Sorry your Husband I Borrowed
Diam

After the big fight yesterday, I tried to still avoid Boss Robert. Even when he spoke to me, I tried to be quiet. Because, to me, silence is the only way to solve problems.

I see, Boss Robert is a lot more cranky in the office, when I don't want to talk to him. I prefer to be quiet.

Some of the staff, so the target of Boss Robert's ire. Let it be, it's none of my business. Now, I will focus on my duties and responsibilities.

Suddenly Boss Robert put a stack of files on my desk, slamming it.

''Shelf!''

''I swear I was shocked!'' I screamed, and I didn't dare look him in the face.

I'm still trying to focus on my laptop.

''The real work!'' snapped it.

I dare not ask what my fault is. The point is, he yelled at me, that morning. Yes he spilled his anger on my desk.

Not just once. Just a few minutes later, he came again, slamming another pile of maps on my desk. This time, he slammed it even stronger. A few other staff members looked at me with curious faces.

I accidentally shed tears. He humiliated me in front of the other staff. Can't tell the difference between work and personal matters. Yesterday's quarrel, until taken to the office.

''Break your heart, Winona. The storm will soon pass.'My inner, sad.

Shortly, Boss Robert orders Fitri. I'm being asked by Boss Robert to come to his room immediately. I shut down my laptop, and then I rushed to meet Boss Robert's call.

As always. Knock on the door of her room. Then I stood before him.

''You want what, now?'' ask her arrogantly.

I kept quiet, not wanting to answer her questions.

''Javab!'' snapped it.

I was still quiet again. Don't want to talk to him.

''You are either dumb or deaf!'' snapped again.

If he says a thousand words, I won't respond.

When he approached me. Kuancam. I'm going to scream, so that all the employees in this office hear it. He retreated back to his seat.

''You don't feel great, with this attitude of yours. If you don't like it, say. We finish it customarily!'' revealed.

He seems to challenge me. Winona, challenged! That's a damn thing. I also faced that challenge.

''I want to end it all!''

After I said that, I left her room. But he followed me. Then, hurriedly grabbed my hand.

''What is the need for our relationship I announce in front of all the employees and staff?!'' boss Robert said full of emotion.

''Whatever!''

Along with that, I tried to push him away, to keep him away from me.

''Like you!'' imbuhku.

I don't care anymore, that day. After leaving her room, I left the office. He followed my steps, towards the parking lot. Turns out, our fight was round two.

''Don't be selfish. Don't fantasize that I'm going to let you go. I will not release you!'' call it full of emotion.

''You have no right to me. You are also nobody!'' my reply.

''Just keep talking. If you want me to slap!''

When he said that I turned around and thrust my face at him.

''Just slap it, because the prison bars are waiting for you, Mr. Robert Airlangga!'' call me relaxed.

He said he was sorry for hurting me.

Because I was still carried away by emotions, I could not forgive his mistakes. Because, he hurt me a lot, all this time.

''You know it not. I'd rather be free than all the time I'm with you. I need the love of a man. But, this is not what I want. You're holding me back. You can't be close or friends with other men. While you? Free, free from other women. Please choose another woman. I'm not forbidding. I am also a nobody!''

I said it at length in front of Boss Robert. But, she made me feel sorry for her attitude all along. I'm tired of hearing her apologies. But, everyone deserves a chance even if it's a thousand opportunities.

He said, God is merciful. Time, man cannot forgive the mistakes of others. I was devastated by those words, until I always gave him a chance. I was endlessly crying, back then, regretting my stupidity, why be stuck into this forbidden game.

****

Back home, I saw Fira dressed and ready to meet outside with me. He took a promise to me.

''Mi, she said she wants to go with good father?!'' tanyanya polo's.

''Good father, busy boy, '' I said give her understanding.

''Said a good father, this afternoon would pick up Fira.'' said Fira, disappointed.

Without me noticing, Boss Robert was already in front of my house.

''Mi..it was a good father, '' he said suddenly, turning into excitement. Fira immediately welcomed the arrival of Boss Robert. He ran to the porch, met Boss Robert who was already standing there.

''Hi, dear Fira. Our way, this afternoon. Sama mami kan.

I could not resist, seeing my little daughter rejoicing at the arrival of Boss Robert. I had to obey Fira's wishes.

Along the way, I chose silence. Fira and Boss Robert dominated the atmosphere.

''Good dad, Fira will eat ice cream!'' call Fira, as if reminding Boss Robert, that he kept his promise yesterday.

''Yes, relax, baby, we'll get the ice cream, '' said Boss Robert sweetly.

''Allah, when I want to end it all, why is Fira so close to him?'' I murmured in my heart.

A prayer I always repeat before Him. If he's not for me, please keep me away from him. But, if he's for me, then I should be second.

The wrong prayer. I always pray like that. Because I don't know which prayer He will pray.

''Eh....Mami has a toothache yes, how was Mami silent?!'' chirping Boss Robert.

''Mommy has a toothache?'' said Fira, mimicking Boss Robert's question.

''Yes.'' I replied.

''We take it to the doctor, yuk. Mom!'' boss Robert said again teasing me.

''Not funny!'' sahutku.

''Mi, later Fira wants KFC ice cream yes, '' said Fira again whining.

''Yes. Ask the father. Mami no more money.'' I said seriously.

Arriving at KFC, Fira was so excited. He went straight to the queue, and told his servant, wanted ice cream two.

I just chuckled at Fira's behavior. At least he comforted me, at that moment.

''What did he want.'' whispered in my ear.

''No fooling around!'' my answer is still slouching.

''Yes, yes, no need. So, last week who finished my ice cream?'' he said still

trying to make a joke (connect)