Sorry your Husband I Borrowed
Three Years

It's been three years since I've been in a relationship with Boss Robert. For those three years, I loved the grief I lived with him. But, for me, I felt more sorrow when I was with him. My freedom was taken away. Friends of any man, prohibited.

There was a weird chat that smelled a little smelly chat with men, I was immediately interrogated. Before long, without further ado, my phone was immediately slammed. It's not just my phone that he destroyed. Car glass was also once the target of his anger. They get hit, often too. Confused me, if it's like that. Surviving is hard, letting go is also harder.

In my brain, there is only him, who always fills my days. If you are far away, miss. If close together, like to hit. I guess, just a minute. Again I tell my story repeatedly with Bayu. A close friend who once worked with me. Bayu was once the target of his anger. To the extent that, he was transferred to another office, on the grounds, the mutation was a form of refreshment, in an agency/institution or office.

''May you please ask for no time. I'd like to talk to you. It was important, I said begging Bayu.

Without thinking long, Bayu agreed to what my request was.

''Now I wait, if you want. I share the location yes, where is my current position.''

Bayu sent my chat reply.

''About the handsome but fierce boss huh?'' guess Bayu, to the point. I also confirmed what he said.

I replied to Bayu's statement with the emoticons of crying people.

''Why cry?'' ask again, still through whatsapp chat.

''My story is long.'' I said.

''He knows me. Three years right..not a minute, establish a relationship without status for three years, tiring.'' said Bayu who affix emoticons sad people.

''You know, three years?'' many wonder.

''Here I wait. Quick. I also have no friends myself, anymore coffee in the cafe Cozy.'' said Bayu. Before long, Bayu also told his position, through share location.

In a matter of half an hour, I had already reached the secret cafe. Cafe in the middle of the forest that is rarely visited by many people. Only certain people who need privacy, visit there.

Seeing my arrival, Bayu waved his hand from afar.

The atmosphere of Cozy Cafe is indeed fun. Cafe in the woods. At night, the view is great. Decorated with dim lights, coupled with beautiful and beautiful young songbirds, often entertain the visitors.

I made my way to table number 34, where Bayu sat alone, accompanied by a cup of coffee and an aromatherapy candle on his desk.

''Uhui.so sweet..yes if it's night, the atmosphere of this cafe.'' my chirps while setting the breath a little panting because of the parking location and cafe, quite far away.

''Just relax, it should, said Bayu, suddenly.

''Meaning?'' I ask not to understand.

''Your relationship with Boss Robert. Do not take it to heart. Go ahead, relax......Miss Winona.....!'' he said he gave me advice.

''The owner is like that. But what if it is not brought to the heart. I swear I want to end it all. But, he did not want to just let go of me.'' I explained.

''It's up to you now. Want to take him off?'' ask Bayu back.

''I'm honestly confused. Take off or endure, equally difficult I do. Said he wanted to marry me.'' Obviously me again.

''So the house people are accompanied?''

''Said she. This is according to the confession of Boss Robert. If his wife doesn't want to be divorced, Boss Robert will go. So, whether or not, his wife should accept what Boss Robert wants.''

''So, you want to be polygamous?'' he asked again, wondering to wait for my answer.

''Come,'' I replied.

''You must think well. However, if it is the second, it must be willing to be left out, someday.'' explained Bayu.

''No. He won't leave me. In fact...he said it was not lust with his wife.'' I said half whispered.

Bayu even chuckled at my words.

''Seriously?'' ask Bayu.

''But I'm not surprised. All men if they are the same woman, would say it like that.'' kilah Bayu.

''No. ''No. I see he seems to be honestly saying that.'' I said in defense of Boss Robert.

''Cie...cie...cibelain.

''But, really. I feel it myself. Whatever he was busy with his family. I have always been his priority.

''Hmmm..lugu really miss this one. All that, because Boss Robert doesn't have you all yet. If you were his. The world will be turned upside down. So do not trust too much with married men.'' said Bayu warned me.

Replace me who chuckles, hearing his explanation. For some reason, regardless of whether or not Bayu's words are true, I do love Boss Robert.

''Wi...I want to ask nih.'' said Bayu, after a moment of silence.

''I'm surprised. You said Boss Robert was possessive. Your freedom is taken away. But...why do you still survive? What makes you prefer to stay, rather than let go?'' said Bayu introgates me, like a cop who interrogates a thief.

''It's hard to explain.''

''But, for sure, he gave me comfort.''

''What is that comfort?'' ask Bayu wonder.

''That's the name of the politics of love.'' said Bayu diplomacy in front of me.

''Udah is like this poet of yours, '' my protest, refuting his statement earlier.

''You think again, everything. It is not easy to live a relationship with someone's property said Bayu again advising me.

''I don't want to defend you or Boss Robert. For me, the most important thing you who live it can not, with all the consequences.'' said Bayu.

It seems that Bayu is right.

''Keep, now.....after you step foot out of this cafe, what are your plans with Boss Robert?''

''Female. I want to talk to my husband again. I'm getting a divorce. Because, my relationship with my husband has also been unnatural. Living at home, but there is no love.'' obviously I started to be outspoken with Bayu.

''Your husband is also cheating on you with other women?'' tanyakanya.

''No. ''No. There is something more fatal than that, her fault.'' I said.

''More fatal than cheating? What exactly?'' tanya Bayu was getting curious.

''If I told you, you wouldn't believe my story.''

''What.....?'' his insistence.

''No need to tell the story now. What time is it?'' I said as I glanced at the watch that was coiled around my right wrist.

''Now, the story is the same as me.'' said Bayu again, continue to urge me.

''Still at 20.00 wib.'' said Bayu.

''Yes, I left from morning until this hour not yet back home. My son must have been looking for me. Here is the phone. I'm not lifting.

''Boss Robert must also be worried about you.'' said Bayu again mocking me.

''Hahahahahah!'' I said laugh.

''Yes already, tomorrow I wait here again yes, lunch hour.'' he said ending his conversation with me.

*dreet.....

*dreett.....

''Look, you just talked to Boss Robert. Now he calls me on video call. Pastry he wants to know where I am.''

''Hesit. I'm just gonna go. Tomorrow we continue.'' said Bayu. But, I rejected it, because I was indeed a cold war with that fierce boss again.

''Don't be like that. Kasian him, miss the same heavy woman his dream.'' sloroh Bayu and make me a little blush embarrassed.

''Let him know the taste, what if I really want to get away from him. He can't live without me.

''Cannot do. He can't live without you. Hahahahah.'' said Bayu.

''Know it. The fish who got the fishing nets. He immediately died.'' said Bayu slouched.(connected)