That Bastard Is My Destiny
Nothing's Changed

PoV Cleire

Life is a journey, with problems to solve, lessons to understand, and experiences to enjoy. Not always the things we live will run smoothly. There are times when you find thorns that hinder you.

But that's no reason to stop walking. This is my story. My simple story. Almost all the bitterness of life I have felt, giving a valuable but slightly misleading lesson.

For example, I misinterpreted love as a disaster. Rejected Chris many times for fear of feeling the bad things I had seen with my eyes. My father cheated on me to have a child with his affair. For years, my mother and father have been together in the name of love.

The lesson I took? Do not believe in love like anything! I ended up getting lost in my own thoughts. Basically, no human is perfect. We are born with advantages and disadvantages.

Then I met Chris. The man I never imagined I would have right now. I who was traumatized by the relationship was actually met with br*ngsek nan baj*ngan? Well ... Again no one can guess the flow of life.

I don't know what kind of fate I'm living, even the seed of that man has grown in my womb. I didn't reject it, I just followed the storyline God made.

Today he introduced me as his life. He looked at me warmly as he said it in front of the media. I can't believe I can still see him after I think he's gone for good. Maybe this is a lesson for me too. Appreciate someone while they are still with you.

I feel guilty for rarely saying 'I love you', unlike her who says it almost all the time. Maybe that's also one of the reasons I lost so much.

Our love is unique. Relationships that are far from romantic can last so far. Because what needs to be resolved in a fight is the problem is not the relationship.

Every couple has their own way of making a relationship. Don't just look at it from the outside, but see how the two struggle. Some people may see a relationship as fun, but we don't know what they're sacrificing and fighting for.

"He's moving on, Bebe. Doesn't it hurt?" How can you be quiet if you keep pestering my stomach!

After the press conference we went straight to the penthouse. After cleaning up Chris was already clinging to me. Sitting on the couch with Chris lying on my lap. His hands were coiled around his waist and his head was facing my stomach.

"Then stop bothering him. You're heavy!" I jolted my legs slightly until his head sagged a little. Instead of moving, Chris hugged me.

See? It is a stone head.

"I want to let go of the miss with baby, Cleire. You don't be cruel to separate us." It's only natural that I talk to him always using veins, right?

"When I sleep only you. In the dream I saw you standing by the sea holding a flower. You cried there," said Chris, leaving me stunned.

"You know, honey. My heart hurts so much. I wanted to hug you to stop crying, but I couldn't. Obviously you're in front of me, but my hand can't even touch you. I hated myself then," he continued. I don't think my eyes are wet. Is this a coincidence? We're really connected?

Chris came out of my shirt when my tears hit his naked shoulder. "You crying?" Still stupid! Did you see my tears?!

"Now I believe you love me" I said. Tears are no more.

He clucked, "So you haven't trusted me all this time? Ck! Maybe I should die first you believe."

I laughed hearing that. Muah muah, the lightning kiss I gave on that handsome face. "This is how I trusted you. You don't get greedy." Flank his cheeks with both hands. His face became funny from being pinched.

"Bebee .. I miss you. Can't you?" Wajanya. Looking for a chance! My smile was gone then and there. Don't because my mood is good you're looking for a chance at narrowness.

Many times this man wanted to touch me back, but I didn't give it to him. Let's just say that old incident was an accident of my carelessness.

"Bebee .. He's here anyway. I'm afraid he misses me" she said. Hmh!

"Look at your chest getting bigger. I want to feel it–" No no no! The touch on his lips I gave before Chris finished his words.

"Essum! Your mind is still not clean after drowning, huh!"

Nothing has changed. We are still a unique couple who love to fight.

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