The actor? Who's Afraid!
Banned from Falling in Love

Zain's smile could not be hidden from the look on his face. He looked so happy to see his bride fall in the pelaminan. Truly, this fateful day will not be forgotten for the rest of my life.

I can no longer ignore Zain's hand. I had to reach for him to support me back up. I pretended to flick off the dust that was completely invisible in my dress.

"Please remove the video you recorded when my wife fell, if you spread it I will sue you" he said like a hero.

No wonder with the residents plus six two. When other people are affected by disaster, that's when they swiftly issue mobile phones to capture the disgrace of people. There is no tolerance. Although not all.

"Rayya, aren't you papa?" Zain's mother came so eagerly close to me.

"Father Aunt, no pain, just shame" I said, looking down.

Zain hid his face between mine. Her laughing voice was clearly heard in my ears, probably in Aunt Renata's ears as well.

"Aww." Zain let out a shriek as I presented him with a small pinch on his stomach. A sign of appreciation for laughing at me.

PLAQUE...

A slap was also awarded from Aunt Renata right on Zain's shoulder. Karma from laughing at her daughter-in-law.

"You, follow the people, your own wife laughs." The look on Aunt Renata's face is very clear if she is angry with her son.

"And Zain helped Mah" he replied in self-defense.

"Our help is not maintained as well, asked which one is sick, what is sick, not responsible for being a husband." Aunt Renata is careless like defending her own son.

"Rayya said that. No one is sick, just ashamed. Zain can do anything to deal with embarrassment," he said again not to be blamed.

I turned the puffed-up eyeballs. Seeing the behavior of mother and child in front of me who are both unwilling to give up. Fix, they're kids and real moms.

"Aren't you papa?" Aunt Aira and two of my beloved cousins also approached me. I can't deny there was anxiety on their faces, even though smiles were more domineering.

"No aunt." I hugged my cousin who from morning had no chance to get close to me.

"Have you eaten?" ask my aunt again.

"Rayya hasn't eaten anything Auntie, that's why it's bad." Zain's shoulder got hit again from his mother.

Zain had already answered Aunt Aira's question before I confirmed it. He may have forgotten who made me fall. Issh ... I cut down while lifting up the tip of my lips.

"You should eat first, ntar fainted!" Aunt Renata mamberi order.

"Yes Aunty," I replied a little shyly mixed with annoyance. I wanted to faint just before I fell.

"To auntie, call mama dong." His ink with a face.

"Yes, M-ma." A little heavy, but later also used to.

In the end I and Aunt Aira and their two children left the fateful settlement. Leaving aunt Renata and Zain in honor of the few remaining guests.

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After a day of welcoming guests, I finally had the opportunity to rest my body and soul. I lay down the body that holds this broken heart, on a mattress of white sheets, full of red rose petals. My eyes stared at the ceiling.

Returning to mind the words that Zain whispered after the agreement. Zain asked me to do acting as a wife. Without acting, am I not a real wife? I just want to answer that I can't act, why Zain even wants to say the word sacred.

Behind her charming face it turned out to be harboring her arrogant attitude. Just because he disagreed with her, he immediately wanted to take a wife in front of everyone. Issh .. childish.

The sound of an open door filled the sense of hearing. I closed my eyes and kept quiet. Lazy talking to a guy named Zain.

"Rully."

"Rayya!"

"Rayya Khairunisa bint Abdul Aziz, I know you haven't slept!" snapped Zain.

"Don't mention my father's name, Zain Habibi ibn Hendra Mark." I also pursed my lips.

In the end I got up and sat on the edge of the bed. Folding his hands in front of his chest while staring at Zain's already red face. I don't know what else he's gonna do. After this morning wanting to ingest me, this time it might be realized soon.

"It's not polite to say papa's name" he said. This one man may experience short-term amnesia, so immediately forget who started calling the name of the father.

"We're making a deal now." His voice sounded calm again. How clever Zain acted, after a while ago looks so angry, now the face is back in shade.

"I can't" I also said calmly, probably because the aura was so strong, that I was swept away with that face.

"Do you reject me!" In an instant Zain changed his voice in a high tone. I pulled the previous word. Zain is a chameleon, beware.

"Why should I act? Without it I am your wife." I'll assert my status. Zain himself had made that status this morning, before God, before the ruler and the witnesses.

Zain changed his hands that were originally waist-rigged, then rubbed his face and ruffled his own hair. Then grinned meaninglessly.

"Do you think you're my wife?" It was obvious that the cornea looked at me, as if it wanted me to say no. However, I refused, preferring to nod.

Zain growled, like a cat that lost its food. This time it didn't look scary, just a little funny. Slowly Zain walked up to me, and stopped right in front of me. Our eyes looked at each other, it was clear that Zain was sighing violently, and ....

TAK...

"God." I held the eel of Zain's ex to snap his finger there, very sore. A husband commits violence against his wife.

"What else is my fault?" ask the man who stands before me without feeling guilty.

"Foreign your mind that you consider me a real husband."

I don't understand anymore, "Certain? I'm supposed to consider you a real husband?"

"Then from that, we have to make a deal." Zain instead chose to sit right next to me, out of all these vast places, perhaps from being tired of standing for too long.

"The deal has to benefit two parties, you can't make a deal just to benefit yourself." I explained a little to Zain not to make any deal with me. Honestly, I still can't understand what Zain's mind is about.

If Zain still can't do his duty as a husband, I can understand. I was still awkward to give it my due. Slowly, I understand we are married not for love, but God willing this marriage will bring love.

"Why is your face red? Is it because I'm sitting next to you so you're now perverted?"

Zain's statement struck me, I was thinking ... pervert? Jeez .. Does he think I'm a pervert?

"Don't fuck around, I forbid you from falling in love with me." I immediately pushed aside the index finger that Zain pointed at my face.

"Our marriage is a lie, you can't like me. I know it's very hard on you. But I'm serious! don't fall in love with me. I can't return your feelings!"

Both of my hands began to clench, along with the hunting breath with the chest rising and falling. After hearing Zain's statement, it somehow felt something different as I looked back at her haircut. Feels ... I want to get that hair.

Diih .. sok kecakepan.