Stain In High School Uniform
Episode 40's

After Ranum could calm Sonia, the pregnant girl began to tell Sonia everything. Starting from the arrival of Rudy and Angel to Al's apartment to Ranum who came to the hospital to see his sister who is no longer alive.

Sonia's tears did not go away when she heard Ranum's story, which she said was very sad. Sonia also felt that she would not be able to become like Ranum even though she was just a little. Because Ranum is a girl whose patience has no limits.

"So, what else do I have to live for, Sonia? If the people I love now have left me." It was clear that the underage pregnant girl was despairing at the sight of her empty eyes. "Aish, my sister was the reason I stayed. Butwhat? He is no more now." Ranum is now devastated to remember his memories with Aish while their mother was still alive. "What is my fault and sin, that God punishes me in this way?"

There was nothing Sonia could say because she was also a girl who had been picked up by Bagas by the roadside when the girl was just ten years old. Sonia also did not know until now who her parents were. Therefore Sonia was silent because she could not give Ranum words of pearl as motivation.

"I'm very tired Sonia, if I may let myself bvnvh alone because I feel it is no longer useful for me to stay alive," said Ranum lirih.

Sonia immediately shook her head. "Live even if it is only for the sake of this baby in your stomach." Sonia pointed at Ranum's stomach. "Delight is okay, but remember not to give up. What else are you currently containing the flesh and blood of Lord Al who could be the heir." The sentence was an encouragement for Ranum for Sonia so that the girl was not reckless. "Trust me bvnvh self will not be able to solve the problem. Melaikan brings new problems where people who bvnvh themselves will not be forgiven by the creator." Sonia becomes an advisor.

Ranum was silent because he was thinking about Sonia's words. However, because the girl was too desperate so he would still do the action to bvnvh himself after attending his sister's funeral.

"I explained once again Sonia, I better not breathe oxygen anymore, because it's all no longer useful to me." Ranum, the girl had really given up so much that the sentences said by Sonia earlier did not put into the brain for Ranum to think and ponder. Even the girl was getting desperate to end her own life. "I'm tired, because this world really only belongs to people who bear. As for me, this commoner is just the trash of society."

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Maybe because Ranum's tears were dry and exhausted, therefore the girl did not look to shed tears again when her sister's body had been put in a burrow. But now her gaze became increasingly empty so that Ijah and Inem who conveyed their condolences, the girl only answered with a small nod while still looking straight ahead.

"Non, who is patient because all that lives will surely die." Inem who was standing near Ranum said that. "I'm sorry Auntie couldn't keep Non Aish." Inem looks down sad because he actually knows why Aish can fall down the stairs. However, because the middle-aged woman was very afraid of Angel's threat, she would cover her mouth so much that people knew that Aish was right, the toddler fell down the stairs because he slipped. "I'm sure Miss Aish, you've met your mother Miss, by now" continued Inem, who tried to comfort Ranum.

"Auntie also didn't expect that Aish would leave us all this soon." Now it was Ijah's turn to open the sound. "You who are patient and steadfast, Ranum, this all happens by the will of God. So, we as human beings can only follow a predestined destiny line for each of us." Ijah also hopes that Ranum can accept this pseudo with chest roomy. "You are the chosen girl who was born also from the womb of a chosen woman like your mother, keep standing straight Ranum even though this world may feel very unfair to you."

Ranum's ears heard what Ijah said, but the girl's eyes were on Rudy, Angel and Bianca who were standing some distance away from Aish's grave. Now inside Ranum's heart niche that the girl had truly hated the three people.