THE ABANDONED WIFE
ALVIN'S OUTPOURING

Staring at the ceiling of the room, with great care he set aside his body.There the wall clock plastered so clearly, it was twelve pm Alvin was still reluctant to close his eyes.

His eyes were now fixed on Fatimah who was now fast asleep in a thick blanket on her body .

With a smile, she landed her palm on Fatimah's forehead and then rubbed it very gently.

"I'm sorry dad, son" he said.

Do not forget the sweet kiss he landed with humuh affection.

He pressed his left hand with his head, while the other hand still faithfully rubbed his daughter's head.

"When you're in your bundles, why are you troubling her?,"That ridiculous question she asked .Regardless, his eyes were glazed over as if those words held a very deep meaning to him.

Yes, he does feel very guilty.

How not , a father does not know the presence of his child . Since Fatimah was present in her mother's womb that she did not know her at all.

"When your mother cravings, what do you want?,

it must be that time that dad is there, fulfilling all your wishes."Chirping again.

The hand that had rubbed Fatimah's head was now coiled around the small waist.

Her tears had also crept slowly out of the corner of her eyes.

"you know dear, once a very cruel father, your mother was often sad because father.now father is so grateful because you do not hate your cruel father at all.

Stay like this baby, so be patient and strong like your mother.

I really like that."His statement.

muechh..

One more time he kissed the top of his daughter's head .

"Good night dear, Always be the pride of your father."whisper while smiling.The tears that had dripped he rubbed with his rough hands until it dried.

That night Alvin was able to look at his daughter until she fell asleep.

Still in the same house but different rooms, Hannah is still awake.

I don't know what caused her to have trouble sleeping, but her heart was so sure

he could not sleep because Fatimah was not beside him.

He got up, went to the bathroom to take water.

Not how long he had come out with a face that had been wet with water, walked slowly then sat his body on the edge of the bed.

He took a glass filled with water on the nightstand and drank it up to the toilet.

Those beautiful eyes were now staring at every corner of the room.

He still remembers very well, on the dresser, there used to be a clear picture of Alvin's wedding with Bella, but this time there was no

In this house there are no photos at all, in the house it is like there has never been a life before.

This room used to be the main room, his chest would be crowded if he entered it, but now his taste is different.

Empty, maybe it's like that.

"Mas Alvin divorced Bella, didn't he love her so much.?"

One question flashed in his picture, he did not know very well about the problem.

Riana said it was because of her, no..

Finally he went out to Alvin's room, He wanted to make sure Fatimah had slept what not yet, because he could not close his eyes , he intended to bring Fatimah to sleep with him.

Slowly the door of the room was opened .

The first sight he saw was Alvin hugging his daughter.

The four eyes of the person he loves are closed .

Phew...

Hanna exhaled her breath slowly.

He looked around, nothing changed from the moment he left.

Even the fresh jasmine flowers located in the glass containing water are still in place.

It used to be a place where he lay alone, a place to complain to God, a place where he endured pain in it.

And until now the place still feels alive to him.

A clear sheet fell on his cheek.

He approached the dressing table, opened the drawer and then landed his body on the dresser chair.

There is a big book.

Long silent he stared at the book then took it and opened it when the curiosity had not yet disappeared in his heart.

I did not expect , the woman whom I do not even care about her existence still faithfully holds marriage even though it must sacrifice the happiness of her life.

I don't want to do this, I can't bear to see myself as I torment, but my ego .

I really can't hold it.

And for the first time I acted like a criminal .I even hurt him like a man of disobedience, unconsciousness and would stop until he saw him bleed.

Tomorrow I'm going to have a wedding with the woman I love.

But suddenly my heart fretted, I remembered the noble heart.

But my love, dear I will not waste this opportunity.

And for her, I will not let go and divorce her.

Mother, besides mother you are the best woman I have ever met .

I'm sorry for all this time, I'm sorry for hurting you so much,

I'm sorry for abandoning you .

I hope God will one day repay your kindness.

Thank you very much Mother, thank you for allowing me to marry Bella.

She is the woman I love so much.

Later if the time comes, then,

if my heart had opened, and

if love has been there for mother I promise I will make you happy too Bella.

I believe you will love Bella, I believe you will be sincere if one day injustice is on your side .

And I will carry out my duties as a husband someday, if I have loved mother .

I'm sorry mother, for now I can only consider you an honorable woman also noble.

@Your husband,Alvin.

Slowly tears fell on Hanna's cheeks as she read verse by temple outpouring Alvin's heart to her,

His heart is good, admitting his mistakes, but his lust makes him this cruel.

He closed the book ,

"Mother,"there is the clear title of the book.

He took the book, curious about what he wrote in it.

Before her he walked towards the bed they were sleeping on, she grabbed the already sagging blanket then confirmed her .

Closing the bodies of two people he loved, his view stopped when he saw the face of Fatimah .

"Good sleep, baby,"

one sweet kiss it's docked.

"The book I borrowed mas" said Hanna slowly when she saw Alvin's face.

After that he left about to leave the room but his steps suddenly stopped ..

When I heard Alvin's voice saying his name

"Mother,"he confused, that word is indeed a word that is specifically for Hanna.