
Gista must be crazy. No, Dad said, he was crazy.
But crazy is crazy, it is. It's up to how people see it.
Because as soon as he hugged Endra who was drenched in sweat, Gista did not even care about nausea or want to vomit. Gista doesn't care about his kiss making things too rubbish to tolerate, because all he cares about is one.
The only thing he cared about was that his heart stopped fidgeting.
He's just medicine for Gista.
Just her.
Just Endra.
It was only him who made Gista stop feeling the world was suppressing him.
"I miss you."
Gista wants him to know.
He really wants to know even if later he is sorry, embarrassed, or even mocked.
Endra should know and should always know. He must, must, must know very well that he is everything to Gista.
"Don't go far. I can't. I miss you."
Despite saying so, Gista was even surprised to feel his embrace reciprocated.
Endra suddenly hugged her much tighter, much more clingy. His heart was clearly felt in Gista's ears. Endra's breath sounded heavy.
Not knowing why, Gista felt that Endra was embracing her with a much greater feeling. But that makes it a lot calmer.
"Teeth must be responsible" muttered Endra. "It has to be a responsibility."
Responsibility? What responsibility does he mean?
"Seeh think it could be that easy to say kangen?"
Endra strengthened his embrace until Gista became short of breath. But Endra seemed unconscious, still hugging Gista very tightly.
"From now on don't miss. I wouldn't want to. Just watch out for it. I got into jail. I locked it in my room so I wouldn't go anywhere. Just watch. If I need to iket let Teteh not go-go."
Eh?
Endra put his lips on the top of Gista's head, kissing her very clearly.
"I love you the same Teteh. It's a pity."
Gista. Cengo.
So what he said yesterday was serious? About him liking Gista?
But .., but they just met. Gista may be cheap but he's—
"Tea, would you marry me?"
Gista's throat is like a stone.
The girl coughed patting her chest, instantly crouching down after being free from Endra's embrace.
Gista's face seemed to be being heated by steam. Not ready for that kind of question.
Why did he even say such an embarrassing thing all of a sudden?! After all they just met and he even wants to get married?!
"Om, I'm asking for tetehnya no pa-pa, right?"
Any omnya?! Why didn't he say there was an omnya?!!!!!!
The more the cyst coughed, the more it could not get up from the crouching position. The shame should not be asked. Moreover, Gista's sanity slowly gathered.
Why was Gista not paying attention to the surroundings, anyway! Wait, come to think of it, this is his tant house. Meaning Endra is also—
"Tea, marriage, yeah?"
Gista fell to his knees from his squatting position. He felt like he wanted to be buried right now.
"Tea? Tet's sick?"
"You are sick!" Gista denied his annoyance, but accepted Endra's helping hand to stand up. "What part of ngaco are you? I just said—"
"Aren't you?"
Gista gritted his teeth, unable to say no because he actually wanted to.
Cheap, right? Yasudah, cheap.
But now Gista feels invited to plunge into the abyss he wants to come from with Endra. Wherever Endra's from.
"Take care."
Unlike the usual calm, Endra clenched his hands in the air while whispering, "Yes!"
Although then the moment was broken with deheman from the omnya Endra.
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