Sorry your Husband I Borrowed
Again to Bayu

Maybe, this is my journey of love's destiny. As I recall, I had never met a man as possessive as him. Possessiveness that goes beyond its limits. But, strangely, I could not free myself from the shackles of his love.

''If you think that I am, it is worth it, same to him?'' I'm with Bayu.

''Which one is he?'' seloroh Bayu teases me.

''For a long time, I also killed people. Ask questions, like a journalist!'' my protest.

I enjoyed the food in front of me. I did not realize, Bayu immortalized the moment I ate food.

Boss Robert would never let go of the woman of his dreams.

''Woman dreams?'' many wonder.

''Ahaha. You fucked me again.

''Yes, he will not let you go. Moreover, you are still young, when compared to his wife, certainly much different.'' said Bayu.

''You don't please me.

''Really, you are more chosen by him than his wife!'' still said Bayu convinced me.

''Ahaha. I'm like a shaman you are.''

I tried to dismiss all of his statements. Because I still doubt my feelings. I'm really in love with Boss Robert, or I'm just letting go of my loneliness.

''Honestly, Yu, I'm the same as my husband, I've never lived a normal life like a husband and wife, '' said me bluntly.

''Thirteen years old, Yu, '' I added.

For a moment, Bayu was silent to my story.

He asked me if I ever told Boss Robert about it. I've answered already. In fact, I also told her why I never did that with my husband.

Again, Bayu was still silent when I told him the truth about my relationship with Mas Arga.

''Thirteen years old, are you at home?!'' ask her with wide eyes.

''Yes, Yu. I'm lonely. As a normal woman, I still have a desire, I said, shedding tears.

''After my son was born, the first year, I tried to be patient, when he did not want to approach me. In fact, when I tried to get close to him, he felt disgusted.'My story still sobbed.

''I'm curious. Why does he always reject me. All was answered, when he was sick, and had to take medicine to fight his illness.'' I explained, and it felt like my voice was stuck in the neck, unable to continue my story.

''At that time, he was lying helplessly, in the hospital. Simultaneously, I was shocked when the doctor asked me how long my husband had been living with HIV. I don't think I believe it. I asked once again the doctor, the doctor who specifically handled his illness.'' my mind, considering the beginning of the tempest appeared.

''What, Doc? She's ODHA?!'' I asked with my body trembling and my mind in complete chaos.

''Lho, so you didn't know that all this time? You never told me? About her illness history?'' ask the doctor in wonder.

Again, I cried so much.

''Shown in my brain, I must have contracted him. The fate of my son Fira, how? He must have the disease. Anyway, I felt that the world was doomsday. My life is ruined.''

''The doctor suggested that Fira and I do a series of blood tests, to find out if Fira and I have Mas Arga disease.''

While continuing to tell stories in front of Bayu, I was completely powerless to stem the tears that kept flowing down my cheeks.

''Don't cry Wi. I became very sad to wriggle you like this.'' said Bayu trying to calm me.

''Sorry, Wi. All this time prejudiced about you. But, once I know the truth. I'm really sad.'' ungakp Bayu, frankly.

''How are the test results, then?'' ask Bayu curious.

''As a result, me and Fira were negative.'' I replied with the remains of my voice that still felt stuck in my throat.

''Wood, I only have you that I trust. Please take care of my family's disgrace. Don't tell anyone about this, my message, begging Bayu.

''It's impossible, I tell you everywhere.''

''Please ya Bayu.'' I said.

''You are not disgusted to be friends with me.'' I asked to test Bayu.

''Absolutely not. I never even touched you, Bayu said seriously.

''Yes, thank you. I'm afraid to tell this to someone other than you!''

Bayu. He held my hand tightly.

''I will always be there for you, he promised.

''But be careful, if you make the same agreement with me. Don't be followed by Boss Robert. Could die I have to kill him, because he had secretly met the woman of his dreams!'' said Bayu, warning me.

''Yu, once again, please yes, keep my sad story tight. Don't tell anyone else. I'm ashamed, Yu. Especially when you tell people, if I'm lonely. I'd be so embarrassed, Yu!'' I repeat, I don't know how many times I begged Bayu, to keep everything a secret.

''Trust me, ''' he replied again, reassuring me.

''Thank you, '' I said again.

''How many times do you want to thank me?'' he said he mocked me.

***

The next day, I invited Bayu to meet again, at Oishi Cafe, a favorite cafe that I like to go to with Bayu.

''Wood, I just moved to your office huh. I'll be moving into service soon.''

Bayu was astonished, and asked me about my relationship with Boss Robert.

''You broke up with Boss Robert?'' tanyanya full of search.

''Yes.'' I replied briefly.

''Seriously?'' asked Bayu back, as if I did not believe the plan I asked to move to Bayu's office.

''But, I am not the head of the service who can casually accept the new staff. I'm just a lowly employee. There is no power!'' obviously Bayu.

''But don't move to my office. I'll be killed with Boss Robert if the office is with you!''

''Oh what the hell!'' my chirps, dismiss the assumption Bayu.

''Don't tree. Don't move into my service. Danger later. My life is threatened. Where I'm not married. I just pedekate with my girl! Ahaha!'' seloroh Bayu and make me chuckle.

''Please give me the view I have to move to what service yes, so I can avoid Boss Robert.''

Bayu silent.

''You used to, the process is not long time to move service?'' aska I want to know.

''And I mutated your boyfriend, '' he said, and again I forgot that he was transferred to another service, all because of the jealousy of Boss Robert with Bayu.

In fact, I also have nothing with Bayu, other than friends vent. After all, my age is the same Bayu, also much different. But, even though he wanted a head of four, he was still at home to sing. I don't know what model girl he was looking for, to feel at home.

''I'm sorry Yu, I've troubled you. You are still my sister. Still small.''

''Son, it's still small. Actually I can make a child, he said, whispering softly into my ear.

''Yes.iya...iya.

I also asked about his relationship with his future wife, when the date was inaugurated.

Bayu said, he wants to cuddle up a mountain of money, so he can buy the girl he wants

''All girls today, matre. If we have nothing, it must be underestimated, Wi.'' complained Bayu.

''Hmmm. I actually want to protest. You should call me Winona. Why wi...wi...wi....!''

Instead of clarifying his mistake calling me, he praised me instead. He said I was young.

''So, why call Kak. Looks old, later. I better call you, Winona! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!'' clearly frankly.(connected)