
The Part 109
"Go away, I'm sick of lies."
Irwan grabbed his wife's body, hugging Novia tightly as he continued to plead.
"I'm sorry Vi, this is so unfair" Irwan said
"Had it been, maybe in this way we can introspect each other. After all, I can't keep up with your family's mindset and lifestyle."
Irwan was stunned, running out of words and his efforts were now in vain because Novia chose to stick to her stance of wanting to separate from her husband.
With a gontai step Irwan entered into the room, picking up some of his clothes. He deliberately left a lot of goods and clothes at home so that when his son misses they can see his clothes and other items.
Irwan approached his three children, their eyes clashing as if asking what was going on
"Millah, Diba, Emir, here. Hugs papa," call Irwan
The man crouched down as he spread his arms, welcoming his three children who ran into his arms.
"Where are you going?"
Camillah's question was like a sharp knife slicing Irwan's heart, the man held back his tears from dripping.
"Father wants to find a job, be good at home. Don't bother mama." also shed tears Irwan after saying farewell sentences to his three children.
"But, there are our cars that are able to use work," continued Camillah who did not understand what happened.
"The car has you, papa find another job" Irwan replied as he wiped his tears.
"Already yes, do not be naughty and obey your mother. Papa go first."
Irwan kissed the faces of his three children, it was painful when he had to bear the consequences of the actions of his mother and sister.
Irwan walked over to Novia, who was sitting in a chair, wanting to offer his wife an apology and goodbye.
"Vi, actually I don't want to leave you guys.But, whatever my decision is final and you can't change."
"Being representative of the family, I want to deeply apologize to you and the children. I'm really sorry for not being able to maintain trust" Irwan continued
Novia fell silent, with all her might holding herself back from being affected by all Irwan's words
Selfish? Perhaps this was the exact move he had to make now, Irwan family had already trampled on his pride he could not keep quiet anymore and had to fight back.
"Vi, until any time, I'll still love you. Honestly, I can't be far from you but it's the circumstances that force us to do this" Irwan said staring at the shade of Novia's face
Novia revolt. However, Irwan actually tightened his embrace.
"Let it be like this first, don't refuse" whispered Irwan softly
The three Novia children who did not understand anything, could only see the heartwarming scene in front of them.
Irwan took off his embrace and walked away, without looking. While Novia threw her face in any direction, a clear feather fell dripping down her cheek.
"Mamaa, come on, let's go with papa" chirped the Emir's youngest son
Novia simply shook her head, her body shaking violently withstanding her sobs. Then the woman pulled the body of her son and hugged the tiny body tightly.
"Pap ..pa work, we must not join," replied Novia stammered.
Camillah stared at her father's back until it disappeared from sight, the boy was like he was holding a deep sadness in his heart.
"O Allah, if this is my taqdir. Then, give me the strength to live it," inner Novia interspersed with sobs.
Meanwhile, Irwan who came out of the house, walking in no direction and confused where to go. In his heart he had promised, no matter what happened he would not come to his parents' house.
All he is going through right now is the actions of his family that cannot be forgiven, only armed with makeshift money Irwan looking for a place to take shelter for a while.
It suddenly flashed through Irwan's mind, a place that was safe and could accept his presence.
"Fahrul, it seems like he can help me for now. I'll try to get there" Irwan murmured.
From a distance, a public transport car approached Irwan, the man stood up and stopped him, Irwan climbed up and drove back on the road.
Irwan asked the driver to take him to Fahrul's place, even though they had a disagreement, Irwan knew very well how the figure of his best friend who always helped when he was in trouble.
Irwan had reached his best friend's place, Fahrul knitted his eyebrows when he saw Irwan enter with a lethargic face and looked uninspired.
"Why are you Wan?" fahrul asked then pulled up a chair and sat down next to Irwan.
"Novia kicked me out, I now have no one else Rul," Irwan replied.
"Eh, wait. What's problem?"
"It's all mom and Romi, Novia kicked me out and asked for a divorce" Irwan continued in a trembling voice.
"Jeez Wan, I told you a long time ago. Keep your attitude to Novia if you don't want to lose her. But, you're repeating it again" said Fahrul.
Irwan was silent, not wanting to discuss the problem he was facing at this time. His head felt like it was going to break and he wanted to rest.