Still Is Love
Still Is Love

I once said, I will never marry again after I part with Mas Anto. Because I was afraid that my husband would waste my children later.I was afraid that he would treat me like Mas Anto treated me.

I don't believe in the name of love.For me enough me and the kids, without anyone we are happy.I also always try to give the best for them.I've been used to fighting, I've been struggling, even though when I was with Mas Anto for me to fight once again for the sake of children there is no problem.

Ibra, my eldest son, always gives me encouragement, he always supports all my decisions, including when I want to separate from Mas Anto,they look happy they never complain.I try to always give the best for them, be a father like a mother.

But it turns out I was wrong, they were silent because they did not want me to grieve.They harbored the longing for the presence of a father figure.Although since long ago they never felt it.Although at that time Mas Anto existed,but he never gives what children need, which is the affection of a father.

But the thing they want, suddenly they get from a stranger.People they first met.Lelaki was named Sadewa Nugraha.Person who was lonely because left for a long time with the people he loved.

Meeting my children, For the first time with Mas Dewa.Making them can feel the taste of being noticed, and guarded.Similar to Mas Dewa, his meeting with my children made his long-arid heart come back to life.His once-rigid face began to melt.I guess after that time we will not meet again.

But God said another.God betrothed me to him.The man who fought for a year to tear down the high wall that I built.Meluluhkan my heart tang was frozen.And finally when I saw his sincerity I accepted it.

Answering his proposal, even if he had to fight for the trust of my children.But he managed to get me and my children.Mas Dewa managed to get us also lock hatikami.

He also fought to prove his affection for us, and succeeded.After that God gave us happiness, with the presence of a true child of his flesh and blood, with the presence of a true son, his biological son.But he never changed.Good man who makes me really lucky to get it, I really rejoice he chose me.Mas God always poured his affection on all my children, I am very happy, although sometimes I see a sense of worry in the eyes of my eldest son Ibra.Yes I know since my pregnancy, Ibra became a quiet child again, Ibra became a quiet child again, but that's how God can always make my children feel that God is their real father.

Mas Dewa is not only a good father.Mas Dewa is also always trying to be a friend to share stories and friends who can hear the complaints of my children.It is what makes Ibra cheerful again, because he knows that the love of God for him and his younger brothers is not a fake.

I guess our lives will always be happy because it has increased one new member a beautiful princess who was born again from my womb.But it turns out, all that lost happiness was lost, lost, since that day, the day where the Lord went for a long time.

My world is crumbling, but not only am I my children feeling the same way.We are broken, our happiness is lost.Our world is collapsing, no one will strengthen us when we feel tired, no one will, slumped and needed a backrest.

Now the responsibility is Mas Dewa put his shoulders.I know it is heavy, but Ibra always behaves like Mas Dewa.Ibra always put the interests of others before his own interests.

But at this time of the third of my night, when I raise my hand.Hopefully my prayer until.I also pour out my grief.Agar Mas Dewa heard that, I, I'm too hard to run the days without him.But once again that request makes me strong.

Many people want to bring me down.But I will always try to stand.No matter the pain they give.I Kamila will always be happy even without it, I Kamila will always try to be a great woman, strong woman, for her sake.

And now I really will not be able to marry again.Not because no one wants to be with me, but because my heart and love only for Mas Dewa.She has brought the key.So for me there will be no more love.

The day passed very quickly Izar will not soon graduate from school To Docteran.Izar always said, that's how he made his God's father proud of him.

So did Nai who showed natural talent.Various designs that he had made, he said" Nai's father obeyed what he wanted, namely to be himself, without fear of failure, and did not, failure is the key to success.

Azza, my little princess, is proving to be the best in her field.

I always pray that God, be happy there. When I miss him I always come to him and say.

" Don't worry about us here, me and the children will rise from sadness.And we will always put your name in every thread of prayer."

At the moment only one that is on my mind is my eldest son Ibra.I always ask when he thinks of his future.When he will think of to housekeeping.But always the answer" Bun later if there is a girl that Ibra likes, Mother is the first to know"

But what I thought until now when he was 28 years old, there was not a girl he introduced to me.So until when I waited, whereas Izar's sister had already brought the girl he liked.

Moreover, Galen cousin, even have often changed partners, which makes my best friend Fatma dizzy.I also sometimes want to feel fond of grandchildren like Fatma who is difficult to have 2 grandchildren from Luna.

But yes want like nowhere else, I don't want to force.I know the thing that makes Ibra not want to find a soul mate that is his two sisters, Nai and Azza.Padala they both have often said " brother when brother bring sister-in-law for us, but do not like bang Galen who is not clear woman" said the two of them.Yang only responded to Ibra with a smile.

Sometimes I think how a girl can be attracted to him, while he always acts cold, except to his family.

**********************************************Night readers may like yes with this chapter because this is the last chapter about Mila.insyallah the next chapter tells the children of Mila yes.

And who would have thought - guess his soul mate Ibra , after no one knows he was also once betrayed by his lover.read on and on Yes Still Is a sincere Love for Ibra who was once betrayed.

Look forward to the next chapter

Greetings dear mother dee~ vie