THE ABANDONED WIFE
NOT A GUY LIKE ME

I stared at the loss of the two women I loved that were not willing.

The mother and son had now vanished at the door of my house.

I smiled bitterly considering the incident that had just happened between me and Hanna.

I didn't intend to hurt her, all this I did was actually for her good anyway.

However, I didn't know I was going to hurt her heart this big.

Although she was no longer a wife, she visited me almost every day.

From the way he looked and acted it was obvious that he loved me, but I pretended not to care

I pretended to be insensitive, though,

why..?

because I want Hanna to marry a perfect man, not a man like me, helpless like this.

I did it too so that he would stop putting hope on me.

Although I used to expect him to love me, but now it is just the opposite.

I want her to throw that feeling away for me. I don't want her to fall in love with me.

It's not that I don't love her anymore, it's not that I don't want to have her anymore..However

my condition, my flawed condition made me realize that now I don't deserve to be with Hanna.

Not to mention my face, there's an elongated scar on my left cheek.

I really don't trust myself.

I breathed a rough breath, trying to throw out the anger in my heart.

But suddenly Iriana's voice surprised me a little.I forgot that Iriana who was pushing the wheelchair was sending Hanna away.

"What happened to you guys?

At first glance I saw Brother Hanna crying, did you hurt her?."

The question sounded loud in

my eardrum.

Riana pulled the wheelchair I was sitting in and then turned the bow, she was about to bring me into the house.

"Yes, I hurt him."

I answered and then fell silent, the wheelchair was still moving .Looks like Riana is about to take me to the room Hanna used to occupy..

That room is now my room.

The girl helped me to stand up ,

He very carefully led my body to the bed.

Lucky I'm skinny,

al results he's not too hard to sustain my body.

This time I was sitting on the bed, my head leaned back while my legs were out.

"sister Hanna has already suffered a lot because of us, how could brother hurt her again?" She said, her eyes glazed .

I know she remembered her mistake with Hanna.

"But this is for Riana's good, even though it hurts me I think I should do it." I replied with a smile.

Of course to cover the wound in my heart.

For whatever sake , the words just now were very bitter for me to say .

"How can you say that all this is for the good of Hanna's sister, if Hanna's own sister feels tormented."

his eyes are still free to look at my eyes full of hope.Rupanya my sister is not yet understand the problem.

"Hanna has loved me, 'Riana."

My brother's eyeballs were round, those eyes turned sharp as if searching for the truth about what I just said .I can conclude that he did not believe my words just now.

"Isn't that really good news?"

ask her enthusiastically.

Not like I used to when I told him.

I said I didn't love Hanna, and her face looked lethargic.

I know Riana loves me so much, she doesn't care even if what she does is wrong just to make me happy.

Yeah, for example, when he used to help me plan a wedding with Bella.

"You could have said the news was good Riana, but look at my condition..

I can't possibly propose to her under these circumstances"My light is fragile .

Yes my heart really feels fragile.

In addition to hurting Hanna, the heart also felt tormented.

"If sister Hanna loves sister for who she is, for what reason do you take it all for granted."

"I'm ashamed of Riana, I want Hanna to get a better companion, not a man like me.Pumped like this..!"

my words just now were right to have scratched.Talking her my heart really felt pained.

"One year too this will heal, do not worry about this problem."

apparently Riana still has not given up.He looked at me expectantly.

"Adrian, is he married?"

I asked, I instead switched the conversation, not caring at all about what Riana said just now.

Riana's eyes are back together ..

"What's brother asking about her.?"his voice sounded annoyed..

"Do you still have a relationship with her..?"

my question sounds probing .

"No brother. for what I still have to do with him."

He looked down, his eyes were glazed .

the name I mentioned just now seemed to contain a deep wound

"Now do you have a boyfriend?"

Ask me again, curious .

"Sister why are you asking me this?"He sulked, as if he was reluctant to discuss this issue with me. That girl I felt was traumatized about love.

"Your age is almost thirty years Riana.Find a couple, you must get married soon"

I said ending, I don't care about her feelings.I just want her to get married ,

that'sthat's all.

He looked at me fixed, the water discharge in his eyes as if it could not be held .

The tears fell slowly on her cheeks..

The woman in front of me was also one of the people I loved.

Seeing her cry my heart really felt sliced.

"Riana doesn't want to marry you.."

He nodded then looked down ..

I was shocked by his statement, how could he cancel such a thing.

"What do you mean Riana, I don't understand?"

I don't think about Riana's thoughts like this.

She bit her lower lip before at the end of her lips it spoke.

"If you're not married to Hanna's sister, will you marry another woman?" ask slowly .

"You should know Riana, I can't possibly marry another woman besides her" said I ..It's a fact like that, I don't want to marry again except for Hanna.

"That's how I feel, brother,

I just want to marry her." He stood up and then left.

I was stunned to hear Riana's words just now .. Her love for Adrian seems really deep ..

That's where my tears are running down, I know very well what Riana is feeling .

***

While Hanna was crying, the woman

remembering the words of Alvin.

His tears crept but then he removed the rough, did not want his only child to know the circumstances like this.

"Mother why..?"

Finally the little girl made a sound.

"Did you make your chest hurt again?"

the other question Hanna didn't answer yet, but she had already thrown the question again.

"No dear ..Mother is okay"

"don't cry anymore Mother, I love you" She said firmly and then fell silent.

Hanna just took a breath no matter what Fatimah just said.

He focused on paying attention to the steering wheel as well as the roads that filled the vehicle.

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