Tasbih Love Fatimah
Ask About Farah

"Mas, who's Farah?"fatimah asked shortly after Satya finished a portion of the food on the table.

"Why are you asking about Farah?"sahut Satya who does not directly explain or answer who Farah really is.

"He's just my past," Satya answered briefly densely and clearly, Satya seemed reluctant to tell Farah about him, because she thought Farah was not an important person anymore for her.

"If he is your past, why is the apartment password and PIN number on the ATM card you gave him still using his date of birth? " Fatimah who was not satisfied with the answer given Satya again asked, hoping Satya would explain what she had just asked.

"I forgot not to replace it, after all I was too busy to take care of such trivial things," replied Satya lightly, a piece of cotton.

"I just found out if Mas Satya is busy," said Fatimah who looks less like the answer given by Satya.

Without saying much or answering the words of Fatimah Satya who felt Fatimah would not believe his words chose to give evidence.

" come with me!" Said Satya who immediately grabbed Fatimah's hand and led Fatimah to walk towards the apartment door.

Satya immediately changed the apartment code with the date of the wedding, the two then took off their handrails and sauntered away leaving Fatimah who was still standing staring blankly at the door where Satya changed the code.

Satya who looks reluctant to discuss Farah chose to rest in the room and play games ignoring the existence of Fatimah.

When he did marry Fatma out of spite but he had a bad experience with a Faithful affair he had promised himself that he would never cheat Whatever happened because he used to seeing her father cheating on her with other people and Satya feeling the pain of betrayal, she also saw how devastated a woman's life was being cheated on by her partner.

Although Satya still does not know where to take her to this marriage she still will never have you cheating on her from Fatimah because of a promise to keep a promise, no matter what the circumstances when she will keep it.

If Satya is enjoying a game on her smartphone, it is different from Fatimah who is now cleaning the dining table with various prejudices that begin to infiltrate her heart and mind, there are so many questions that Satya has not been able to explain or answer, that is why Fatimah can only keep and continue to wonder in her heart without being able to express in words, because he thought it was useless to say everything to Satya because in the end Satya would never answer or give an explanation for the question that Satya had just said.

'Czech'

After cleaning the kitchen and the former dining table Fatimah walked into the room to rest.

" What is Satya doing? " asked Fatimah shortly after she entered the room and saw her husband sitting cross-legged with a serious look on his phone.

"It's none of your business, " replied Satya who immediately stood up and walked out of the room to another room.

Fatimah could only give in to the breath of trying to increase the patience she had, seeing the attitude when she was more and more determined and self-absorbed to give her own pain in the heart of Fatimah, a marriage full of beauty and love is now just a wishful thinking, destiny is playing Fatimah who from the beginning trying to be a good girl in order to get a good man also feels futile because fate brings him to a man who is very difficult to understand, his attitude is sometimes good and often also behaves badly Indifferent to Fatimah.

Shaking the phone next to Fatimah made him aware of a long daydream that never ended, a much different reality in hopes of making Fatimah want to give up but when she regained her senses and remembered her mother that was when her sense of patience and strength returned, Fatimah remained silent and was patient just because of the Mother, she did not want the Mother to know the situation and Fatimah also did not want to be a burden on the mind of the mother who is now not okay.

"Mother," Fatimah said as she looked at the name on her errant and vibrating phone next to her.

With a quick movement Fatimah immediately changed her facial expression, she did not want the mother to know the sadness or turmoil that was sweeping her heart.

"Mother, what's wrong?" Fatimah asked with a smile that she showed hope that the mother was not suspicious and considered herself happy was also fine in the apartment at this time.

"Does a mother need a reason to contact her daughter?" the mother who smiled saw Fatimah's smile.

" no Mom, I'm glad you called" Fatimah said without removing the smile on her face, all because she was currently making a video call.

" Where is Satya going? Has he not come home yet? or is he somewhere else? "Ask the mother when she saw her beloved daughter was sitting alone on a spring bed that looked very comfortable.

"Mas Satya is in the bathroom, Mom," replied Fatimah, she was smart to lie to her mother.

"Where do you think she's going, have you eaten, son?" Halimah's mother asked again.

"Already Ma'am, even Fatimah spent two portions of food today," replied Fatimah.

Halimah's mother smiled happy to hear the reply of Fatimah who had spent two servings of food tonight, if Fatimah survived it then it means Fatimah is feeling happy and happy to be in Satya's apartment.

"Is it still a long time in the bathroom?" Halimah's mother asked again, for some reason in her heart tucked into a restlessness she wanted to make sure that Fatimah and Satya were okay, and Fatimah was not lying to her.

" wait a minute, Mom! Let Fatimah call Mas Satya first. " Fatimah deliberately paused an ongoing video call, all that was done Fatimah so that the Mother did not see if Fatimah did not go to the bathroom but to another room occupied by Satya at this time, Fatimah did not want her to know that Satya always avoided her and chose to sleep somewhere else instead of sleeping next to her.

With a quick step Fatimah walked to Satya's room to let her know if she was on the phone.

Tok ... tok ....

"Mas Satya!" call Fatimah.

"Mas!" Fatimah called back when Satya did not answer her call, actually Fatimah felt a little afraid, she was afraid to disturb Satya, but the mother was much more important than the fear she was feeling.