Stain In High School Uniform
Grieved

"Silence is a great scream at hold tightness in the express can be broken." That is the sentence that Ranum said repeatedly when he saw the body of the mother had been hoarded by a pile of soil. His puffy eyes made his vision a little blurry but he ignored all of that.

"Where's the promise I'll always have for Ranum?"

"Where's Mom's promise too that won't let me and Aish just both go through the world's increasingly violent currents?"

"Why is all that promise, I'm breaking it?"

"Why did you become so cruel? Been willing to leave me and Aish when Aish's little sister is still in desperate need of a mother's affection."

"I don't think I'm going to be able to live my days anymore right now, after Mom left me."

"God, if I may take my life and my brother's life, because poor people like us don't deserve to live, if this world belongs to the bear."

Although Ranum was silent in front of his mother's tomb, who would have thought in his mind he continued to speak for himself. Saying various neatly arranged sentences in the recesses of his small heart.

So Rudy, the father was forced to carry Ranum's body like cotton. "Don't be too drawn out in grieving, let your mother rest in peace," Rudy whispered in his daughter's earlobe that looked like an undead for not rebelling as he carried the body forcefully. "The journey of your life and Aish is still very long, look at the future you two so bright are waiting ahead there." Rudy continued to talk to his daughter even though Ranum was silent with blank eyes.

Just when Rudy and Ranum left the tomb it was raining very fast, accompanied by wind and flashes that seemed to be snatching above the pitch-black sky.

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"Dress and clean your body, because from now on you and Aish will stay here with dad," said Rudy when he had brought Ranum and Aish into Angel's house. "Bi I'm asking you to help Ranum clean his body" he continued before exiting the room.

"Okay sir, I'll help Non Ranum," Inem replied to Rudy. While looking at Ranum who walked with a giant step towards the bathroom. As he continued to step up suddenly he said, "I am sorry for Non Ranum's passing, forgive me for not being able to attend the mother's funeral because Mrs Angel would not allow me." The housekeeper said honestly because it was true that Angel did not allow her to come to the funeral of her mother Ranum.

Ranum, who is known as the friendliest and cheerful man for this time, ignored everyone who invited him to speak because he felt his vocal cords were no longer useful for now.