The actor? Who's Afraid!
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"Mas Zain?!"

"Sst." Her index finger was on her lips, telling me to be quiet. Next pull the blanket to cover Tasya's body that looks already sound.

"OKAY. Indeed everyone prioritizes Tasya as Caca, with no one to care about me." I talked to everyone, even the lizard on the wall.

Not caring about Adam's puzzled face, I immediately turned right, down the stairs. Passing people sitting on the couch talking. Back to the previous room.

I did not forget that the door was closed hard.

"Why, Honey?" Doctor Wanda as mama approaches. He sat next to me who was folding his hands on his chest and staring at the glass curtains.

"Sir, papa. I want to go home."

"Tok home, this is your home too, dear." Doctor Wanda gently stroked the veil I was wearing.

What he did was the same as Aunt Aira always did if I was sulking. He said softly and stroked the top of the hair covered with hijab.

"This is your home, and so is Tasya's sister. I'm going home to my husband." I looked into his eyes, there I found a lot of love that I did not find when I knew him as Doctor Wanda, his mother, Mr. Tasya.

"This is your house too, dear. Papa divides this house fairly for his two daughters."

"Papa?"

"Before your father died, this house was inherited for his two daughters. He is sure that one day you will return."

I'm making a distance with Doctor Wanda. There was pain that slipped when he said you were coming back. Why leave a house this big for a child he never tried to meet in his life.

"Sister Tasya is more entitled to this house, I do not know papa at all. I know enough who my real parents are. I'm just asking for your do'a and blessing for my household with Mas Zain."

Although the distance I made was quite far, it did not make Doctor Wanda stop not to touch me. Even hugged me.

"Did Mama love my biological father?" The question just popped out. At least I want to know if I was born into this world out of love or just a mistake.

Hearing my question Doctor Wanda let go of his embrace. He stared at my face. Down, grabbing my hand in his hand.

"Your biological father is a good man, but .. I love my husband."

Okay. Just a mistake. It'sit's okay.

"Why should you be in this house if you don't want it?"

"Because of Tasya." He smiles. "Mama feels she can make amends and take care of Tasya by making a new setatus in this family. It turns out that the decision of the mother at that time was wrong, it was the presence of a mother who never wanted to trigger Tasya gave birth to her personality that she craved."

I patted her on the back gently, hopefully this will lighten her load a bit. Although hugs are better for calming someone. However, there was still a sense of awkwardness if I had to hug her first.

"Indeed, what's the difference between Caca and Tasya's real sister?" I'm getting ready to listen. Usually I only hear about the double personality of the dramas I watch.

"Caca, very loud but he is more friendly and cheerful than the quiet and closed Tasya. Caca tends to get angry easily if his wishes are not met and he always threatens to eliminate himself and Tasya if he is angry."

I nodded, understanding a little. Tasya who harbored her feelings was conveyed by the character of Caca who I think is easier to express her anger.

"Then, what does this have to do with Zain?"

"What ... You'll be fine if mama tells you how Zain wants a paca-"

"No papa, Ma. I'm doing fine. Just continue the story, if you want. If I don't, I won't force."

"Why, Ma?" I'm curious.

"Some one is jealous by rubbing his hand against his thigh."

I reflexively looked at my caught hand doing such a thing.

"Ha ha ha ha. It's like a habit, if I hear people telling stories. Just relax, Ma. Mama can continue the story, okay."

"Well, if that's mama-"

"Wouldn't multiple personalities be medically treated. If Tasya needs medical treatment. Just use my right ... M-mama, said earlier, to finance Tasya's sister." I cut him off because I thought DID could be cured medically.

(DID \= Dissociative Identity Disorder \= Double Personality)

Doctor Wanda's eyes became teary. I have my body in his arms. Really, I'm not used to this.

"You are very noble, dear," he whispered slightly restrained. Then kiss my forehead.

"Let's stay in this house for a few days, at least until your brother's condition is better."

"Sir, Ma. I have to go home tonight. Getting longer here means letting Zain mas close to Tasya's sister again."

Doctor Wanda's sad face instantly changed with a smile when I saw me shaking my head so enthusiastically to refuse her request.

"alright. If you want it that way. Mama's gonna visit you, if so." One more kiss escaped on my forehead.

"Well, Mom will prepare dinner. Since you refused to stay the night, you mustn't refuse our family dinner for the first time, huh?"

I nodded according to his words. Now Doctor Wanda, who I'm used to calling my mother, is approaching the door.

"Mama seems to have to apologize to you." Doctor Wanda who was originally about to hold the doorknob finally turned towards me back.

"It looks like you were listening to my mother's words when Zain was admitted to the Hospital when we first met."

I nodded in agreement. "Slightly, Mama asked Mas Zain to forgive Tasya's sister."

"I'm sorry, honey. Mom didn't know Zain was married. Mama was too selfish, just thinking about Tasya who was always sad. Mama is worried that if her sadness drags on, Caca gets back to mastering it. Today, what you're afraid of becomes reality."

"Forget it, Ma. At that time, Mama did not know. Now that Mama knows Zain's mas is mine. Please, don't involve Mas Zain with anything related to Mr. Tasya. Their past story is over."

"Rayya!" Mama pinched this cheek with anxiety. His face was blushing like embarrassment. Mama saw me as a child. What if this cheek is getting more chuby in the pinch.

"Luckily Zain got this deep love from his wife. May Zain love you that much." Mama muttered, unfortunately I heard it. It also made me feel embarrassed. I don't feel one leg moving on its own.

When my mom opened the door. Unusual views are there. Three grown men slumped together and crushed each other.

"What are you doing here?" Mama Wanda was as surprised as I was. But my surprise turned into a smile when I saw the confused faces of the three men who were none other than mas Zain, bang Adam and om Rahman.

"Just like a little boy, you guys," hardened my mom before coming out and followed by two other guys. Leave the Zain mas standing in front of me scratching his nape.

"Tonight you look beautiful, Dek."

Idiho! Whaaat! I've not been pretty all this time, so!