The actor? Who's Afraid!
After Akad

"Deal?"

I frowned, repeating the words of the man who was now pulling his face away from me, after whispering a few words. I sighed for a moment, remembering the face of the man beside me when I first met.

Me and the guy met exactly a week ago. He and his family came to my guardian's house, and expressed his intention to make me his wife.

Handsome, that's the first assessment. Although there are other things that also make me want to accept an arranged marriage with him. Aunt Aira as the guardian also helped strengthen my decision at that time.

"Tante's met Zain a few times, he's a good kid." Aunt Aira was promoting it at the time.

Zain is the son of my aunt's best friend, they keep the friendship rope after having busy taking care of their families. Aunty Aira often stayed at the house of Aunt Renata, her mother Zain. When to go to Jakarta follow her husband for a seminar.

The fact I got from this guy I met twice is different. He wants to make a deal in marriage. However, why should he say it now, shortly after the agreement was held.

"I can't" I replied to the sentence he whispered earlier.

The man who was only two steps away from me turned his head towards me back, slashed the distance and submerged his head between my neck and cheeks.

"I'm gonna fuck you right now." This man re-enforced his body after whispering the sentence. A smile rose at the corner of his lips while staring at the invited guest who was enjoying the banquet.

"In front of all of them," continued this man affirming his earlier remark.

I looked at the faces of my relatives and friends who looked so happy. I really can't imagine the change in their facial expressions when I heard Zain Habibi yelling at me. A few minutes after Ijab qobul, and made me his wife SAH.

Today is my dream. I stood in my best friend's wedding dress, opposite a handsome man in a flower-filled dress. Just like the do'a I always say in the third of the night. Unfortunately not with a story like this, I forgot the details of the do'a.

"Are you kidding me?" ask the man who is standing next to me.

"You know what they're talking about me, because of this sudden marriage?" my voice was so trembling that it was holding the sadness as well as the anger in my chest.

Zain's face seemed ordinary, even after I expressed my uneasiness. Does he have no heart? At least a little show that sympathy and ask about words that I did not finish.

It does. The man in full tuxedo was light gray, which was compatible with the dress I was wearing right now was indeed heartless. He could not possibly have had the intention of saying the sacred word after the sacred word, if it did have a heart.

How am I gonna destroy everything? Can I just finish it all? Before I go any further than this. What about my aunt who now looks so happy.

The laughing neighbors, while enjoying the banquet at my sick party, they will definitely make new rumors, having previously reported I was pregnant out of wedlock. They really don't know my principles about the Fisabilillah singles.

Perhaps they were too envious of me who had secretly spread out the invitation before their daughter, whom they were very proud of. Because often picked up foreign men and often change partners. If Zain really said that sacred word, wouldn't they laugh even louder?

Doesn't feel a clear circle breaking through from its shade. Definition of pain does not bleed, my heart bruised in reality. I could only stare down at the hand bouquet of the white rose, which I clasped even tighter.

"We'll talk later" said the bright brown-eyed man beside who knew the presence of my tears, as he offered a handkerchief with a pink tulip. Pretty girly handkerchief.

Zain grieved, because his handkerchief never reached me. I prefer to wipe my tears with the back of my hand. Let him know how tired he is to be ignored.

"Rayya!"

I turned towards the source of the voice, which was previously being met with Zain. My eyes caught the figure of my favorite aunt with a dress wrapped in light gray and hijab with matching colors. Her face was very beautiful, adorned with a smile that was so revealing.

"Now that you are a wife, keep the dignity and dignity of the husband. Be a good wife who can help a devoted husband to both parents. Also a shade for the husband, because your husband can be Heaven for you."

Hell to me too, I replied in my heart. Slowly the embrace was released. I saw her eyes glazed over and her lips forced a smile. Without saying another word, then shifted two steps to my side.

Zain responded to Aunt Aira's words with a smile. I entrusted it to the man who is now my husband. My aunt had high hopes for the man who had crushed my heart just after the contract. What if the aunt knew the real mask that covered Zain's face, would she also want to release her nephew to the man?

Some relatives began to approach, saying congratulations that made my heart feel slashed. Maybe after they leave, my wedding will be over soon too. Really, my world is really like the apocalypse.

The girl with the light purple dress attached to her body did not forget to say a few sentences. The look in her eyes illustrates how happy she is, seeing her wedding dress emblazoned beautifully on the angel in front of her. Imelda, my best friend since High School who has struggled to make a wedding dress with a week. Daebak.

"Your husband is handsome?" he said without shame while occasionally glancing at Zain. The so-called one turned his head to give a smile to Imelda. Diih .. spiciness.

Now the eyes of both of them are crooked, but Imelda first cut it with a bow. It was her face that was smiling.

"I'm sorry, I can't stay for long, I have to go back in the afternoon." Imelda.

It has been the last six months that Imelda has ventured into the capital. She opened a boutique in the city with her sister. His mother's father was a wealthy man in our village, so it was not difficult for Imelda to realize her ideals with the support of her parents.

"Don't forget to tell ya, when it's here." I showed my little finger and thumb near my ear, as a code to call me. Imelda nodded, then hugged me after saying goodbye. Don't forget to shake hands with the groom.

"Eat!" Zain thrust a pudding on a small plate that looked so tempting. After the guests who come start to decrease.

All my time was spent honoring the guests, so I forgot I had not eaten anything from morning. However, I was still reluctant to accept the man's gift, even though my stomach was now very hungry.

"Take it, I know you haven't eaten anything. My hands are also starting to go numb." Zain looked at me with a look that .. I don't know. I was too hungry to see her.

"I'm not hungry" I said and threw my face away from him.

Just three steps I left where I was standing then ....

BRUGH'S...

I'm fallin. When I traced the cause, it turned out that Zain was stepping on the tail of my dress. Now all eyes are looking at me. Shame is inevitable.

"Fainting." My orders to myself.

Ah shit, why don't I also faint and still stay awake.

This is my first work, sorry if there are errors in writing and punctuation that can reduce your reading concentration.

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