SUWAMI KU STATE AGENT
CHAPTER 12 EGO

This morning the sun shines so bright that it is still at 9 am like it has been 12 noon very hot as his nature represents the feelings of Ellang and Eni today, at that time there happened to be free time until Ellang decided to go to the house to clarify the problem that was so and Ellang intended to explain the conditions that occurred even though not as clearly as true - right happened at this time but at least Eni can understand although still separate a lot of questions.

Around 10 am Ellang went to Eni's house hoping Eni could be explained with Ellang and Ellang could see Eni's children who were so close to Ellang, about 30 minutes Ellang arrived in front of Eni's house and it happened that Eni was on the terrace of her house while looking at the chili plants are very dense fruit.

"Assallamelized............."

Ellang said while putting his helmet on his sport bike..........

"Wa'allaikumusallam..........What are you here for?? are you still dissatisfied that you hurt me??"

Eni said in a slow but appreciable tone to make Ellang feel pain and tightness of his chest.......

"Not so dear.....meaning I came here to explain to you that it's not like you see it........."

Ellang said as he followed Eni sitting on the porch of his house.........

"Then what?? then until when did you lie to me with all this?? what kind of relationship is this that is only filled with lies??"

Eni said in a flat tone and looked forward with a blank look.........

"Yes, I came here to apologize, just as you were wrong I didn't tell you that I was here, but that's not what I mean, baby.........."

Ellang said trying to calm Eni who must be mad at Ellang at this time........

"What do you mean by all this?? you came here not her here to tell me but you were cool in a restaurant with another woman whose clothes were torn and lacking materials?? right then did you see me why didn't you reprimand me?? are you afraid of getting caught with your new boyfriend when you say hello to me?? pretending to also say someone else's name?? now it's clear that you can explain all that, right??"

Said Eni whose emotions began to peak considering all those events.......

"Please understand and understand about my job, baby........I'm doing all this for us and for the future of the children and you know what my job is and I've told you everything yourself you've seen on the spot what kind of work do I do??"

Ellang said trying to calm Eni who increasingly ignited her emotions.......

"Dear Mr. Ellang Maulana you knowingly said - the word was here there was no construction of apartments or moll or yanh buildings like in Jakarta here the village was I know work you are in the project of making an apartment then which one would you like to be clear what you are here for and one more time there is the construction of widening the road what now replace the provesi so your asphalt maker??"

Eni said in a slightly high tone to Ellang and Ellang began to brainwash how to explain to Eni so as not to get angry.........

"I'm sorry I was wrong and right now I'm working on a road widening project at the behest of the boss and the woman you saw at the restaurant was my boss's son........."

Ellang said while looking down on his head because he was holding back the turmoil of his heart that wanted to say honestly but all that was impossible........

"Waooooo.............what exactly is your job Mr Ellang Maulana?? widening project or is your love widening project that every woman can you get right?? you said it was your boss's son then what did he mean by the time in the pool he sat on your lap then kissed you and you just kept quiet without dodging?? what a shame to your attitude......."

Eni said while occasionally looking at Ellang who was only able to say sorry and did not give a clear explanation.......

"This is all my job risk and I beg you to understand the current situation and for sure I still love you and the children......"

Said Ellang who was starting to run out of words and his emotions started to ignite as well but Ellang held all those emotions.......

"We've been walking together for 3 years and surely it's not a short time, right?? during that time I persevere with all your strange attitude sometimes you give the news sometimes you are lost somewhere but when you give the news or chat I reply to her long you are angry - angry being didn't I chat you know what year you reply did I get angry with you?? no. I'll just shut up and pray one day you'll wake up and change.........."

Eni said in memory of all Ellang's treatment of her during the relationship.......

"I'm angry with you because I'm not like people who can chat and call you all the time so while I have time I really take advantage......."

Ellang said while holding tightness in his chest that his sense would explode.......

"Oh yes I forgot your super busy job to forget there are people waiting for you and worry about you all this time, try when you do in the pool it's me who does and when you ask me answer as you say to me think - think what you're doing to me Dear Mr Ellang Maulana?? don't let it be like that I've just been slow to chat you because there's an angry office business you can get up to a week........"

Eni said with a cynical smile to Ellang and his real Ellang and Eni alike - similarly restraining emotions.........

Ellang said that began to be more provoked by his emotions with the truth revealed by Eni and Ellang began to feel cornered by all the evidence that Eni said to him........

"Keakan......... Which kind do you mean we are here we are good - okay and not one less?? is the goodness of all your lies what you mean?? I don't understand what else is with you?? what kind of patience does it take to deal with your super weird attitude??"

Eni said as she began to shed her tears on her cheeks because it was so tight...........

"Someday you will know what I mean my words today and what I have been doing all this time for your good and safety and indeed in your eyes I am only a liar but someday you'll know why I lied and what my purpose is to lie to you........."

Ellang said as he rose from his seat because Ellang himself had become more tight in his chest and did not want Eni to know that Ellang was dripping with tears........

"Thank you I already know all about the events in the pool that I know and realize that you will never change and I also apologize if you have been a lot of trouble you later after I payday I'll return all your gifts........."

Eni said while wiping away her tears that had spilled on her cheeks........

"You don't have to give me back I'm sincerely giving it and I never ask for it you give back that I hope you're from you only you understand about me because you don't know who I really am it's been all this time........."

Ellang said with a sigh because his chest was tight.........

"How can I understand if what you gave me was a lie?? is this a lie I should understand?? until when do you lie are you not tired of living a lie?? it's enough, don't you add more wounds to my heart with all your defense from your lies and like there's nothing else you need to explain to me because of me it is very clear and understand what you mean to me, so now you go home already in the dhuhur prayer hours I want to pray........."

Eni said while still crying because of the pain of his heart.........

"Well I'll go home and remember that I still love you and the kids........."

Ellang said as his face flushed with emotion and felt pain in his chest.........

"Wa'allaikumusallam..........."

Eni said in a soft voice and held all her and tried to calm down even though her tears were increasingly pouring down her cheeks.........

When Ellang walked away Eni and rode her motorcycle and would wear her helmet arrived - arriving the two children Eni called Ellang while running to Ellang who was already on his motorbike.

"Dad..........dad........Where else are you going??don't go again daddy sister misses daddy......??"

Said Eni's big boy while holding the handlebars of Ellang's motorbike and Ellang smiled looking at the big boy while getting off his motorbike and stroking Eni's child's head.......

"Yes Father....do not go again dede want to play the same father want to bobok in accompanied father do not work continue father.....dede miss father too........."

Said Eni's little son while holding the shoulders of Ellang and Ellang was holding him while hugging and kissing the cheeks of Eni's little son..........

"Darling beautiful father - beautiful if father does not work then how do you buy toys and buy milk dear.......??"

Ellang said while kissing and hugging Eni's two children and at that time the more hurt Eni saw all that in front of her because she could not bear to see her children so close to Ellang and they knew Ellang was their real father...........

"Children enter immediately already want time to pray dhuhur........."

Eni said by trying hard to face all that despite her heartbreak......

"That's a quick step in and pray yes baby don't make your mama angry yes baby...dad left for work first love later dad would buy a toy for you guys.........."

Ellang said while kissing Eni's child's forehead alternately and Eni's children smiled and ran into the house while following Eni from behind........

It broke Ellang's heart and drove his sport bike very fast with the aim that the accident and his life ended in order to lose the pain in his chest.

Wahhhhh....maikin stiffened this story of the journey of Ellang and Eni, let's continue their journey of love and the lunge of Ellang in carrying out each mission - his mission.........

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