Sorry your Husband I Borrowed
Again Curating Same Bayu

After being delayed, I finally met Bayu.

''If you want to have lunch first, please. I no longer have any taste.'' I said to Bayu.

''Diet yes..let Boss Robert more and more love, if you see the bluff slim.''

''So, did we meet?'' Bayu took the promise to me.

''Great meeting with me?''

Finally, forced, I went out too, to meet the man. Friends but I like to make a place to confide.

''Ih...sok spiciness!'' said sneering.

''Hahahahahah!'' I said while letting out a laugh.

''Yes already, I picked up ya.'' he said again volunteered.

''No. ''No. I can come by myself.''

''Ih..fear of being caught!'' he mocked me again.

''What the hell!''

Not until half an hour, I finally arrived at a subscription cafe Bayu located far from the crowd.

''Fate..meetings with yayangnya people, must secretly kayak want to steal a chicken. Ahahaha!''

''What. Not funny, I said sewot.

Before long, I also told the story of the plagues of my household that not many others know.

Before telling that, I really begged Bayu so that all my secrets he kept tight.

Bayu also responded. Promise to keep my secret until I die.

''Previously, I knew Mas Arga, we were one office, working time in an office owned by a lawyer. Over time, Mas Arga was accepted as a civil servant. My life is also happy, because at least then, the future of me and my children will be guaranteed.

Because I decided to get married, I stopped working, and the intention was to become a full-time housewife. A year married, I have one child. That's when a hurricane hit my household.

Mas Arga turns out to be an ODHA (People With HIV/Aids).

Ever since I knew it, during the night, I cried. I feel like my life is ruined. He's been tricking me.

Up there, my story was cut off. I couldn't continue, and my tears melted down my cheeks.

''Yes Allah..astagfirullah.'' said Bayu.

''Sorry Wi.. I don't mean to make you sad.'' Bayu said as if feeling guilty.

''No. ''No. Yu. It's not your fault. Yesterday I wanted to tell you the same story. Because you're the only friend I can trust.'' I said still with a voice stuck in my throat.

''I can feel Wi, what kind of pain your heart is.''

''Still yes.....''

''After that incident, he did not want to touch me at all.'' I said continuing the story.

''Ironically, after that incident, Mas Arga felt completely innocent. As if to him, like nothing happened.''

''Don't touch me. Play with his own son also does not want.''

''He never had time for my son. The reason he, busy with office tasks. In fact, I know too. In these pandemic times, the office people are doing more work from home. Just imagine, Yu. My son was eight years old. He always asked his father if he was busy, until he was rarely at home. Confused, Yu I want to answer what. But I tried to comfort him. I take his path, if there is time for my holidays, '' I said at length.

''So, sorry, ''' Bayu slightly held back his sentence. But, before long he asked me to the point.

''For 13 years, you've been the same as her....?'' his question was astonished, full of search.

''It may not be Wi. Very comfortable, yes....as a man is not so?'' he said it was still with the look on the face of a curious person.

''Certainly...where did he channel his desires?'' tanya Bayu still can't believe it.

I said I didn't know.

''I have a feeling, if he plays with men!'' I said convincingly.

''Ah...who really?!''

''Yes ''Yes...Bik Inah told me so many times?'' said seriously.

''Meaning, how. Telling me about your husband is related to men?'' tanya Bayu wanted to clarify.

''Not so. My maid, Bik Inah, many times liked to sniff her conversation with a man, on the end of her mobile phone. Very nice, like a gay couple! That's my strong guess. It seems like she has a same-sex lover.'' my words are clear and convincing.

Hearing my story, Bayu seemed to be flabbergasted, shocked and as if in disbelief.

''Wi..seriously. In order not to be a slander, for your husband it.'' he advised me.

''Yes, I'm sure he has a same-sex girlfriend. He was very friendly, if he spoke with his friend it.'' my review again convinced Bayu.

'He was disgusted with me. Every time I approached him, he immediately brushed me aside. What the hell...ih...sana-sana!'' I said, demonstrating Mas Arga's attitude to me.

''Maybe he was angry again, did not want to be approached, at that time.'' said Bayu trying to say wisely.

''No Yu. It's been going on for years. Since my son was one year old. Yes.since it was discovered he turned out to be ODHA.'' I said.

''I, even naked in front of him, was not lust at all. In fact, he was disgusted with me.''

Again, I could not help but cry.

Cringing, my tears, when he often rejected me.

I have glazed many times. Am I old? Is that really me the same? I hugged him, he refused. Moreover, I asked for a hug, he directly away from me. Imagine.I am a normal woman. I still have a desire. Thirteen years old.I'm harboring all that.

''Oh...so your first child is now what age?'' ask Bayu.

''Lho you don't know.he already wants Junior High Class I.'' I said.

''So Fira is the second child?'' ask again.

''Yes.he's my second son.'' I explained.

''Wait.... Can I do more?''

''You said you haven't been in a relationship for 13 years. How can you get pregnant?'' ask Bayu, astonishment.

''His answer is not yes.'' I said, deliberately making Bayu curious first.

''Yeah...ok can have Fira? Thirteen years of not having sex?'' repeated again.

''You are innocent or pretend innocent.'' selorohku.

''That's ''.my child with...'' said I didn't continue the sentence.

''With Boss Robert?'' continued.

''Enak aja.

''So....that's who's your son? I never did you know.lasih you are a child.'' he said with a joking tone.

''Guess who my son is.'' I said again clarifying.

Bayu is getting curious about my story.

''No way dong, my son's the same boss Robert. I just, just knew him, for three years now.'' I said casually.

''Hmmmm.it's not your child. She must be your niece.'' guess Bayu assured.

''Salah. His face looks just like mine. Then he's my son!'' I said.

''Hmmm.iya already. I swear I didn't find the answer. That's your son who.'' said Bayu.

I asked him to give me the right answer.

''If you can give me the right answer, it's my son who, I will give you a surprise gift.'' said I promised Bayu.

''Hahaha. The ticket to Labuhan Bajo is asking me.

''Just son. How many tens of millions if I charge you to go there. Meningan I use for a honeymoon with Boss Robert, if I become married to him.'' I say, and the last sentence, I put it down when I say it.

''Seriously have a plan for that level?'' tanya Bayu was increasingly flabbergasted by my stories.

''Oh.iya dong. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!'' selorohku is proud.