Tetu Keseh Keseangan Aa Doctor
67. Let's Go Home

Gista clenched his hands on the wall, looking down as his tears fell down the floor.

He heard the conversation down there. He heard because Endra's voice was rather loud and the walls of the house made him echo everywhere.

One Gista's body even hurts to hear Endra's words.

Whatisthis? Don't tell me that Gista is dreaming? Is it a real person like him, loudly defending someone who is actually foreign and he says as if he really understands the contents of Gista's heart?

It's very painful.

It's very stifling.

Gista could barely stand it.

It feels like he wants to die.

No one understands.

No one can really understand.

Actually where did Gista have to go in order for someone to understand him?

Those were all things that had been spinning around in Gista's head all along and Endra mentioned them.

As if he said he understood.

Is a person like him real? That guy wasn't Gista's delusion?

"I can't say anything." Ashar who was suddenly leaning nearby, muttered to Gista. "Technically he's my rival but I admit he's better."

Gista closed his eyes hoping the crying would stop. But when it was closed, Gista's tears flowed.

"He's so good" whispered Gista. "She's so nice that I'm afraid I don't pantes for her."

"...."

"I thought I'd meet him to realize he's my soul mate .. or just make myself aware that I'm too ugly for people like him."

Ashar pondered, looking at the ceiling of this residence.

Far Ashar came here to pursue Gista. To be honest, at the beginning Ashar also felt that Gista was just looking for attention.

Because if you think using logic, one doctor does not know what he is sick?

But that guy is different. He saw it from a completely different side. It was also a logic, but it was not a logic used by Ashar or anyone else.

He's good in a scary way.

"Pantes wouldn't want me to be with him?" Gista looked over with a face filled with tears. "Pantes, aren't I here?"

Gista seems to have forgotten that Ashar is her former lover who hopes that their relationship returns.

But after hearing Endra, Ashar couldn't even say something that would make Gista leave Endra.

It feels like Ashar can't even do evil to Endra.

"What if we go to the hospital?" he said, even though it was not the answer to Gista's question just now. "We go to the doctor again for mastiin. You haven't been X-rayed either."

Gista pressed his forehead against the wall upon hearing the words doctor and hospital.

Gista was scared. He really swore to himself that it was the last time he wanted to see a doctor's face, whatever that doctor was.

But now that Gista thought about it, it became very selfish. Does Gista have to keep troubling Endra when he doesn't really know it?

At the very least, the hospital has more adequate tools for the Gista to be examined.

"Aren't you going?"

Gista.

"You" he answered, barely audible. "Come to the doctor."

If going to the doctor makes Gista can stop bothering Endra, then he will go to the doctor whatever it is.

Now, Gista is fine. He will not commit suicide as Endra feared.

Maybe Gista would have done it yesterday, if he was desperate and everyone forced him to go to the doctor instead. But now Gista understood that Endra understood him. Endra wanted to understand the wound in Gista's heart.

That'sthat's enough.

Gista just wants someone to understand. It is not necessary that everyone from Endra understands it.

"You're not pa-pa, are you?" Gista looked at Ashar once more. "Let's go home. Tomorrow."

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