Tetu Keseh Keseangan Aa Doctor
87. Not Wanting to Get Mentally Ill

Gista's smile disappeared instantly.

"Eh?" It was the only thing that came out of his mouth in surprise.

Mean what? Why did Endra suddenly discuss the hospital?

Wait, don't tell me he's not strong enough to be patient with Gista's complaints?

But come to think of it, why should Endra be patient? You just can't be patient until you say that Gista went crazy. Especially Endra who incidentally is a stranger.

He should not have to be patient.

But ... but if Endra also can not be patient then ....

"Steak." Endra hurriedly pulled Gista from the abyss of despair that nearly swallowed him in a split second.

Endra's index and ring fingers gently press against Gista's jugularis, a pulse point on her neck that tells the girl's pulse rate to increase.

"I explained why first. Quiet, yeah." Endra carefully stroked Gista's hand, so that she did not feel stressed. "I mean, we're going to the hospital check. I'm anther to the hospital, make X-rays."

Gista felt calm because Endra rubbed his hands dearly, but his words still made Gista uneasy.

"You said it was here." Gista muttered nervously. "You're the one who refused to let me go home yesterday. How now?"

For God's sake, Gista was afraid of losing just a little Endra was fed up with her.

Don'tdon't.

Please don't.

Maybe Gista will look very lousy, become a pest and parasite in Endra's life but please don't.

Don't let him get fed up with Gista.

After everything he did, please don't get tired. Even if Gista is exhausting.

"If you're angry I threw up yesterday, I won't do it again."

Gista hurriedly begged and no matter what he was now looked pitiful.

"Shhh." Endra closed Gista's mouth and immediately hugged her again. "Seek why panic gini? I was cheating on you."

Gista couldn't laugh. In fact, he hugged Endra strongly, no matter that his strength was weak.

"I don't mean angry. I don't mess around with Teteh." Endra whispered softly so that Gista would stop feeling scared. "I took A Zaka to the hospital. We'll see the doctor together."

"...."

"I said yesterday that it doesn't work, but it's already outside my dependents. If anything, I will cry on a date. When I let Teteh why? So let's go to the hospital."

Gista shook his head strongly. "No way," he refused, almost whining instead. "I just want you. Don't want to."

"Yes, my dear Teteh. There's Endra nemenin Teteh. The Endra is not living if it is not the same Teteh mah. Impossible."

Endra persuaded him smooth and patient. "Yeah, Tea? To the hospital, huh?"

Gista kept shaking. Keep sinking her face on Endra's shoulder while continuing to resist.

Not want.

Who wants to let go of a comfortable hug to go to hell?

Not want.

"Not to heal" said Gista without thinking, for he had seen something much more important to him. "Not to heal without pa-pa. You're not pa-pa."

If Endra is in trouble, from now on Gista swears he will not complain.

He will live with his kiss like this, his tongue like this, can't eat rice anymore, can't eat fish anymore, can't eat vegetables anymore, can't eat good food anymore—asal there's Endra.

Physical pain has no weight compared to mental pain.

Gista does not want to be mentally ill so let the physical pain.

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