Sorry your Husband I Borrowed
Run From Home

As usual, when I'm at home, I rarely talk to my husband. My husband is rarely home.

Back home, 22:00 wib. Up home, she eats, play hape. Sleeps. That's how my husband works every day, until he knows no time.

I don't know why, I suddenly want to be around him. Just once, want to feel hugged even for a moment. As a wife, it's natural, isn't it?

''Ihhh. There! There! The heat of the atmosphere tonight. He said he refused, and chased me away, like disgust if I approached.

My heart felt rejected like that. Instantly, I rose away from him, with a broken heart, a pain sliced open.

''Oh Allah, it is disgusting that I, near him.'' I said deeply, saddened.

That night, I decided to run away from home. In fact, I looked at my watch, already showing at 23:00 wib. I took my car keys, and then with the feeling of being blown to pieces, I left the house and Fira.

I actually don't want to leave the house. But, it felt like I was humiliated, my husband was not willing when I was near him.

''Sleeping in a hotel, maybe more comfortable, tonight, I thought. Because I don't know where I'm going tonight. You have to sleep in the car. Keep on, parking where to try?'' grumbling.

***

#In one of the hotels.

''One room, which is the standard size, '' I said to the hotel employee in the lobby.

''Ok brother....Rp275 thousand, '' he said while making the bill.

Going into that room, it felt like my heart was empty.

''Why my life, God? I still look at it with a painful heart.

Tonight, looks like the beginning of the destruction of my household. Indeed, it was only the first time he rejected me. But my heart was broken by that rejection.

#Alone in a secret place

I write my status in my insta story status. I don't know, him, who else if not Robert's boss. Directly called.

''Where?'' ask him half-snaps.

''No need to know!'' my answer. But, to be honest I want him tonight to accompany my solitude. I wanted to tell her all night, about this heartache.

''Quickly. Say where?!'' seriously insist.

''Don't make me panic!'' he said again threatening.

''Oh, don't take care of me. Where to go, it's none of your business!'' I snatched with annoyance.

''You can't speak politely to me!'' he said again. Indeed, long ago I thought, I began to dare to snap at him when talking about sensitive matters.

''Hurry over. I don't want to argue with you!'' he said a little bit starting to soften his tone.

''I want to be alone. You take care of your wife in that house. Don't mind me!'' I said.

''Please, I care about you. Your safety is my responsibility, he said.

God, he really does care about me. He kept pushing me, asking where I was. Until finally, I had to confess.

''I'm at the Harjuna Hotel.'' call me.

***

The sound of the door knocking kanmarku. That must be Robert's boss. It's true, it's him. When I opened the door, he appeared in front of me. The look in his eyes, made my heart pound. His smile makes me miss. Is he my guardian angel?

He closed the door, hugging me tightly. I felt that warm embrace, running all over my body.

As if he did not want to let go of his embrace, he still hugged me even though we were both sitting on the edge of the hotel bed.

''Why didn't you tell me you wanted to come here?'' he asked again as he continued to hug me, with ****** his excited breath.

''Please let go of me, '' said I who tried to escape from the tight hold of it.

''Been done. Don't keep going, I said stop it.

''Cannot do. You have stolen my heart.'' 'reply back.

''Don't lie to yourself. You actually like me, right!?'' tanyanya sok knows.

''No. ''No. I don't like it. I have a family. You also have a family.'' I explained.

But, again, he rejected my excuses. He said, my reasons make no sense. To him, heart is number one. Can't lie to yourself. Must try to make yourself happy. Even if the road is wrong.

''Ahahahahaha! You crazy man!'' call me in my heart.

Again, it's true what he said. I slowly accepted his confession, if he really liked me. ''But, this is wrong. How!'' my heart protests again.

Until finally, that night, we were involved in a forbidden game.

''Tonight, you are mine. Tonight, and beyond!'' he said without me to argue.

Tonight, she did give me the comfort I never got from my husband.

''You can honestly not be the same as me. Why are you alone here tonight!?'' tanyakanya.

''The story is painful, if I tell you.'' I said.

''Starting tonight, I will protect you. I don't want you to suffer. I know, from the very beginning we met. I'm looking for info about you.'' he explained.

''You are not happy in your home!'' call it the point.

His confession made me not believe. Does he really know the story of my housewife, that deep? Ah he just guessed my situation. No way he knows.

''Be honest!'' he said again urging me.

''Honestly what? I have no problem.'' I said trying to mediocrely say it.

''No. ''No. You lied. You have a problem with your husband. If there is no problem. Why are you running away from home tonight?!'' said again.

''I deliberately ran away from home. I want to be alone. Can't you?'' just pissed.

''Lied. You still lied to me!'' he said he denied my statement.

''He rejected me, tonight. So I'm out of the house!''

''How to refuse?''

''Long problem.''' answered again, still do not want the same story my boss.

''Come on, you go home. As your wife's son, he needs your presence by his side. These nights, women need attention!'' I told him to suggest that he leave me alone.

''Hmmm it's you, right..... who needs attention?'' he said he mocked me.

''What. Why ask for the same attention of people's husbands. I'll say actor!'' answer me by myself.

''Ahahaahahaah. Lah ngak. Not actors. But, the heart thief of men!'' say it while chuckling.

''Yes, you rest. Our business is not finished. I'll call you tomorrow. Follow me to lunch!'' her door.

''Don't want to. Take someone else. Ahahaha!'' my answer.

''That's wayward anyway,'' he said as he squeezed my nose that was not so sharp. Huhahaha!

''Accompanying. If not, watch out!'' threatened me.

''Look what, not afraid. Want mutated? I'd be very happy if I got mutated. Let's not see you!''

Afterwards, he hurriedly left because his wife called asking for his whereabouts.

After he passed from before me, I did not stop to think, why is he so considerate of me.(***)