Sweet Promise of Student President
Abi POV

I am Abiseka Bagaskara, Chair of the Student Executive Board at a top University in the city. My position as chairman is about nine months away.

During this time, there have been many things that make me realize that the world is not just centered on him. I still have to explore the others.

A few months ago, at the beginning of my term, I met an interesting girl. When everyone was watching me because I said I was charismatic, the girl was indifferent and cold.

“The name is Arabella Chalinda. Beautiful name.” I knew his name when he knew himself during the interview.

Actually at that time my position already had a boyfriend and you know? I'm not at all as happy as my boyfriend. To be honest, my heart is still in my ex. Name's Alda. He was my first girlfriend and probably my longest.

Back to Ara, my interest in him makes me want to stay close to him. At first I was just wondering what made him that cold.

That's why I took him. The street together, playing together even I often also play to his house.

My curiosity makes me unconsciously give more attention to him even special attention that I do not love my other members.

Early we start close, there is a friend of him who is also a member of me who said nothing about me. Name's Rachel. I think he's too involved in people's business.

He said nothing about me with Ara. But Ara couldn't believe it. “She said, she won't believe the same what she heard before she can see for herself.” From there I feel relieved and more confident that Ara believes in me more.

Until we get closer, there was a camping event and I promised to make it come. But at the same time, my girlfriend Nabila is sick and she needs me.

“I want to be won by you,” he said when I just want to go to the camp event. By force, I finally got permission and did not come to the event on the grounds there was a family event.

Since then, because the message from Ara I did not reply and I also forgot to tell him, he was angry at last. At that time the situation had improved and Ara did not mind me who was missing not giving news.

Not long after that, I did the same for the same reason. At that moment, Ara was really angry. He even cried when I came to his house. He said that my attention was the same he was unnatural if I just thought he was just a friend.

Because I did not want to continue with the fight, I finally invited him to be. “Gue is not wrong, right? He who wants and I try to make ngabulin his desire.”

My feelings at the time? I felt comfortable with Ara. But not Love. Until it's finally comfortable it's turning into a baby, maybe.

I realized that when Ara bullied Dion in the canteen. That jealousy burned my heart and that's where I started to beat Dion up.

More and more, it feels like I'm starting to love him. But on the other hand I also can not stay in Nabila because I also love him.

But in my mind, as long as we have not been bound by marriage, everything is fine while passing the selection process of choosing a good and appropriate wife.

No one thought the same to me even now. During that time my relationship with Ara was fine until Stefani came and said that I had to break up with Nabila.

It was a bit of a shock from where he knew about Nabila before Stefani finally explained if she saw us at a restaurant. Maybe it was for a birthday party. I agree to break up with Nabila, but I am not kabulin with the assumption Stefani also will not know if I really break up or not.

There was a pause from that moment until Stefani met again and discussed the same thing. I think he would have been rich before. But it turns out...

Richly he said it was all the same Ara until the three of them including Nabila trap me when they met.

Because of that incident, I was cut off by Nabila on the spot. I relaxed at that moment. “Or maybe I don't love him?” That was the question I had in mind at the time.

Instead of asking Nabila to not leave me. I went to college and tomorrow I apologize to Ara.

I even asked him not to break up with me. I don't know, but it feels like if breaking up with Ara now, I can't. And luckily he's sorry for me and still gives me a chance to turn him back on.

Now, my status is the same he is still the same. Courting. But maybe my friend Shaka is just as Rangga kanya do not like if I turn with Ara.

They say, I should be ashamed of the same Ara who sorry I even gave me a second chance. But which side should I be ashamed of? Ara also accepted me back and I promise I won't cheat again.

For now at least that way. But I don't know in the future because God is all-pervading the hearts of men. Either I will continue to survive with Ara or maybe God destiny me with another.

Moreover, I cannot lie if asked to choose between Ara and Alda, I choose Alda. People who are lazy to adapt rich I certainly prefer the past that comes again with a better version.

If only I had been stronger to deal with the rigors of his parents and want to recite what they ask, maybe now I am still the same Alda.

Just this time I dared to talk about him because every time I remember him, I always want to fight him, but baby, he's not here. That's also one of the reasons that makes me dare to date Ara.

May God love Ara and do not see me again with Alda because if that happens, I will definitely stay Ara for Alda.

Or, hopefully God can change my feelings for Ara to be bigger until I have no chance to run away from her at all.