
The curiosity is growing. I couldn't calm down before I spoke to Bayu one-on-one. I've always got him in trouble, when caught both in front of the boss.
''I want you to speak honestly, Bayu.'' urged me when there is a chance to meet him in a place far from the crowd.
''I don't know where to start. Because our meeting is prone, Bayu said doubtfully.
''If you meet your boss, I could be brought by a machete, because I have dared to be close to the cymns!'' call Bayu again and make me even more confused to digest his words.
''Plis..please explain to me. What does it mean, I don't understand at all!'' call me to urge Bayu, so he can speak honestly to me.
Once again, Bayu wants to make it clear that I should not look for him anymore. Because, he said, meeting me, his life must be in danger.
''Udah. I want to do a lot. You're dating the boss huh?'' ask Bayu, knock. Instantly, I was in shock too.
''Be honest with me. I promise this is our secret both.'' urged Bayu, to me.
I had to think long enough to answer her question.
''If you are silent, it means yes? I promise I won't tell anyone!'' rehash Bayu, convince me.
''Hung me. Bayu. Lately, he's been watching me, wherever I go. Crazy right, I'm obviously outspoken in front of Bayu.
''Fix! I already know the answer. Calm. I will keep this a secret from anyone, said Bayu.
''How do you think? I'm confused myself. At first he was very attentive to me. Now, where do I go, he's always spying on me.''
''Say it if you don't like it, if you really don't like it. But, if you like, yes I can not talk anymore, Bayu said giving advice.
''No way.because I've been mired in her game,'' I said start telling the story to Bayu.
''He is very possessive. I'm close to you, he's just raging like that. Really apes me. Until it moves to another field!'' call Bayu while massaging the chest.
I don't know what to apologize for Bayu. Because, because of him, his position has become chaotic at this time.
***
The next morning, I was surprised. He said why the two met with Bayu. I could only take a deep breath because I didn't know what to answer. In fact, I just want to apologize to Bayu, because because because of me, everything became chaotic.
''I want to ask, why did you move Bayu to another part?'' I started to have emotions facing him.
''Don't be insolent. In this office, I'm your leader. Moving the staff to another part, it's my right!'' call it.
Without her expelling, I immediately walked out of her room while half slamming the door. Thankfully, there was no one else in the room. Because it was still quiet, no one had come yet.
Ordinary, the other staff at 08.30 wib arrived at the office. It was just me and him, Boss Robert who always came in early in the morning, at 07.00 wib.
***
I secretly left a letter on Robert's desk. The letter was intended to move to another field. If necessary, go to another OPD. Because, I feel, this kind of relationship is unnatural. So, I better end it.
I didn't expect. Not solving the problem. It brings up new problems.
Boss Robert was raging, and it freaked me out. He said he wouldn't tell me to move parts.
''What dream did I meet a man like him!'' my grumbling in my heart.
''I don't allow you to move parts!'' half a snarl.
''What a reason you are!'' I asked him back to snatch him.
''This is not a factory. If you work in a factory, please move around as you please!'' sadistic answer.
It is also true what he said. But, I really want to end all of this. But the universe has not given permission.
''You have an affair with Bayu. Until you want to ask to move parts as well, want to follow him?'' accuse her, and make my emotions run high.
I just looked at him with an emotional look.
Before long, I couldn't stand it and I finally opened my voice.
''It's none of your business!'' I said pissed.
''I don't know what you mean to curb me like now.''
''Because from now on you belong to me!'' seriously answer.
''Don't be crazy! I don't want to!'' sahutku.
''I don't care. If anyone bothers you, he has to deal with me, he explained and his confession made me stunned in disbelief.
I feel like I've gotten too far into the trap of the game.
Agree or not, I still apply to move parts. Because I feel like everything has to end.
***
I don't know why I never feel embarrassed when confiding with Bayu. He's the coolest friend I've ever known. He's been keeping my secrets all along.
''Do you think I should continue my relationship with him?'' ask me to ask for consideration to Bayu.
''I myself am confused about what input. If you have talked about the heart, it is difficult to also talk at length, said Bayu.
Suddenly Bayu ninyir.
He said, if he was afraid of meeting with me, it would suddenly be reported to Robert, because of my same meeting.
''We should meet on the planet Jupiter, let no one spy. We are not kissing. Ahaha!'' seloroh Bayu's.
''You are, indeed, the purpose of his life.Be careful, do not hurt him. He'll go crazy!'' bayu said mocking me.
Spontaneous I immediately laughed loosely, replying to his ridicule.
''Ahahahahahahah. Could it be you. But, I have not been able to accept him wholeheartedly!''
''Cie....cie... can't accept him wholeheartedly? Later you can love to die with him for a long time, said Bayu again with confidence.
***
Bayu suddenly chat with me, if he sees Boss Robert again shopping with his wife, in the mall. He considered, boss Robert less friendly with his wife.
I protested to Bayu.
''What is his business with me, he is friendly or not with his wife.''
''Haha!''
''I just report. I happened to see him walk to the mall with his wife.
''If she walks with a girl, her name is cool. Why do you report to me, if he walks with his wife!'' chirping.
''OK..When if she walks with another girl, I'll tell you?'' seloroh Bayu, promise me.
''Ahahahahahah. Apaan. Let him know who he wants to go with. Be free!'' I said to confirm it to Bayu.
''Really, really, free. You'll be jealous?'' chirp Bayu again, mocking me all out.
''God willing, I am not jealous. Why jealous. He's not my man!'' my dispute. But, to be honest, I'd be jealous if I saw boss Robert walk with another woman.
''Yes, really. Because I am also free to go with anyone!'' obviously again.
Bayu protested immediately.
He did not accept my statement.
"Ah. Which you are free. The proof is that he was moved, after being found to want to go with me." he said.
In fact, lately, Bayu asked that he did not want to meet with me, for fear of being found out with Boss Robert.
''Actually this feeling of mine, why yes, what is this with me. There was a slightly different taste, when I was with Boss Robert, I said deeply.(.***)