Sorry your Husband I Borrowed
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Kulirik, the wall clock in the hotel room, shows at 11.00 wib. That is, at 12.00 wib, I have to get ready to check out. Actually I still want to be alone in this hotel room. Because my heart still hurts over Mas Arga's rejection last night.

In fact, he wasn't worried about me at all. Padahala, my phone, all night, active. But, Mas Arga didn't call me. That means he really doesn't care about me.

Long ago, I looked at my fate. Why should it be like this, my household travel story. In the past, I loved Mas Arga so much, with all my heart. Likewise, Mas Arga, also loves me. Still fresh in my memory. Back then, there were a lot of guys who had a crush on me. But, for some reason, I prefer Mas Arga, as my companion.

***

Remember the beautiful past. But it's all gone.

''You, seriously are you?'' I'm the same as Mas Arga.

''Yes, seriously. We got married, at that time. I'm amazingly happy. I'm flattered by Mas Arga's statement.

''You're still dating Galih, right?'' accuse Mas Arga.

''I heard he has a crush on you.'' he said.

I immediately clarified what he was accusing of.

I told him I wasn't who he thought I was. Galih, just an ordinary friend is not my girlfriend. He often walks with me. But that doesn't mean I'm dating him.

''Oh, so not dating?'' accusation again.

''Damn!'' pekikku in my heart.

I admit, at that time, Galih did have a heavy crush on me. If I respond to Galih's love, she'll marry me. The proof, Galih married another woman. Mas Arga's accusation was not proven at that time. Moreover, my father liked Mas Arga so much. Father said he was an authoritative and responsible man. I'm sure his daughter (me) will be happy if she lives with him. Until he finally proposed to me.

I am sad to remember that time, if finally my housewife like this. Where was my fault? I'm not cheating. But, he rejected me. I know he has no other woman either. Did I mistake it? One day, I checked his phone when he fell asleep. There is no secret that he hides from me.

So, why did he reject me? Is that really me near her? Don't know. I'm sticking with my story.

***

Up home, I saw him sleeping on the couch. He didn't greet me at all. I don't want to say hello to him either. Because I was burning with emotion after last night.

''I asked for a divorce!'' I said, prank on him. I wonder what she's responding to me when I tell her that.

He pretended to sleep on the couch. I'm sure he knew when I came. But, it seemed like he was pretending to be asleep.

I pulled her legs. I told you again, if I wanted a divorce.

''What. People are sleepy, bullied!'' his elbow.

''I want you to divorce me!'' ulaku again.

He was intentionally silent. I pulled the tip of his foot again, until he really wanted to respond to me. I don't know how many times I pulled her foot, until she woke up and talked to me.

''What the hell. I'm sleepy. Last night playing dominoes with friends, in the office. I want to sleep again, he said as he spread his body again to the living room sofa.

''Listen to my request!'' I said, with tears suddenly melting on my cheeks.

Actually I don't want to say that. Because I remember the whereabouts of my son who still needed his father's affection. But, I was already sick, because Mas Arga rejected me.

Hearing me nagging, finally Mas Arga tried to rise from the pretend sleep.

''Don't be weird. Why are you suddenly asking for a divorce?'' ask her flatly without feeling guilty.

''Divorce me. Because you're not the same as me?'' I said while crying.

''Why are you this?'' he pretended there was no problem.

''Yesterday, it was a big day. I no longer want to get close to people, he said to give me an excuse.

''No. ''No. You lied. That's the rejection you did for the umpteenth time!'' call me still crying holding back the pain of my heart.

Honestly, he rejected me. In fact, sleeping in the room with me, he also does not want to anymore. When I wanted to be with her, she always said I was too spoiled.

''There. Shame to see the child. What the fuck. There!'' he said he kicked me out that time.

Let's just say, what he said is true. I'm afraid my little princess saw it.

''Yes, that's it. Maybe it's not the right time I want to be spoiled with him. Maybe next time.'' I thought, I was always positive thinking.

But, last night, I actually felt that she was indeed disgusted when I approached her. I'm still trying to think positively. Have a good prejudice. Maybe he was tired, not to be disturbed. But, I feel, his rejection, it does look like I'm disgusting.

How long do I have to accept this rejection? I'm his wife. Is it because I gave birth? Then he rejected me? Some interpretation, dancing in my brain. What's up with him? Am I wrong or is she another woman? I swear, I haven't found the answer yet.

***

That night, I saw him sleeping in his room. I accidentally slept next to him. Instantly, he woke up and moved to a sleeping position in front of the tv?

My tears immediately melted, crying as they pleased. He knows I'm crying. But, again he pretended to be asleep and did not hear my cries.

God, he totally rejected me. However, he always denied it when I wanted to ask for his certainty.

''It was hot, last night, '' when I asked him again why he had moved to sleep.

''You don't ask anymore, '' he said.

''Capek I was asked to keep kayaking like this,'' said Mas Arga began to emotion.

I told her straight away, if I asked for a divorce. Mas Arga still insisted on refusing my request. He said he didn't want to hear about divorce anymore.

''You're drunk or something. Every day we get a divorce!'' call it snapping at me.

***

Bik Minah, my maid, is suspicious. He said, Mas Arga sounded friendly to someone. The person she heard on the phone was a man.

I still don't believe the story of Bik Minah

''Ah ''Ah. Probably misheard, my inner times.

But, Bik Minah assures that the voice of Mas Arga's interlocutor, is a man.

''Mik Minah misheard no?'' I said I didn't believe the story a little.

''Yes Buk. You talk friendly with men, said Bik Minah complaining to me.

''Ih Bik Minah this, don't make up my story, '' my chirps still don't believe.

I was really curious about the story of Bik Minah, until I finally found a way, to check Mas Arga's phone again. But, strangely, Mas Arga's phone does not use a password. Yes, the phone screen is not locked with Mas Arga. This means, there is no secret, behind the phone. (**)