SURROGATE MOTHER FOR TWINS
52. Loving You is Not Easy!

Alin's body trembled violently with a pale face like cotton. He closed his eyes feeling the danger was not yet over.

Haidar pulled out his gun to shoot the cobra. He focused on pointing his gun ready to aim at the cobra.

Alin held his breath so as not to provoke the snake into panic. Haidar quickly pulled the trigger when the snake was ready to peck Alin's head down.

Spontaneous alone the snake's blood splashed onto Alin's body making the girl finally vomit. Haidar pulled his lover's body and flushed Alin's body with the mineral water he carried in his backpack.

"Are you okay, honey?"

Haidar asked while giving Alin a small towel to wipe his face.

Haidar hugged Alin but this girl refused because of her body that felt very smelly and dirty. What else did the blood of the serpent complete his misfortune that day.

"Are you ashamed of your body, dear?"

Alin smiled bitterly with tears that continued to divorce seeing the sincerity of Haidar's love for her. He nodded slowly expressing his insecure feelings with his scent making Haidar disgusted at him.

"You can take a bath on the boat. Cover your body with this scarf!"

Haidar's orders then help cover Alin's half-naked body because of his already unworthy clothes.

"I can't walk Haidar! My leg's hurt."

Say Alin while holding the pain and soreness in the wound that looks infected.

"What was that wound when you drowned in the sea, Alin?"

Haidar asked as he watched Alin's wound.

"My feet hit the sponges when they got carried away by the ocean currents. I'm lying on the beach some time I don't know how long."

Alin said while crying.

Haidar immediately carried Alin's body and carried him to the ship. Haidar had to walk out of the forest while stepping on the sand that was quite heavy. Alin stranded on the sea border of Bali and Mataram.

Haidar finally arrived at the rubber boat where his men were waiting for them. With the help of his men Alin's body can be lifted onto his ship.

Haidar takes Alin straight to the bathroom to clean his lover's body. Alin let what Haidar did to his body because he could not take care of himself at this time. Haidar saw clearly Alin's body there were many bruises with scratches that began to dry up.

After bathing, Delvin applied a soft cream on the bruise on Alin's body that still uses a towel. Every wound was breathed by Haidar as if to feel the pain experienced by his lover.

There was no other intention that Haidar had at this time except to want to help Alin. After all he had intended to marry Alin once they arrived in Jakarta.

The ship continued to move towards the port where helicopters were ready to transport the pair to the airport.

Haidar decided to take Alin to Jakarta to have this girl treated at the hospital belonging to the Alin family. Upon arrival on his private jet, the doctor was ready to treat Alin's leg. Alin's body looks very thin.

Haidar feeds Alin who looks very hungry. Alin enjoyed his meal while crying. Haidar did not want to ask Alin anything unless Alin himself wanted to tell him.

Haidar knew that Alin was traumatized and survived in the woods alone after a week with what he found.

Even though her cheeks look thin with her eyelids looking sunken, Alin still looks beautiful. His body is now clean with a short haircut that is deliberately in Haidar scissors to make Alin look fresh.

"Do you want your doctor to give you a sedative? so you can sleep, baby?"

"I don't want to sleep with a sedative. I just want to lie down Haidar."

"alright. Do you want to lie in my arms?"

Alin broke his body in Haidar's arms. Her tears never seem to stop crying.

"Cry as much as you, if tears can heal your wounded heart."

"I regret, fear and feel most stupid Haidar."

"The human life is a form of process that continues to make mistakes even though he knows it is wrong because his soul has been controlled by naf**sunya which covers his common sense and conscience. And everyone experiences it's not just you alone in this world baby.

But if the regret sentence you've said means your conscience has restored your logic to logical thinking." Said Haidar sage.

"Dear!"

"Yes baby!"

"Do you know how my daughter Ciky is doing?"

"He survived a death that almost took his life. He is back with his family. If you love our children, let them go, baby! You can still meet them.

A child will never forget his or her birth mother, now that they know you are their mother. Give them time to think.

Trust me, a mother's sincerity will bring them back to you. Forced love won't end beautifully."

Haidar then kissed Alin.

"I love you so much Alin!"

"Why do you still love me Haidar. I am an evil woman. I don't deserve a man like you."

"Never get caught up in your shallow thoughts by continuing to prejudge me. If it wasn't for love, I couldn't have gone so far looking for you just relying on my instinct that you're still alive somewhere.

I thought when I hadn't found you, that you would feel fear, pain, hunger and despair surviving alone without anyone else. I kept convincing myself to find you.

Loving you is not an easy thing to regain your trust in order to have you without needing how many mistakes you have made in your life, but how much love you have left for me."

Said Haidar sounding raucous.

"I love you too Haidar. Forgive me for staying away from you so you can forget me. I've punished myself and I don't realize that I'm tormenting you either."

alin said as he looked up at the face of the man who had stopped in his life.

Haidar clenched Alin's pale lips and suddenly Alin's body reacted with a fever. His body weakened, making Haidar look panicked.

"Doctor! Please check on him!"

"Miss Alin has a fever due to an infection in her leg. How long will this plane be arriving in Jakarta?" Ask Linda's doctor.

"About twenty minutes the plane arrives at Halim Perdanakusuma airport." Said Haidar anxiously.

"Can get the chopper ready or we'll lose it."

"What did you say doctor?"

"The wound has caused the body's immunity to decrease and the virus will spread to the liver through the bloodstream. He won't be saved."

Linda's doctor's words made Haidar very shocked.

"No doctor! I didn't find him to die."

Said Haidar while shaking his head quickly.

It feels like his world is collapsing knowing Alin is back.

The doctor looked at the faces of the two with a complicated look.

Between pity and professionalism he had to tell Haidar the truth he had been holding since

"His leg must be amputated if you want him to survive." Doctor Linda was honest as it is.

Duaarr...