
Endra was gloomy to hear Gista's words. Because inevitably, Endra also felt stifled.
So late at night Endra stayed up and opened a research journal that he had, even to buy some expensive E-books that can only be accessed by specialists plus English, which is only available, but clues to Gista's disease haven't been found yet.
Finding a speck of trouble in neuroscience that is so vast does it feel like looking for a grain of sand in a sack of rice.
But Endra didn't want to show Gista any despair. So soon Endra said, "Teeth need healing."
Gista. "I mean tuh—"
"That's something that needs healing." Endra flicked Gista's lips slowly. "Just from now on I'm angry if Teteh says that again."
"But—"
"I've been clear many times with Teteh, whose name is the nervous system is horrified what we say, what we think. If Teteh said he could not heal continuously, his nerves Teteh even continue like that."
"I—"
"Do I want to flick again? That's hard, will you?"
Gista's grief was forced to turn to resentment. In the end he threw his face away, but Endra chuckled softly.
Juli watched them understand why A Zaka was nagging her about Endra's behavior.
It sucks to see people dating, unless you're the same boyfriend as well. Damn Juli's boyfriend cruise boy. So let alone hold in arms, a dysentile like Endra scolding Gista alone can not.
Patience, Jul, patience. Juli rubbed her chest, calming down.
Mr. Ustad said, to the shaman it's a sin. Do not go to the shaman to make sins just for nyantet Gasen.
"But I don't love it either, Gis." Juli spoke again. "You look so good, you know. I don't mean anything, Dad. But if you look at it, you are not sick at all. Just, yeah skinny eating less."
"That means that you're fine now." Endra smiled sweetly at Gista. "My beloved is healing. Yes, Tea? Isn't that right, Teteh?"
"That I am a child!" Gista punches Endra's arm, which invites him to talk like he's talking to a baby.
But secretly, Gista was pensive as well.
Yes also.
Gistas do not eat every day except oranges and occasionally bread, if it is very necessary to force. Even Gista still often wants to vomit because the cuisine of July smelled throughout the house.
Surprisingly, Gista did not feel very sad.
And all that ....
"Hm? Tetu why look at me? Really good-looking, Tea?"
"Didn't you, Sen!" Juli almost threw her sandal at Endra.
But Gista laughed, admitting that Endra was handsome and sweet.
Also, more importantly, he's the reason why all of Gista's burden is getting lighter.
The problem is not lifted, the disease remains, he still cannot eat, and there is no certain change in the development of Gista—but now Gista smiles, feels warm, comfortable, and very grateful.
All because of this guy.
Gista tightened his grip on Endra's hand, trying to hold back the burst of feeling.
Dear.
Gista loves him.
It's amazing, honey.
Very very dear.
Gista willing everything to be taken from God to leave Endra for him. Gista even felt like he no longer cared.
"Steak? Tired tether?" Endra's steps stopped, not realizing that now Gista's heart was pounding so hard. "Jul, stop first."
Since Endra's hand was holding Gista's hand, he could instantly notice the changes in her body.
Gista's pulse increased, his breathing looked difficult.
Without knowing the cause of all that was Gista's own feelings, Endra hurriedly told Juli to peel the orange. Asking Gista to drink because he thought his body was exhausted.
But Gista let him misunderstand. Choosing silence, grasping Endra's hand tightly.
"It's okay. Tetuh seems tired so add sugar first from the fruit. Hm? No pa-pa, right?"
Even though he was actually treating Gista like a baby, Gista nodded, not bothering about it.
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