
It does not feel legitimate, if the break time, do not meet Fira at home. No matter how busy I was, I tried to take my time, to go home, even if it was only fifteen minutes. I always miss that little girl.
''Bik. What breakfast was Fira? What has he eaten yet?'' two routine questions that I often ask to Bik Inah, when I go home at lunch break.
''Already, Ma'am, '' he replied.
Sometimes, Fira is difficult to be told to eat, if the side dish is not in accordance with his taste. Actually he wants to eat with any side dish. But, her favorite food, is just fish. Want to be cooked any model, origin of fish, he must be greedy to eat it.
''Mom, ''' when she saw him I went home for a while.
''Mi, when did you take the road good father!? he said in front of Bik Inah.
Bik Inah himself understands, who is called Fira, the good father. But, he never asked about the good father that Fira meant.
As far as Bik Inah, the good father Fira meant, my boss is in the office.
''Patience to you, baby. Good dad is busy. A lot of work in the office.'' obviously I'm with Fira.
He nodded his head, then again busy with his phone, watching children's movies via youtube.
''Bik, yes already. I'm going to the office again. Titip Fira ya Bik.'' I said as ngeloyor left from before Bik Inah.
Apparently, my phone was left in the car. When I got back in the car and was about to return to the office again, I saw twelve calls from Boss Robert. He must be nervous and anxious looking for me. Because I didn't have lunch with him today.
There were twelve calls. Boss Robert also sent dozens of chats.
In my heart, my goodness. Only fifteen minutes I did not hold HP, there were dozens of incoming calls and dozens of chat, entered my phone screen. It's amazing yes!
''Where?!''
''Where?!''
''Where?!''
''Where?!''
Because of the emotion, I just let the chat and also the call go to my phone screen.
It's so bad, he. Can't separate from me for a second.
As always. Before any reply or reply from me, he will definitely continue to terrorize me, with regular phone calls, video calls and chats. I just want to throw it in the ocean, my phone, so he can't call me. Because, how do I want to enjoy life, if asked intermittently again where, and again who is the same. Hadeehh! Fucking tired!
Like the simalakama fruit. Going or staying, it feels equally difficult for me.
Arriving at the car park, I saw his car was not in the office. Then, the fierce handsome boss is not in place. He must be looking for where I am.
I put my feet into the workroom. Unexpectedly, he suddenly appeared.
With a tinge of emotion, he immediately interrogated me.
''What kind of lunch do you have?!'' point without further ado.
Good thing no other staff or staff has entered the office. In less than half an hour, the break will be over. If anyone had heard this debate, how embarrassed I would be.
''I went home for a while. My phone was stuck in the car, I said reasoned. But, indeed, my phone was left on the dashboard of my car.
I didn't think he'd snatch my phone.
He scrol-scrol chat and also incoming calls on my phone.
''A week ago you made a covenant with Bayu, behind me!'' he said while still checking the contents of my phone chat.
I kept quiet, and continued to pray in my heart, hopefully there will be a fifth world war.
But, I snapped back at him, as he began to raise his voice.
''Who is Hana!'' I asked as if to corner him.
''Friends! Just friends!'' emphatically.
''I've checked your phone. You chat-chat him, right behind me!?'' my snapping. Replace me now the emotional one.
''It's about work.'' he said.
''Good yes. Here's your phone!'' my insistence half-banged him.
He handed his phone to me. But, my phone he didn't give up. Because, he's still checking all the chat contents on my phone.
''Where, chat the chick. Why are you deleting it?!'' my daughter is full of emotion.
''I saw last week, there's a chat you're the same chick. Why did you delete it! Afraid of being discovered, right!? I said I kept corrupting him.
He pulled my hand, then took her to his study.
''So, just because I chat the girl, you are also free to make a pact with Bayu. You've got a play, same Bayu, behind me!" the accusation.
I tried to be quiet when he said that. Then he slammed my phone, so it was destroyed.
Seeing that, I was instantly emotionally heavy.
''Change my phone!'' my snapping.
''I wonder just as you. What kind of man are you. You are free to be friends with any woman. But, you forbid me, befriend a boy friend! You are a possessive person!''
He slapped me and I immediately moved, about to get out of his room.
But, just as I was about to leave her, she pulled my hand, and pulled me in her arms.
I tried to resist, but she hugged me even tighter.
''I'm sorry Mi, I was emotional. All because I don't want you to stay. I love you so much, he said with regret.
''Mi, I'm sorry yes, '' she said as she continued to hug me, tightly.
Instantly, he clasped my lips full of passion, and strangely I could not resist him.
Oh my God, what's wrong with me? Is this man in front of me, indeed Thou didst present to me? Treating the wound that had been plaguing my mind.
''I don't know anymore, how to deal with all this. On the one hand, I refused and on the other, I craved it so much.
''Honey, don't leave me, '' she whispered in my ear, and at the same time I tried to get away from her peukan, because I saw the hour of rest, five more minutes are over.
''I'm sorry I have to work again, I said, leaving the room.
***
''Dear.sorry me yes. I have nothing to do with that girl. That's why I deleted it. Later if I delete the chat, you accuse me of macem-macem. He's just an old friend. Believe me, you are the only woman who reigns in my heart.'' she told me, via chat.
I don't want to repay him. Because he was still carried away by emotions, after that he slapped me.
''If you want to be friends with that girl, go ahead. Freer. I have no right to forbid. After all, I am also not your wife.
''Don't be so dear. I will never go to another heart. Because, I just want to age with you.'' he said and again the sentence he made me flattered.
But, I did not ask in more detail, what does he mean to age with me. I just read the chat, without replying, and I re-occupied myself with my office tasks.(connecting)