious" said Doktet Leni walking up to the gurney where Kinar sat on top of her.
"What do you feel?" ask Dr. Leni while checking the infusion fluid next to the gurney.
"Just a little limp, Doc. What pain am I?" sister Kinar asked looking at the Doctor in front of her in a daze.
Doctor Leni reached out to Kinar, with a smile growing.
"Congratulations, Sister Kinar! You're 6 weeks pregnant" says Dr. Leni.
Kinar did not welcome the doctor's hand. He was still shocked by the information conveyed by the doctor in front of him.
"Pregnant?" gumam Kinar. I don't know what he should react to. He is not ready yet, he is only 24 years old, but he cannot refuse either. He doesn't know what to say now.
Doctor Leni who found the shock on Sister Kinar's face nodded in understanding. He could see there was a wavering radiance in the netra of Sister Kinar.
"Yes. He's 6 weeks old, and still very vulnerable. So, I recommend Sister Kinar to always maintain health, and I will prescribe her vitamins to drink."
Doctor Leni chose to go back to her desk. Write something on the doctor's prescription paper, while giving time to Sister Kinar who still looks dazed.
"So Doctor Radit saw when I was examined, Doc?" asked Kinar suddenly, looking at Doctor Leni with a frown. There was a feeling of fear, knowing that he would be separated from his son. Just imagine Kinar is not ready.
"Yes. Take it easy, Sister Kinar's pregnancy will not be my reason, if indeed the Sister hides the status of marriage with the husband."
Doctor Leni again walked up to Kinar who had removed his infusion needle. Give him a piece of paper he has written.
"Thank you, Doctor Leni." Kinar received the vitamin prescription paper that Dr. Leni recommended.
He got up from the gurney with the help of Dr. Leni, then said goodbye to the doctor to come out.
Kinar walked towards the nurse's special room, his body was still limp and he needed to lay it down.
"Kinar Suster!"
Kinar stopped his steps as he was about to enter the nurse's special room. He turned his head, and found the whereabouts of Doctor Radit walking towards him.
"Yes, Doc?" tanya Kinar was agitated. He knew that Dr. Radit knew of his condition. There was a fear that I could not avoid. Kontan alone, he put his hands hugging the stomach. His attitude was noticed by Dr. Radit.
"Pak Beni is waiting in the parking lot. Tonight you take a leave, I have taken care of the permit. Now go home and rest" said Doctor Radit flatly.
"I'll get the bag first, Doc. I'll come down. Excuse me!" kinar said directly passed into the room.
Radit just stared at it flatly. He did not know what Sister Kinar was afraid of. Didn't they make a deal at the beginning before all this went ahead? Nor did he force the woman. Sister Kinar himself accepted the offer. He should remind Sister Kinar.
Radit walked down the corridor with a wandering mind. Meanwhile, behind the bend walls of the corridor, there was a figure of a woman with white nellies who had been watching since Doctor Radit spoke with Sister Kinar.
"What is your relationship with the Sister, Dit? I'm claustrophobic about seeing you pay attention to other women. Don't you still have feelings for me in your heart?" the female figure was staring at Doctor Radit's back.
...****...
Dr. Radit sat pensively behind his desk. The doctor's hand twitched his own throbbing forehead thinking of things that had passed during his 3 months of sir's marriage to Sister Kinar.
Honestly, it's not easy for Radit to love back since the betrayal he got. It's still traumatized. So did his feelings for Sister Kinar, not that special. He just felt the love for the girl. To fall in love he has not wanted to drop his heart back. Also the feeling that is not that easy is lost for women in their past.
Radit does not lie, if he still feels warm feelings for the woman who has betrayed him, but to return he does not want to. He was just trying to erase all those memories, and replace them with other memories. But can? Can he, when he himself does not try?
"Sorry, if at the end of our story I hurt you, Kinar!" the man stared blankly.
Kinar returned to the apartment delivered Mr. Beni. He thanked Doctor Radit's driver before entering the apartment building. Kinar took off his flatshoes, changed his uniform in pajamas, and went to look for food in the fridge, as he was suddenly hungry. Before returning home, he had already redeemed the vitamins prescribed by Dr. Leni.
"Well, there's nothing to eat!" kinar mumbles lethargic looking at the contents of the refrigerator which only has tomatoes, onions, and carrots.
With a hungry stomach, and suddenly teary eyes Kinar opened his phone. Duh, this pregnancy hormone really makes Kinar suddenly so crybaby. It was so upset.
Kinar suddenly wanted to eat meatballs near the hospital. Why didn't he just buy it when he came home. Very upset with the feeling of wanting food when it was in an apartment like this. He had to go back to the hospital.
"Duh, baby! Don't eat meatballs in there, yeah! It's a lot if Mommy wants to go back there again," said Kinar, rubbing his flat stomach covered in pajamas. That warm feeling ran through his heart considering he was carrying another life in his womb. Do all moms-to-be feel the same?
"A lot of interest, huh?" guman Kinar, it feels like crying considering Pak Toto's meatballs his subscription with Sister Lina who is next to the hospital.
"Ehm, if we ask your father for help, he'll buy it, won't he?" Kinar bit his lip hesitatingly to ask the Ice Doctor to buy him a Pak Toto meatball. Later he even got sprayed again, kan ngeselin. But... He really wants to eat meatballs. This is what she wants, what is the baby branch anyway?
Kinar fondled his phone, and did not realize if he had pressed the call button on the Radit number that he had opened.
Kinar immediately panicked when his call was greeted by Doctor Radit.
"Hello!" doctor Radit's voice was flat as ever.
Kinar bit his lips nervously, how about trying?
"Eh... That, Mas.... "
"What's up, Sister Kinar? Speak clearly!" sahut Radit across the street is getting pissed.
"You meatballs, Mas!" suhut Kinar was quick, afraid that the man would disconnect the phone.
"Huh?" said Doctor Radit confused across there.
Kinar sighed nervously, "I want Pak Toto's meatballs, Mas. Can I have a hand in buying it?" say Kinar with one breath.
Radit didn't look across the phone. Kinar who did not get an answer from across there, kept his phone away from behind his ear, stared at the flat object in his hand that still displayed the duration of the call.
Kinar put his phone behind his ear. Then back to talking.
"Eh, if I'm busy-"
"You cravings?" cut Doctor Radit across the phone.
Kinar heaved a sigh of relief. He thought the man had not heard him speak.
Kinar replied, "yes, Mas."
"Ok, I bought it. Just wait for Mr. Beni to deliver to the apartment. Already been? There's nothing else, is there?" said the man was still in flat mode.
Kinar replied, "yes that's it, Mas. Thank you, and sorry to trouble...."
"Hem!"
"I close the call, Mom!" kinar asked permission to end the call.
"Yes." Yeah."
The brief term ended their phone call. Kinar exhaled. Stupidly, he expected Doctor Radit would speak softly when he found out she was pregnant. He's hanging on too much hope like that. Duh, Kinar you must immediately realize that this is going to end. There is no future for you. They are like heaven and earth, which are very different. In any case it is.
...Seriate.......