Still Is Love
Still Is Love

I rushed to the kitchen to cook dinner, today I cooked a favorite menu of chicks sauce, tofu and tempeh krispi and vegetable spinach

Finished cooking assisted bi Asih, I invite the children to eat together and I also always invite bi Asih, although often rejected

After dinner, I invited the children to watch tv because Izar and ibra did not have schoolwork

The clock shows at 21:00 pm I invite the children to rest, they rush to their respective rooms, after putting Dede Nai to bed, Mila out of the room to the children's room, and they will have to sleep, seeing if they had slept, and were already asleep, Mila pulled a blanket for them, in the face of their peaceful face and after that Mila rushed out and into her room and slept beside her daughter

Azan dawn reverberated, I hurried to get up to clean up and carry out my duties, finished me kedapur prepare breakfast for the children

After finishing cooking and bi Asih arranged it on the table I rushed to the children's room to wake them who turned out they were awake and ready

" Eh Brother, already at the ready y wait for mother at the dinner table y, mother bathe and wake Dede Nai first and we have breakfast together"

" ok mother"

I hurried out of the children's room and into my bathroom, and bathed Nai who was also awake, after finishing I rushed out to the dining table because the children were waiting

And when I was scooping rice dishes, bi Asih approached and said there were guests, I was surprised who was visiting early in the morning and after I saw it was Mas Dewa

"Good morning, really early"

"Yes, you want to go back to your car "

"thank you for bothering, let's go by chance again want breakfast, mas already breakfast"

" Not yet, for fear of the children's misfortune"

" Yes, I had breakfast together"

Mila walked in followed by the Gods, until in the dining room Mas Dewa immediately greeted the children and sat in the chair

"Hi, honey, I'm going to have breakfast"

"Yes, om yuk eat delicious mother's cuisine" replied Izar enthusiastically

I prepared breakfast for Mas Dewa, and surrounded myself while Dede Nai was given his favorite biscuits, we ate in silence finished eating I rushed to the room to pick up my nai and bag,because today I will go to the bookkeeping shop and will meet people, who want to order goods in large quantities until in the guest room Mas Dewa want to pay and have ordered a taxi

" I'm Mil first, thanks for the car"

"Loh mas, what up to the office"

"I ordered a taxi Mil"

" Why not together we are in line with the cancel tax"

" What is not troublesome" whereas in the heart of the god cheered because he could be with the little family Mila

" No, but we take the school children first yes"

" Alright thank you Mil and sorry for the trouble"

Mas Dewa entered at the steering wheel, I sat beside him and the children behind, before long we arrived at Ibra school and izar school, after a new goodbye we walked again to the office of Mas Dewa, after the new farewell, and then I went to ketoko, p

The 20-minute trip we reached the office of Mas Dewa, after saying goodbye I immediately headed to my shop

The days go by Mas Dewa is always there to help me and love the children, today is Sunday two days ago Fatma came home, Fatma came home, and today he's taking me and the kids on tour

At exactly 8 am Mas Dewa had arrived in front of my house because he forced to pick me up and the children, I took him to breakfast and finished breakfast, we rushed away, we rushed away, the kids are busy asking when to go

The goods have been put into the trunk and the children have also been sitting inside, after Mas Dewa entered we rushed to the park

Until the garden, Fatma had arrived and this time Fatma came with children and also her husband, yes because Fatma's husband was on leave

We walked closer, Fatma and I hugged each other because I hadn't seen each other for a long time

"Where Mil, I think you are the same as the Lord is getting closer"

"Yes, no matter how we go"

"Didn't you see Mil, that God loves you very much Mil,"

" No way Fat, Mas Dewa is perfect must be a lot of single women who want to be a companion, while I am a widow of three children"

"Can't you see how he loves your son Mil, try to open your heart"

" I don't know Fat I'm confused, I know God loves my children very much and I feel comfortable around him too, but I'm still afraid to start"

"What are you afraid of Mil, not all men are the same, God is sincere because he also knows the sense of loss"

"You mean"

Fatma told how bad Mas Dewa was when left for a long time by his beloved wife because of uterine cancer

I fell silent not knowing what to say, because as long as I knew Mas Dewa, he never looked sad, especially when with children like now, I can see him from afar joking with my children

"What hit Mas Dewa when it was Fat"

"Yes, the Lord was a warm and cheerful person because Dara was a cheerful girl who always filled the days of Mas Dewa even though they had not been blessed with children, but they were happy, until the doctor sentenced Dara to cancer and died, at that time la Mas Dewa became a cold man, but now I see him back to what he used to be because of you Mil"

I was silent thinking about Fatma's words, until I was startled by Mas Dewa's call because Nai looked exhausted

" Why Mil, why daydream"

" Ah it's okay mas, here nanya may want milk"

I immediately took Nai from Mas Dewa's sling and gave Nai a bottle of milk, and I saw the Lord sitting beside me eating the food I brought and also menoel-noel cheek Nai who was breastfeeding

Until the baby was chuckling, I really felt overwhelmed as to how the Gods loved my children so much, even though there was no connection whatsoever with their father ah somehow la

Do I have to accept God, God give me the answer

One day we were all tired of playing and since it was late afternoon, we decided to go home and before we went home we stopped by for dinner, and finished a new meal Mas Dewa drove us home

With the way Mas Dewa stopped because he was at a red light, I saw the children were asleep

" Mile, do you have time tomorrow night"

" There's a reason why"

" I'd like to take you to dinner and talk about something, if I can" God slowly said

" Well, what time I'm sorry but I can't leave the kids for long"

"OK, at 7 I picked you up and promised not to be long" with the spirit of Mas Dewa drove the car because the lights had turned green

30 Minutes we got home I woke up the children and told them to clean their bodies and the children came in immediately while I was still being treated with Mas Dewa

" I go home first Mil, remember tomorrow at 7pm I pick you up"

" Yes, thank you for driving us"

The Lord immediately came home after saying goodbye, and I rushed into the house,

after going inside I saw bi Asih was no longer in the kitchen, maybe had a break, because I had called him not to cook dinner, because we had eaten outside

I immediately went to the room and cleaned myself and Nai because it felt like our bodies were sticky, after I finished putting Dede Nai to bed while I lay beside her after making sure the children were asleep