THE ABANDONED WIFE
I LOVE YOU

I stared at the pity of a man who was struggling to turn a wheelchair.

He was Alvin, about two weeks ago he was discharged from the hospital .I smiled as she realized that I was staring at her from a distance .

Fatimah came down from the sofa, rushed to her father before my little girl helped Alvin push the wheelchair he was currently sitting in.

"Assynogaic"

I said my greetings when they were in front of me .

He smiled back in response to my greeting, taking it down to his two hands .

lately, that smile has always been seen adorning her lips.

"Have your condition improved?"

I asked, my eyes focused on seeing a thick bandage that was coiled on his knee.

"Alhamdulillah, for others it's okay.Just for the legs, it takes more or less a year to recover"

her light cannot be separated from her charming smile.

"You must be very hard to do the activity"

I returned to voice after a long silence.

Instead of answering, he just smiled in response to my words.

With a smile, I understood his answer.

"Dad, have you eaten yet,?

mom cooked my favorite food, dad,

I want you to eat it."

fatimah's voice broke the silence between us

I saw her smile smiling at me.

"Thank you mother" that's what I heard from my eardrum.

I smiled nodding, my hands busy separating one by one. If you have to be honest, I'm careful to flowery when I hear the words of Alvin mas just now.

Mother.The word has indeed not been spoken of from her sweet lips.

"Have you eaten, you want us to eat together."

He said, but his eyes still look faithful looking at me. Of course it embarrassed me. Gerogi, it's like that.

"Alright, if that's your request

we eat together"

I took a breath trying to throw out the strange feeling that greeted my heart.

I haven't eaten yet.

Of course, this is what I do on purpose.

Two weeks since Alvin came home from the hospital, I've been visiting him a lot .

I just came to make sure of the situation or just deliver food for her.

But there is also something else, I often come here also expect him to express a proposal that was delayed .But until now he was reluctant to also discuss it.

I'm confused, if I start it

ahh.already.

we said do'a before in the end the three of us started eating .

I was down, but occasionally I

stealing glances at him, he

he did the same with me.

Degs...

My heart beats above average when we see each other, as if caught I hurriedly decide my sight.

"Fatimah ate a lot of ya dear"I poke rice then put on the plate Fatimah to distract.

"Mother ..nasi I still have a lot"

Astagfirl..

I just realized that the rice on Fatimah's plate is still very much.

"Ehemmmm.."

that sound was what was heard in my eardrum.I saw her lips smiling faintly when I saw what I had just done.

I lowered my head, I can make sure my face was red withstanding the shame.

My little girl would usually ask a lot, but moments like this why she just kept quiet.

I was upset myself, this kind of situation really made me misbehave.

"Bella, have you ever been to see you, Mas?"

Finally my voice broke the silence between the three of us. We had just finished eating, while my hands were busy tidying up the furniture we had just used.

I glanced at him at a glance.

He smiled then shook his head slowly .

"No.." she said later.

"You're letting go of him all right, aren't you?"I was wondering again .

I poured water into a glass and gave it to Alvin

"Yes.it seems so.

Maybe he's busy, there's no time to visit me.After all I don't think it's necessary ."

He looked at me with a smile.

Receiving the glass I offered and then drinking it.

Fatimah had just been silent, listening to the conversation between the two of us.

"Who do you mean my daughter,?"

He asked, but the question I couldn't digest.

He looked at me for a while and then his eyes straight forward.

"Of course Mala, who else?"

my answer was accompanied by a question of not understanding, how could Alvin forget his own daughter just like that.

"She's not my daughter."

his reply was firm.However clear patches have appeared to coat both his eyeballs .

my words seemed to have wound up in his heart.

"Assalamualaik."

a woman came to say hello and then kissed Alvin's hand gently.

Yes .. The girl is Riana, and the one who takes care of Alvin's current mas is her.Even though at home provides a male maid to help Alvi mas if she is not there.

"Waalaikumsalam"we replied to bebarengan .

Riana's hand this time grabbed my hand

then kiss her.

"When's brother been here?" his chatter after landing some kisses on my daughter..

"So from now on Riana, soon we will go home" I replied casually, but my eyes were on Alvin who was focusing on watching his sister and son.

"Fatiamah dear, your aunt has something for you.. Come with aunt to the room"I saw Riana pull Fatimah's hand, that she might have deliberately left us both in the living room.

"Wahh.a very good aunt, before

Thank you aunt Riana"

Fatimah's enthusiastic speech was still very clearly heard in my ears.

"You don't remarry Hanna, I feel sorry for Fatimah.Find a good father to look after our daughter."He started a conversation ,

break the silence between the two of us.

I smiled grievously, the clear layers were clearly visible in both balls of my eyes.

My heart aches, how could Alvin say this to me, I don't understand if he still loves me.

"Then what about you, why don't you look for a woman again?" instead of answering the question, I asked her back.

"My legs are broken Hanna, I can't even stand up, if I'm married I'll be a useless husband."His light was so relaxed as if there was no burden to bear in his heart.

"If only mas looking for another woman, then there will be someone who takes care and petrifies the mas in doing the activity" I stared at her briefly, and then, then my eyes flashed forward.My heart was too poignant to see the smile that was always engraved on his lips.

"I can't believe that any woman would accept me under these circumstances"

babbling, I see from the end of my eyes he smiled thinly while looking at me.

This time I just fell silent, not intending to answer his words just now.

My heart is too sore how can Mas Alvin say like that.How can he still not understand the attention and affection that I have been aiming for this one month.

"I think Dave's the man in charge of Hanna, he really sincerely loves you.

Marry her, choose her to be Fatimah's father, I think Fatimah likes her too."

He said again after a long time I had not spoken.

I smiled bitterly at what Alvin said just now.My soul is fragile,

The clear layer that was still attached to my eyes has now turned into a circle of liquid gems that rain down on my cheeks.

I glanced at him briefly, then turned to stare blankly ahead.

"How can you say this cruel thing to me mas, how can you talk lightly without caring about my feelings, how can you hurt my heart mas?

I love you, I love you

don't you understand the attention I've been showing you."

This time my voice turned cold.

"I know Hanna, I know you love me"

"You know I love you, but why did you shut up yesterday as if you didn't understand, you don't love me anymore?"I interrupted in the middle of his explanation.

"No Hanna, I love you and will still love you..

But look at my leg, I broke Hanna's leg.

How can I trouble someone I love." This time it sounded fragile .

"What do you think I'm a woman, mas ,

Do you doubt my sincerity?"

I sobbed.

"I'm going mas.."Without her consent I passed looking for where my daughter was.

But suddenly the figure I was looking for appeared with the woman who had brought it, I removed my rough tears and then approached her.

"Honey we go home, you used to be with your father" Invite me while gently pulling his tiny hand.

The tail of my eyes caught Iriana who was watching me , it seemed like she understood my current state .

"Riana's sister came home, I'm not tipped mas Alvin ya.." said I.While Fatimah the girl had approached her father .

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