The 2nd Wedding
Chapter 40

"What's wrong with you? Why are you acting like this tonight?" tanya Refan was curious.

Kinan was silent and was thinking hard whether he should be honest. Actually it is not Kinan nature to hold feelings but if he is honest at this time he is afraid of Refan I think. He was afraid that Refan felt that even Kinan wished to be loved.

Although in reality every wife would want to be loved sincerely by her husband. It's just that at this time Kinan can't be sure that she also already loves her husband.

But at least can't Refan pretend in front of others that their household is okay? Can't Refan appreciate it in front of others as his wife instead of as Naila's nanny.

It hurts Kinan's heart if Refan just thinks of it that way. But how to make Refan realize his mistake. Perhaps while he had to go away from Refan for a while to see if he meant anything in Refan's life or was simply indeed considered a lover of Naila.

Kinan remembered the official order from his office out of town for a week. Kinan initially refused the service because of the weight of leaving his family. Although his boss still gives Kinan time to think until tomorrow.

It might be a good idea for Refan to be aware of Kinan's whereabouts in his home. Whether as a wife or as a nanny Naila. There's no harm in trying, who knows he's lucky.

"How did you behave?" ask Kinan.

"You don't talk much, you usually tell stories about children or others" Refan replied.

"I have a lot of thoughts" said Kinan.

"About?" urge Refan.

"Office problems" Kinan replied.

"What's the matter, who knows if I can help?" ask Refan again.

"Lusa I was assigned out of town for one week, tomorrow I have to give an answer to my superiors" Kinan said.

"Is important? And is your very existence in need there?" ask Refan.

In the past when with Renita they were always committed to supporting each other's work. It won't hinder Renita's career. Therefore, Renita also often left Refan duty out of town.

It felt that if he banned Kinan this time he was very cruel. Hinder his wife's career to get ahead in his office.

"The office sent a team to train outside the city and I was assigned as its team leader this time. I cannot give an answer because I have to ask your permission first and tomorrow the time limit" Kinan said.

Refan was surprised, another difference Kinan with Renita. Renita never asked Refan for permission. Renita always decides for herself what she wants and forces Refan to agree to it. Not infrequently Renita only gave an announcement that tomorrow he would go outside the city without asking for Refan's permission first.

But Kinan is different, he looks very heavy to leave his husband and children. And to ask permission just Kinan to think hard. Until Kinan became more quiet and cold. Is that as important as his permission for Kinan?

"If you object I can reject it" Kinan said.

"No. I haven't said I mind? I was just thinking" replied Refan.

It's true, it turns out that my permission is very important for Kinan, proof that he wants to refuse the order of service from his office. Inner Refan.

"So I mean permission?" ask Kinan in disbelief.

She thinks Refan will ban her because her function in this house is as a nanny for Naila. But it turns out....

"I will not hinder your work" replied Refan.

"Kids how?" ask Kinan.

"Later I can call Mama and have Mama stay here while you're away" Refan replied.

"I think not, Mama will be helped by Bik Nah and Bik Mar" Refan replied.

"Well then, tomorrow I'll meet my boss at the office and I'll tell him I can go out of town" Kinan said.

"Yes, then we rest now, I'm sleepy" said Refan.

"Thank you" Kinan smiled sincerely, his two eyes looking very happy.

Again, Refan saw the change in Kinan's face.

Is it really that important that my blessing is that you can smile so when you get permission from me? Then just a permission did you say thank you to me? Ask Refan inwardly.

Refan closed his eyes and for a while he was asleep while Kinan was still staring at her husband's face.

Sorry if my departure this time makes me very happy. Not because I am happy to leave my husband and children behind but because I want to give you time to rethink whether I mean anything in your life. And I hope with my departure this week can make you appreciate the existence of me Mas more. I'm not just the nanny of your son. But I am your wife. Although we can not love each other but at least start from mutual need first Mas. After that you will feel lost to me if I am away from you and after that grow feelings in your heart. I don't want to beg for love with you because I haven't been able to give my love to you yet but at least I currently acknowledge you as my husband. Do your best for you, you are my priest now. Kinan said in his heart.

The next day Kinan met his boss and said he changed his mind. She had been getting permission from her husband to go out of town for a week.

Kinan had also contacted his father-in-law, apparently Refan first contacted Suci and asked Suci to stay at their home from the next day to the next week.

Again - again with the reason for supplies before Kinan left a week Refan asked for his ration. Kinan wondered if indeed her husband was very strong in bed or how. They did it almost every night for two weeks. And these two weeks had not been Kinan's schedule for the month so there was no reason for Kinan to reject her husband's invitation.

Like tonight, again - again Refan asked for it. Kinan wanted to take a break because he was going out of town tomorrow. But never mind, anyway tomorrow during the trip he can rest sleep.

The next morning, Suci had arrived at the house of Refan once in the morning. He had breakfast with Refan and Kinan. Of course eat Kinan cuisine.

"You really are a really good cook, Nan. Your cooking this time is also good. Later if you go a week pity your husband because of your cooking" said Suci.

"Ah Mama, there is Mama. Mas Refan must have liked Mama's cooking more than mine" elak Kinan.

Refan was silent and did not respond to the talks of the two women who were nearby.

"You went up what Nan?" ask Sacred.

"I was with Mas Refan Ma, escorted to the airport" Kinan replied.

"Well, if the wife wants to go far and long it must be like that. Husband must drive to the place of departure of his wife" reply Sacred.

Kinan simply smiled in response to his in-laws speech. Thirty minutes later they left home. Before going Kinan first say goodbye to his children. Kinan relentlessly kissed Naila's cheeks and Salman's. It feels so hard to leave them even for a week.

Refan escorted Kinan to the airport. After arriving she carried Kinan's bag and walked with Kinan all the way to where the Kinan team members were.

As he was about to leave, Kinan kissed Refan's hand with a curse. Instantly such a simple thing made Refan feel stunned and surprised. He did not expect Kinan to do such a thing in front of his friends. Refan felt very appreciated.

"As I go yes, take the children" Kinan said as a farewell.

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