
Alvin drove his car fast, meeting with Hanna really has changed his soul.
Tears for some reason have come out.Hanna's words have really made her heart fragile ..
Alvin got down from his car , ran as hard as he could to the mother's grave , the first thing he did when he was sad happy , desperate , or disappointed must have been to visit the mother's tomb . her mother's grave is like a medicine unto itself also for her tranquility .
Don't forget the grave next to her mother .. Almost every day he sprinkled flowers on the tomb of a man who had been presumed dead.
He would rather stay in the tomb than in his own house .
He fell down when his knees were no longer able to support his thin body .
"mother..." Alvin crawled around trying to reach the spot where his mother lay inside her.
he really is a man he should not be this weak
"Hanna's still alive mom.I've met her .. she's fine ."
Alvin holds his chest in pain, whatever body his mother dropped upon hearing news Hanna had died
"I'm sorry that I was late to find her.If only mother wasn't so easy to trust Riana's words maybe this time mother could still smile with me."
"Riana, should I hate my own sister, she's the mastermind behind everything ..
he has lied to mom and me. He has made mom like this...
should I hate her mother.
Alvin screaming.
" now what shall I do, shall I let go ?
Hanna's really mad at me mom, I'm really scared that she hates me."
alvin's voice is weakening
"given what I did to Hanna first, I was really embarrassed.
mom knows, I used to hate it .
I don't know how many times I hurt her, I hurt my mom when I remember everything. "
Alvin grimaces,
it was like there was a sharp object slicing through his heart.
"Mother, Hanna will accept me back, I have loved her" her voice was weak .
***
"Mas, the model of the birthday dress for Mala did you choose.I just want to remember you , Mala's birthday stay another month, you certainly did not forget right? "Bella asked a quick glance at Alvin, then went back to playing her phone .
Bella seemed to forget her words this morning in the car, maybe because she asked for divorce too often on Alvin .
"So I'm busy, tomorrow I'll pick and order it."Alvin said as he opened the suit and placed it in the living room chair ..
"is it hard to tell at a funeral?"Bella said as she exhaled her rough breath.Truly Bella was very upset with her husband's behavior, but what can make him absolutely can not prevent it .
"yes .. apparently you understand very well".
Alvin said casually then fell his body weight beside Bella.
"If it continues like that, you look like a human being is useless at all" Bella said.
"There's something I want to know, when I'm lying in the hospital "
Alvin folds his legs, tries to ask casually .
"It's just the past, what's the point of you bringing it back"
Bella chimed in upset 'cause her husband really didn't take her at all.
"I just want to ask, you just answer.. Is all that so hard for you ?" this time Alvin's voice intimidated.
"say me?"Bella said then, but this time her voice sounded cold .
"Why are you asking like that?"Bella hesitates to ask, As to where can her husband ask her that after seven years of her first wife's death .
"what a difficult question I asked you to answer Bella, you're suspicious."
"no .. I mean I didn't see it" Bella said, looking nervous . Actually he also only heard the news after one week Hanna died .Regarding the body he really did not see it.
"Can you tell me what really happened?" Alvin saw Bella at a glance .
Bella looked straight ahead ...
trying to remember what Iriana used to say..
Bella danced in the breath, then let out her breath slowly .
"At that time Riana had lied to Mother, she said that Mbak Hanna ran away with Adrian, her lover ..
Actually the mother is against not believing in Riana's words, but she tries to convince her mother to believe ..
at the end of her I and mom believed" Bella explained then took her breath back.
While Alvin seemed serious to hear word for word Bella said .
But then he said back that it was all just a lie, when you were screaming to call Mbak Hanna.
She said that Ms Hanna was undergoing treatment for her illness in singapore .Regarding her lies I think she was heartbroken because her lover at that time liked Mbak Hanna.
"I was almost crazy looking for Hanna, so she actually knew where Hanna was, the worse she was hiding it from me.."
Alvin spoke annoyedly on the sidelines of Bella's explanation .
"His dearest she said her late , that time mbak Hanna had come home but because of Riana's lies, mother had expelled her first.
Mother almost stres, when she knew the thing
actually ."
Bella continued her speech then stopped.'
"mom must be very sorry because she kicked Hanna out, you know that you love Hanna so much" Alvin said in despair .
"yes, at that time mother told Riana to look for Ms. Hanna .Riana herself says that she will be responsible, she says she will look for Hanna's mother."
"after three months he came to say that Hanna was in an accident and died after one week ago.. "
This time Bella tears up her eyes ..
"Mom fainted upon hearing the news"
his words weakened .
"I'm so sorry, I was also involved in the expulsion, you know for myself.I hurt Hanna too much .."Then she cried .
"And you just trust Bella?"
"Initially I didn't believe it, but Riana brought some cops and convinced me.I've trusted her ."
Say it while removing the tears that had come out .
Alvin only breathed his coarse breath when he heard Bella's explanation.
"So why are you asking all this?"
Bella is investigating her husband .
"I'm just curious ..thanks for Bella's time.."
Alvin said then stand up ..
while Bella was silent .
"tomorrow I will choose a dress for Malla" Bella said later, as if trying to remember her husband .
"No. .. I can be alone"