
Seeing Satrio's behavior made me feel bad for my mother and I wanted to express the separation of the house with my mother.
I don't want my mom to see my new home for this corn 'cause I feel sorry for my mom too if we move out of this house .
I approached my husband who was playing mobile and I sat next to him .
"Mas .what better we move from here , I'm not happy to see mom working in the rice field while you work ya play hp only ".
"Neighbors are here to ask, why mas never help mom in the rice fields and they also always say that mas do not want to hang out with the neighbors ".
"I as a wife you don't feel good to hear everyone talking about you ?".
I saw Satrio turn to look at me and put his phone down . I was already afraid of his flat face .
"Ok I agree, if we move from here . We'll stay in my house that my late grandmother gave me ". Sahut mas Satrio's.
"I thought mas would take me to his mother's house ?". I asked carefully afraid Satrio was offended .
"No, I also know my mother doesn't like you ". Reply to Satrio while looking at me .
"When do we move, let me talk to my mother and what about Anela mas ?".
"Are you going to invite Anela to live with us or with my mother ?".
"As for you anyway, Anela is your child !".
I was silent to hear Satrio talk like that, I also know that Anela is my son even though Satrio did not say anything .
Back when I said Anela my son mas Satrio also said Anela is also my son Mel, especially if we are married .But I don't know where the sweet words and promises he used to say to me .
slowly I came out of my room with teary eyes . I did not expect by his gentle nature mas Satrio, attention now looks his original nature of the grumpy and stupid with the state of the house including my son .
I walk to the back and I open the back door . I sat on a chair made of wood .The chair that my late husband Andi made .
when I sit here I always remember my late husband who was so kind and indeed kind to my parents .
Although our economic situation is difficult but mas Andi never complained with fate that has been predestined, he was a husband who became a role model family .
Once upon a time, I saw my late husband crying at night when he prayed tahajud and I pura - pura sleep so that mas Andi did not know that I was awake .
She cried for forgiveness because she felt she was no longer old and left me the same Anela to the creator .
I had no premonition whatsoever when Andi's mas was about to die and I thought it was a frequent prayer and always Andi said to the creator .
Now I feel very different treatment between mas Andi and mas Satrio even though at the beginning the same - equally good and also attention to me .
There is no point now if I complain with my soul mate that God has destined me to .
Maybe when I was married with Andi, I was less grateful that God was testing me now.
"Allah forgive all the sins and faults of my late husband, Andi, and place him among the believers of Aamiin ". Sayap .
"Mah ..Why are you crying ". Said Anela suddenly .
I didn't realize Anela's presence and my reflexes wiped my tears away .
"Don't love, mom's just a flicker".
"I'm sorry, son, you lied to you when you always taught you to be honest ". Batinku.
"oohh kirain Ane mama nangis ". Anela Sahut.
"Yes ma'am, Master didn't come in so there's no extra lesson ". Answer Anela.
"One came home and did not say hello, dear ".
"From yesterday Ane said hello several times but there is no sahutan, yes just so Ane entered . pas already entered Ane see the back door to open , keep Ane here . Ane sepet shocked when she saw mamah nangis ".
"Yes, Ane changed clothes and ate, baby ".
"Yes mah, Ane go in first yes ".
I nodded my head as the answer .
"Not that Satrio main hp mas yes, why he did not say hello Anela ". I stood up and walked in and closed the back door .
Seeing the door of my room closed was likely Satrio taking a nap .
"Yes Allah is getting here why my husband's nature is lazy yes, just eat sleep playing hp only work . If I rebuke it must be a quarrel, I don't want to until my mother knows the state of my household like this ".
"It is not happy for an old mother, it is increasingly a burden on the mind of the mother only ". I sighed deeply - deeply then I threw it away slowly like a man finished a sport .
I opened the door of the room and it turns out Satrio did not sleep but rather play hp .
Slowly I approached Satrio mas who was focusing on seeing hp and I lyrics he was watching what .
"Astagfirullah alazdim masss, why do you watch such a rich video anyway !".
"Whispering ah like - like I want to say , your business is just cooking, clean as clean - clean !".
"Here you clean the cake house or say, don't disturb me . people are fun to watch even in disturbing ".
I came out of the room and was just going to the back, but Satrio called me .
"Mela's..Mela ! You don't know what I'm calling - call 'em, Mela !".
"Yes, yes ". My heart when I open the door again .
"Now you also leave room , called - call no nyahut . Now let me have lunch, I'm hungry ". My grudge to Mela my wife .
"Yes, I'll prepare for a moment . Anela also wanted to eat all I prepared ".
"Hmmm..". Deheman was the one Satrio answered.
I went to the kitchen to prepare lunch for Satrio and Anela .
"Mah .what can Anela help you with ?". Ask my son .
"You can prepare the same plate of drinking water, baby ".
"Well Mah, oh yes Mah om Satrio also want to eat what not . Let Anela take the plate and the glass, too ?".
"Yes .. we have lunch together, soon vegetables are warmed up ".
"Yes, there was another Anela Ayatin first, Mah".
"Yes dear thank you y , already want to help Mamah ".
"Yes Mah the same - the same, let Mamah not soybeans . if Anela can help definitely Anela help Mah ".
"Thank you God ..You gave a child as good as Anela to me . May you be a child who is sholeha, pinter and like the afterlife yes son ". I said in my heart .