
It's been two days Boss Robert's off, the office atmosphere is completely deserted. If there is usually someone who is angry because he was late to do his orders, now many are relaxed.
So do I, a little rilex, because my duties can be done as I please, as long as they are done.
''Tumben he no chat I.'' murmured me, deepened.
''Surely do not dare to activate HP because again at home, there is a big mistress.'' I thought.
Not done yet, he chatted me. He said he asked to be picked up at the clinic, after he finished his wound control.
''Hmmm. I'm still working. Later I get angry with my boss.'' I said reply to his chat.
''Awas later if I meet. No mercy, I keep kissing in front of the clinic, let people look on.'' slovenly.
''Then I won't pick you up.'' I replied, returning Boss Robert.
''Please ''Please. Ask my wife for help, she is not good at riding a motorcycle. Especially drive. Helpme. What will you ask for, I love you. A kiss? A hug a day ago? Or what..call it, later I give.'' promised Boss Robert. She was good at seducing, and I could never dodge her seduction.
Half an hour later, I picked her up at the clinic where she controlled her hand wound.
He was grumbling, because I was really slow to pick him up.
He said the deal was off. So, I said, then I didn't pick him up, even though I was in front of the clinic he was referring to.
''Choose where. Follow my request, or gojek ride, it's a lot. Moreover, there is a gojek application. Just click on the application.'' I said who did not want to lose, replace the grumbling, rivals talk to him.
''Ya already. I'm in. Take me to the office!'' her door.
''Lho isn't Robert's boss in the universe still enjoying the holiday?'' I said I was kidding with him.
''No. ''No. I've started to get into the office. You guys are happy if I have a long holiday.'' he said sewot.
''Oh..... men like to grumble anyway? Not the one who likes to grumble, mom? The eagos?'' and he was silent.
Without me expecting it, he landed his kiss on my left cheek.
''This theft plans. Can be punished, I said protesting. But instead, he landed his second kiss.
''Quickly dikit. Hungry on. We eat before going to the office.''the door is spoiled.
''Alright, Mr. Robert Airlangga. I will carry out your orders. I happen to be hungry too, I said honestly.
''Not that it was lunch! There was chili on his teeth, said Boss Robert and I immediately scuffed on the windshield of my car.
''Where there's. Lied!'' I said evasive.
''Mistake a look at me then.'' said the fierce handsome boss again.
''Then we eat together, now.''
''Yes..'' said.
''It can be a long time, if you eat the same boss.'' said I to him.
''Yes. As long as I can kiss his cheeks, allowed long time the same boss.'' he replied at will.
I idly, told Boss Robert, if for example I quit my job, continue to be given modl to open a business, I will be very happy.
''The owner opened a business. But where did it come from. My salary is still not enough, for me and my son.
''I don't like it when Mami complains.'' the protest was instantaneous.
''That's why I dong, let me open a business. I want to quit my job. Because, my dream is actually to be a housewife loved by her husband.
''Hmmm...so much poetry?''
''Since when did you become a poet?''
''Since I don't care about my husband.'' I said to him bluntly.
Boss Robert just doesn't like it when it comes to Mas Arga. He said he would wait for the right time to talk to Mas Arga about his relationship with me. In fact, Boss Robert promised to make me happy. But, that promise of him is still in doubt. Except, he divorced his wife, and married me. New, I'll trust his promise, one hundred percent.
''Wait for Mi, I will try to keep my promise with you. I will be happy for you, one day.'' he said again, that afternoon, combing.
''But until when?'' I try to ask for certainty.
''I also had the courage to ask for a divorce from my husband. That means I'm serious about separating, just like him. Thirteen years I survived. It feels like my time is in vain, living with a man who really does not need my presence.'' I said, with teary eyes.
''Yes, Mi. I also hope that one day I can make you happy, as well as Fira. But, wait for the right time Mi, yes. I really hope we can live together, Mi. because you are the woman of my dreams, long ago, she said, trying to flatter me, as well as give hope, and the wind of heaven.
''If I hadn't thought of my children, I would have divorced my wife. The second alternative, I will still marry you, even if I do not divorce my wife.
''Means I'm willing to be second?'' tanyaku.
Boss Robert was silent. He certainly did not dare to give certainty to my statement earlier.
''Yes...I was made second?'' ask me again, forcing him to answer. But again he was silent.
I just sing.
''Make me second, make me happy!''
''Mi, we're going back to yuk's office. There's a file I need to sign. Tomorrow I'll hand it over to the mayor.'' he said diverting the conversation.
I'm actually disappointed, because he still doubts me. But I have to be patient. Because he's not mine.
''Patience....Winona.cure. Do not force people's hearts and feelings. He is not serious about you. He is more in love with his wife's child, than choosing you, my inner whisper, speak for yourself.
***
On the way home, we were quieter. Because the atmosphere is no longer supportive if you want to talk.
''Mi ''Mi. You are angry. It's not that I don't dare to marry you. But wait for the right time Mi. I promise to marry you, she promised me, seriously.
I kept quiet, swallowing my own salif, holding back the disappointment.
''I'm mah.apa oruh. It is not important to be noticed.'' kilahku and he also can not seem to refute my words.
Suddenly he grabbed my hand, grasped it tightly.
''Ma'am. I swear to Allah I am serious about you. You are my life spirit. Without you, my life is bland. You know, yesterday I fell off the bike, because I was looking for you. Because HP is not active, I am confused. Worrying about why.'' is serious.
I was still quiet again. Hearing his statements, and the reality I faced when I was around him, it felt between believing and disbelief. For a moment I felt like she was dead love with me. For a moment, I felt, he just made me his escape. But, to be honest, I slowly started to fall for her. Afraid of losing him.(connecting)