
My watch, it's 22:00 wib. I rushed to the bathroom, wetting my body, just for a moment. Because it feels sultry, want to take a shower.
''Where are you going, '' said Boss Robert pulling my hand as I was about to rush to the bathroom.
''Take a moment. Keep going back. Later I was asked to my mother, why long.'' I obviously reasoned to her.
The more I tried to shake him off, Boss Robert the stronger he pulled my hand, and he pulled me in his arms again.
Surprisingly I also did not fight, even resigned, enjoy it.
''I can't go. Still heavy, he said opening a towel that covered my body.
''Ih. I gotta go home. What would my mother say?'' kilahku.
''Not able to go home anyway, I want a hug until morning.'' he said trying to keep tracing again my sensitive points.
It felt, my brain did want to make love again with him, and I let him freely roam in the garden of my ranum valley.
''Honey.I want to keep on like this, ''' I murmured in my heart. If I could tell him that. How happy my heart is.
Sometimes I try to shake his naughty hand.
''Honestly, you also want to continue like this, right.if you can until morning.'' he said in my ear.
I just kept quiet, didn't want to respond because I didn't want to take it off tonight. But, it's impossible.
Time passed and I had to leave. Because I don't want my mom to have any thoughts about me and Boss Robert leaving.
''Sorry dear yes.I actually want to also accompany until morning. But what my mother said later. This is it, I want to go back, I'm afraid, and not good with mom. If not back, I will be more unpleasant again, same mother.'' said me.
Finally he let go of his embrace.
''Ten minutes to go home if you want to go home, said Boss Robert, pulling my hand again.
Like being hypnotized, I also obey what he wants.
''You're a master hypnotist yes, a handsome but fierce Boss Robert!'' I whispered in his ear.
''I mean.'' he asked confusedly when answering my question.
''Yes, I was hypnotized just like you. You see, from nine o'clock earlier, I was in the shower, uh you invited me to continue playing games.'' I said and I still want to be spoiled.
''Ahahahahahah. We can play the game until morning. Eh...ngak...I want her to play billiar, so I can wander for a long time in the valley of pleasure that you have.'' he said.
Hearing that, again I felt flattered and did not want to be far from him.
''Udah.ah.
''Don't be, less than three minutes. I asked for eleven minutes.'' the protest was clear.
I felt a warm liquid flowing from my deepest being.
All this time, he was the only one I allowed to travel in that valley. Because I yain, only he is a man who can give my inner happiness.
''Please baby yes.it's time tonight.'' he said to me, and he looked happy after being with me, even if only for a little while.
I took a shower, soaking my body.
A few minutes later, she barged into the bathroom, and hugged me from behind.
''Darling...five more minutes, yes.I'm still a heavy miss.'' he said to me, expectantly.
I stared at my body in the glass of the hotel bathroom. The man who is not mine, is free to play my parts, with his lust.
''Oh God, I don't want to be like this all the time. I want to be a lawful couple in Your eyes, O Allah.
''But I have no power to refuse any of this. Is it because I never got it from Mas Arga, until that desire I gave it to another man who was not mine?''
***
Why is my life so complicated? I was faced with 2 choices, between right and wrong. I know loving someone I can't have is wrong. I cheated on Mas Arga. But, I have a reason why I should do all that.
''Darling...until when should I live this wrong love?''
Boss Robert doesn't care what I say, because he's still shackled by the lust of wanting to keep playing my sensitive parts.
''Dear.dengerin me. Yes, yes, I said rebelling.
''I have to go home.''
''In a moment, you don't feel sorry. I still miss you. Please understand me.'' he said.
''Easy, darling. You must understand me. What about my mother's feelings, if you know our relationship?'' I said fret.
''Iya.iya. Yes already. I'm sorry, '' she said, taking me out of her arms.
Finally I rushed to the bathroom, washing my body with warm water in the hotel bathroom.
''Please baby it's time for tonight, '' he said as he kissed my forehead, and I left the hotel room.
***
Along the way home, I wish my mother had slept. Because, I'm afraid that if you're still awake, you're gonna ask me a long question about me walking with both of you and Boss Robert tonight.
When I got home, I saw my mother still awake in front of the tv, while continuing to turn the strings.
Mom stopped her dhikr, then asked me from anywhere, just got home this late.
Earlier, he said Fira was fussy. Many times keep calling me. But my phone is not active.
''Yes, Mom. Sorry about lowbat. Winona accompanied the boss, dinner with her friends.''I replied, forced to lie. My heart was in pain, worried that my mother would ask a strange question.
I saw my mother go out from the front of the TV, and go to her room.
''Yes, don't forget to turn off the TV if you want to sleep.'' said the mother.
I took a long breath. Relieved, it felt, because mom didn't ask me any more questions.
''Thank you Allah.'' I said as I rubbed my face with my palms.
***
''Good morning, dear. It must still be booming at this hour said Boss Robert sent a chat to me, in the early morning.
Time still showing at 05.00 wib. My eyes are still heavy, to reply.
She called me shortly after on a video call.
I lifted up but my eyes were still heavy to respond.
''Beautiful my dear is still sleeping. Wake up......''
''Yes, still sleepy.'' I said spoiled.
''Wuih, she was wearing a sexy nightgown.'' she said and I woke up, trying to open my eyes.
I hurriedly closed my chest which was visible on the side.
''Ah, don't close. People want to see, if you sleep wearing sexy clothes, very beautiful yes you, baby.'' he said and I still have no intention to talk.
''Later, at 08.00 wib, don't forget, pick me up at the hotel. We had breakfast together. Fira asked as well yes.'' the door.
''Hmmmm..iya..'' I said still lazily answering.
''Hi..bunung dong my beautiful lady. Try the covering cloth on your chest to get rid of it!'' he said try to tease me.
''No way!'' my answer.
''If I were there, I wouldn't have to bother asking for help to get rid of it. I must have removed myself from the twin mountain mounds.'' chirps are still trying to tease me.
''Yes, I want to sleep again. Sleepy heavy. Eight o'clock then connect again at the stall. Wait for me with Fira, pick me up to the hotel.'' I said, as I closed the conversation.(connect)