Tasbih Love Fatimah

Tasbih Love Fatimah
Farewell Speech


"Fatimah!" the crisp sound of some of Fatimah's roommates who looked overjoyed when Fatimah had just arrived outside the room.


"How's your mother doing? is he healed?" ask a girl who had just walked closer to Fatimah.


"Alhamdulillah my mother has been much better," replied Fatimah with tears that began to beg the river demanding out of the eye-pleaser.


"Alhamdulillah, does that mean Fatimah has returned to pesantren?" ask the other santri who had been at the end of the room.


"I have come to say goodbye to you" said Fatimah, bowing her head with tears streaming down her cheeks.


"Welcome how do you mean Ma'am?" sahut Sasa who since the first time Fatimah entered the pesantren has been close to him.


"I am in a match and will get married soon, which is why I am here and want to say goodbye to you and others" Fatimah explained, hearing the explanation of Fatimah made almost everyone who was there surprised, those who year Fatimah came home to visit the Mother even now back to the boarding school not to study again, but to study again, Fatimah came to say goodbye and took all her belongings, just like what most santri did that ended the santri.


"Mr Fatimah wasn't kidding, was she?" asked Sasa who felt disbelief in what he had heard.


"Of course not, I wouldn't joke when it comes to matters as serious as this Sasa," Fatimah who understood if Sasa was surprised and refused to believe what I had explained made Fatimah's heart feel heavy to go.


Without the word Sasa immediately stood up and ran to embrace the body of Fatimah who is now still standing in the doorway, it feels so hard to believe, all happened so quickly as if to remind Sasa in the difficult times of the past, where the two often hug in order to withstand the longing for the house and its contents, both of them often vent their longing and not feeling at home in the pesantren with a cry that is often heard when both of them have just entered and become santri in the pesantren, until the two are accustomed to passing through every thing that always gives lessons to them, the general science, religious science and manners taught are often discussed, he said, in fact, not infrequently debated by the two, even so Fatimah and Sasa never really quarrel, they always get along again when the fierce debate ends.


"I'd be lonely if you really went and got married first, you should have waited for me to get married, after that you could have married with me," whinek Sasa who is still at home in the arms of Fatimah.


"Sasa, I'm also hard to go, but all this has become a destiny that we can not avoid, however I must still go, now or later the same Sa," said Fatimah.


Fatimah and Sasa often spend time together, eat in the cafeteria together, sleep side by side, even sometimes both of them take a shower in the same room when school time is mepet queue is still long like a train track.


"You are right Fatimah, sooner or later we will also be separated, because there is nothing eternal or eternal in this world," sahut Sasa with his head lowered felt the sadness he felt because of everything that had happened.


"Ahhh, still, it feels like I want to cry, huaaa ..." continued Sasa who is not foam to cover the sadness, his heart feels like a big rock.


"Not crying! I don't have balloons or candy to cheer you up" said Zia, who has been silent since just watching the farewell drama aired live.


"Neng Zia could have, but Neng Zia was not saddened to hear that Fatimah was leaving?" tanya Sasa, during this time in addition to Sasa, Fatimah also often spent her free time together with Neng Zia.


"Absolutely, I also feel sad, but I try to recapitulate all that is my destiny, if Fatimah really has to go now and find her soul mate I can what Sa? don't cry!" clearly Zia who slightly opened Sasa's heart so as not to cry anymore.


"I'm here to apologize profusely for any wrongdoing I did, whether intentionally or intentionally, small or large, I'm sorry," said Fatimah who felt that if it was time for her to leave, Fatimah could not let the mother wait for him too long.


"We all forgive you, we also apologize Fat, if there is a wrong deed or word, may you be happy with your marriage later," say someone who is usually a spokesperson for his friends in the room.


"Amin" said Fatima, Sasa and Zia almost simultaneously.


Fatimah began packing all her belongings. Put one by one clothes and other equipment.


"Before leaving I have a memento for you" said Fatimah.


"Well, thank you Fatimah, hopefully you will be added more and happier later," said one of Fatimah's friends.


"Amin" said Fatimah who then took two small boxes that had been wrapped neatly and gave them to Zia and Sasa.


"This is for Neng Zia and this is for you, Sa" said Fatimah, giving her the box she had taken.


"Thank you Fatimah, I will prepare something for you later" said Zia after receiving a neatly wrapped box with flower-patterned gift paper.


"Already Neng! no need to prepare anything for me, just do 'will my life after this, so that I can live a new life full of happiness," said Fatimah.


"There is no need to ask that I will surely pray for you Fatimah" Zia said with a smile on her face.


"Thank you Neng, I will definitely inflict you guys" Fatimah said.


"You should come here again after you get married!" this time Sasa's voice sounded.


"I would definitely come here if I had the chance" Fatimah promised.


After feeling enough to say goodbye, Fatimah now walked back out the gate to meet the Mother to go home with her immediately, given the condition of the mother who is still sick makes Fatimah cut out time to say goodbye with all her friends, for her now the most important thing is the Mother.


"Mother," called Fatimah just after seeing her sitting in the seat of the car seat with the door open, a pale face without passion was also clearly visible on the mother's face, it indicates that if the Mother is not okay, the Mother is still sick and Fatimah Hatus immediately went home to give time for the Mother to rest.


"Well, how come you're back, son?" ask Halimah's mother.


Unlike Fatimah who wants to quickly return because thinking about the condition of the Mother, it is different from Fatimah who is in a hurry to return because she feels if the Mother must go home immediately to rest.


"It's over, ma'am, so I'm straight here" replied Fatimah.


"Fat, is your mother still sick?" zia whispered right next to Fatimah's ear.


"Yes, Neng, Mother has not fully recovered," replied Fatimah with a facial expression filled with sadness.


"Patience to Fatimah" said Neng Zia as she rubbed her shoulders as a sign that she was encouraging Fatimah.


"Thank you, Neng," said Fatimah, forcing herself to smile to look fine.


"I'll excuse you to go home then." Pamit Fatimah felt it was time to leave.


"Alright, careful!" Zia could not hold Fatimah any longer even though she actually wanted to, let the time that would bring together her beloved and the best friend that Zia ever had.


The hand-waving that accompanied the separation of the two, Fatimah and Zia would now be completely separated and whether they would meet again, only time could tell.