
Seven years is not a short time just to live. What else is the journey accompanied by regret in the heart, it will certainly be very painful ..
Three years ago he rose in a slump, only for the sake of the daughter who used to be in Bella's womb.
Yep.. Alvin rose after Mala was about four years old .
Mira died with deep regret.
Mira lay in the hospital for a year 'after hearing the news of Hanna dying .Since then, the old body has dropped..
Alvin's car drove quietly then stopped at a florist's shop .
Bella understands too much, yeah .. Alvin will buy flowers for his late beloved wife .
Alvin's love is too much given to the woman who is now in the ground .
It was very painful for him, but what could he do was not do anything.
Melati., Hanna's favorite flower.
Alvin, you know that when he entered Hanna's room and saw some jasmine flowers lying in a glass filled with water in it .
***
"Mother I came, forgive me for not being a child that you can rely on "
Alvin holding his mother's pusara .
while gliding ,
He looked at the grave next to his, he squeezed the grave ground with a weakened heart .
"Mother, you're the best woman I've ever met .
you're a strong woman, I regretted that time for wasting you"
"I'm sorry that you didn't have time to be happy, there I hope you can smile just like when you live in the world, I love your smile .
It's just, I rarely see it. You must have too much to keep the wound"
"I've always missed you, I'll definitely come here every day to see you .
I love you mother"
"You're beautiful, you're the prettiest woman I've ever met, it's just that my ego was too big back then .. I'm too proud to admit it "
"Mother, be happy ..
I love you, and I will love you "
Alvin said after sprinkling flowers over the cemetery.
There, Bella cried
her husband's words certainly hurt her heart .
at the end of his life human love will not last long .
If at that time Alvin was very crazy about him, he even often did stupid things because he loved him too much .
and this, of course, you know what is currently happening to their love .
Alvin did not love her, even since she was lying in the hospital until now she seemed to lose her desire because of her regrets .
Alvin never slept in bed with Bella again, every night he slept in the room that used to be occupied by Hanna, remembering the late wife despicable ..
"you've hurt me mas"
Bella said she ventured
He is no longer strong with Alvin's treatment like this . He wants Alvin to love him and love him .
"You want what Bella?"
Said Alvin while exhaling his breath .
"I want us to divorce, I'm not strong" Bella said looking straight ahead, this time they were in the car .
The word is often said by Bella , but Alvin was reluctant to mentally with the reason there was a child in the middle of their marriage.
"I'll think about it later, Bella"
alvin answered flatly, he knew he was wrong
He knows this is not true .
But what's right for him not to want his daughter does not have a father or mother later .
during the journey they fell silent with their respective thoughts .
Alvin stopped his car.
"without Alvin telling me, apparently Bella understood, she got down and shut the car door tight"
fiohh ..
"What have I done?"
Say it in the heart .
"Should I divorce her, I know she's suffering anyway.. But Mala ? ..
aghb .." Alvin was upset with him himself.
***
"sister, I'll be home soon"
Raisa said after styling her last dress .
"What's in the house ?"
Hanna seemed busy fiddling with leptop in front of her .
"I have an appointment with Brother, Aldrian "
Raisa smiles shyly .
"oh . geeznn "Hanna seemed to be exhaling her rough breath .
"oh, come on, my brother's job is done "
Raisa pouting .
"you should come early in the morning"
Raisa looked clumsy when she heard what her sister said .
"o, my brother, today there is a client who wants to meet in person with my sister at nine"
Raisa said while wearing her backpack .
"so early in the morning" Hanna glanced at Raisa at a glance then continued her activities.
"People are busy kali kak"Raisa seems to raise his shoulders two .
"Raisa remember, don't take too long" Hanna shouted as she saw her sister was already on the doorstep .
Hanna let Raisa go because she would have met her Adrian, if it wasn't Adrian she certainly wouldn't have allowed it ..
However, Hanna knew Adrian what kind of man he was.
all you have to know is Adrian doesn't know Raisa Hanna's real sister.
"Come with me, brother.."
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a little bit first, brother ..