
"If you're not Naila's father, I'll also do a DNA test on Renita. I will have the hospital dismantle Renita's grave" Talita said.
"As for Mama, I don't care. If Naila wasn't my son I made it clear to Mama I wouldn't have any relationship with Mama or with Renita's entire family.
Because the bond between us has been broken due to his betrayal. Had he been alive, I would have immediately divorced him" replied Refan.
Talita never expected that Refan would say that. He was very disappointed and annoyed with Refan.
"Do not accuse before the results come out" Talita said.
"Mama alone proved it. If I've been very sure, all this time I've betrayed Renita" replied Refan.
Talita still seemed displeased that Refan accused her daughter of doing so.
"You will feel very sorry Refan once said that. See later if the results have come out and your words are wrong, you will regret and cry in front of Renita night" said Talita full of emotion.
"I'm sure it'll never happen Ma. Even what I doubt, Mama who will cry in front of Renita's grave because it has been lied to" said Refan.
"You have indeed changed Refan, after marrying that woman you have changed a lot. Mama does not know the old Refan, Refan who loves Renita with all his heart" Talita said.
"Refan, who was dead because of his foolishness, loved the woman who had stabbed him in the back, betrayed his true love, avenged his trust with a fraud. And I didn't change because of Kinan Ma, I once again told Mama. I changed not because of Kinan but I changed because of Renita. Because of his actions that quickly erased the considerable love in my heart. All was exhausted unceremoniously, because of his betrayal" Refan's eyes seemed red from restraining anger and disappointment.
Talita became afraid to see and face this kind of Refane attitude. Refan was like a stranger to him. He doesn't seem to know his daughter-in-law anymore.
Refan who was once very polite, gentle and loving family especially to Renita is now turned into a stubborn and heartless man, the heart to accuse his favorite child of cheating even pregnant from other men.
Talita can't accept all this. He immediately grabbed his bag and stood before Refan.
"Mom is very disappointed with you, you better leave this hospital than stay here Mama's blood pressure can rise because you hear your unwarranted accusations" Talita immediately walked out of Naila's inpatient room.
Refan now sits alone on the sofa. He covered his face with both hands. Her tears came back. This was a real test of his life.
Suddenly a hand touched his shoulder. Refan fell silent and immediately wiped away his tears. She was afraid Kinan saw her crying but it seemed like he was too late. Kinan has seen everything.
"Naaan forgive me. I'm sorry" said Refan.
"Why do you apologize to me again. Don't you have anything wrong?" ask Kinan not to understand.
"When I was married to Renita and had no children for a long time, my family said it was all my fault. Because I didn't live my father's trust before he died to marry you. That's why I hate you. Especially when I heard one year later you were married and immediately pregnant. My family is corrupting me. I am so guilty of you Kinan, I have also sinned a lot. I didn't carry out Papa's mandate, didn't follow Mama's orders to marry you. I fought all the families even I threatened to kill myself if they didn't marry me to Renita" Refan said in tears.
"My sin was a lot Nan, when I married Renita I could not educate my wife to take care of herself as a wife and take care of the household well. I cannot be like Bima who has managed to educate you to be a godly wife. My responsibility to Allah Nan as a child is to fight to parents as a husband who cannot lead his household to draw near to God.. That's why I got this much punishment Nan.. God is angry with me and punishes me like this" Refan again sobbed.
"Our cause must not be so bad to think of God.. Allah is Most Merciful and Most Merciful. Rest assured, as long as Mas begs for forgiveness for all sins and does not repeat them again, God will forgive all of Mas's mistakes. God will not give trials to his people if his people are unable to face them. Rest assured... Mas certainly can face all this and remember behind the difficulties surely God gives ease. And there must be wisdom from every event that we live. God will not give us anything without meaning" Kinan's advice.
Kinan's words were indeed very comforting to Refan at times like these. How lucky he was to have Kinan at the lowest moment of his life. When he lost confidence in his life. He found out that his wife was cheating on him and was pregnant with a child that was not the seed of Refan. Refan has to take care of a baby who is not his biological child.
"What should I do right now Nan?" tanya Refan was confused.
"Give up to God, ask for His guidance. Trust that God will give you the best way out. Whatever the later results of DNA tests HIS convinced Mas self that it is the best. Never blame yourself for everything that happened. Renita may have been wrong, but she's dead. It is hard to forgive him. Because I know how you feel. Mas must be very sad and disappointed also hurt because of being betrayed but if I may give advice try to make peace with this problem. Mas cursed and angry at Renita pitying him there Mas. We are equally aware of the magnitude of the sin of adultery, sincere and forgive him Mas so that the punishment does not increase in weight. For Naila let's be the same - we fight for her future. I'll support Mas in finding out who Naila's real father is. The important thing is to be clear who the Papa is, after that we can talk about custody next" Kinan replied.
Refan was silent and stared at Kinan's face for a very long time.
O God is Kinan the angel of heaven whom YOU sent to accompany me in this world? Should this sinful me go together and live with him? ask Refan in the heart
Refan clasped Kinan's hand and kissed him.
"Thank you Nan. Thank you, you were always by my side at the hardest moment of my life. You give me encouragement even advice for myself. Nan.really I feel very lucky to have you right now" Refan said.
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