
Abi was still waiting for Ara who he said was getting ready. Today they have an appointment for a walk before tomorrow they have to execute their activities.
"Udah, yuk!" take Ara who just came out of her house.
Abi turned his head and saw his lover was ready with his casual appearance.
They don't have a goal at the moment, Ara says he just wants to ride a bike with Abi.
"Yuk. Did you say the same Mother?" asked Abi reminded.
"Udah." Abi nodded as he had gotten an answer from Ara.
They left Ara's courtyard. Actually Abi is not so happy to be traveling with Ara.
It feels empty and feels like you are leaving with a friend.
"Bi!" ara shouted from behind because Abi never answered her question.
"Hmm, why?" asked the man when he woke up from his daydream.
"It's youh, I'm thirsty. Stop by the Minimarket." Ara repeated what she said to Abi.
Abi nodded and immediately stopped his bike as he looked at the nearest Minimarket.
"Would you like it too?" ara asked as the girl got off her bike.
"Not really." Ara understood and immediately went inside. While Abi waited outside after he had given money to buy drinks to Ara.
Before long, Ara returned with a bottle of mineral water in her hand. Just the remaining half, it seemed like the girl had already drunk it earlier.
"Continue?" ask Abi.
Ara nodded. They continue their journey in an uncertain direction.
Along the way they just quietly enjoy the scenery and fresh air.
I don't think they are at the top right now. The cool atmosphere made Abi stop his motor.
"Stop it off first. I'm pegel," pinta Abi.
"Yes. I want pictures too." Ara unceasingly immortalized the scene before her while Abi took out his cigarette.
"Ih already said many times lessin his cigarette," protested Ara.
"Yes, this is also an effort. The proof today I just finished one stick doang," defended Abi.
Ara just sighed. It is difficult to change the habits of people if not the will of the person himself.
"Ra," asked Abi.
"Hmm" answered Ara.
"Why do you think guys like changing girls?" I don't know what demon possessed Abi until he asked such a question.
"If I think so, guys deketin girls just out of curiosity. If all the curiosity and all the questions they had were answered, yes they lived the girl. Out of curiosity, their relationship ran out, too" replied Ara.
He just said according to what he felt and caught from some of his former lovers all this time.
"You sure?" Abi asked back.
"What the hell is it?" Ara wondered why Abi suddenly asked like that.
"You don't wonder what exactly guys think you're changing girls for?" abi asked while looking at Ara fixedly.
For some reason, Ara felt that Abi was being serious at the moment. Rarely did Ara see Abi who was like this.
"What kind of guy's view?" Finally Ara asked.
"We as men certainly want a perfect companion. We're looking for a woman who can take care of herself, take care of her guy and so on. So, we as men must carefully choose a woman for a companion."
Abi explained what he had been feeling all along.
"If every guy wants the perfect girl, what's the perfect size for you?" Ara asked back.
"Relative. Everyone has their own perfect size."
"If you?"
Abi looked at Ara sat he got such a question.
"Now? Could it change?" ask Ara.
"Hmm, as we get older, our thoughts about something also inevitably change. And that doesn't rule out the possibility of a fox being the perfect size in my eyes."
Without Abi realizing, the answer he gave was enough to scare Ara.
Fear of loss, fear of failure and fear of abandonment, again.
They kept quiet before Abi asked again.
"Ra, you must have heard bad news about me, right from someone else?" ask Abi.
Ara nodded. Almost every day he heard something that did not put on his heart about Abi.
"How do you think?" tanyakanya.
"Quiet down. I wouldn't believe it just because of what I heard. I'm not that easy. Unless someday I really see you doing that."
Abi's body stiffened. He admits that he's not in love with Ara yet. He just feels comfortable.
But, imagining Ara would abandon her, made Abi quite frightened. He didn't want Ara to leave his life.
"I'm sure I won't hurt you" Abi said.
"If I hurt you, just as rich I hurt my own mother" said Abi who got a nod from Ara.
"I hope what you said just now you can hold. The guy that can be held is just his talk," said Ara.
Abi threw away a cigarette that he no longer wanted to breathe. His hand turned to hold the hand of Ara who was next to him.
"I'm sorry if I hurt you before" Abi said.
Ara nodded. He had forgotten what Abi did and he hoped that man would never repeat it again.
"Well, do you want to go ahead?" abi asked to end their deep enough conversation.
"Yuk!!" They continue their journey. This time Abi's heart felt more comfortable than before.
"Here, hug. I'm cold." Abi pulled Ara's hand to circle around her stomach. Ara did not protest. The girl also kept her chin on Abi's shoulder.
Leaning on the man's shoulder was the most comfortable at the moment.
"If you sleep," said Abi who asserted by Ara.
Maybe she's asleep. The beautiful scenery on his left and right side is a pity if he misses.
It was about an hour and a half they traveled and Abi's hands tingled because they pulled the gas.
"R. Lunch first yuk," take Abi. Coincidentally his stomach has been sounding since earlier asking for intake.
"Where do you want to eat?" ask Ara.
"Let me find a stall. Later if I stop," replied Abi.
Ara only followed what the man said because her stomach was also rumbling.
Before long, they found a small stall that was quite comfortable.
Abi stopped the bike and they immediately went down.
"Excuse me ma'am" said Abi as he entered the stall.
"Eh Mas's. What do you want to order?" ask the shop mother.
"I want some boiled noodles" replied Abi.
"You?" This time the man turned his eyes to ask Ara.
"Just like that." Abi bothers.
"Two yes, Mom."
"Ready, Mas."
"Where are you going?" ask the shop mother while preparing the food they ordered.
"Do not know Mom. Go for a walk, "Abi replied with a chuckle.