THE BALLERINA SECRET LOVE
Part 112's. The Back To NYC 3
"What's okay with three shots? Looks like you're some kind of wonder woman, three shots and you're talking like it's just scratched. You can't walk at all." I chuckled, she must be angry, luckily she didn't scold Thomas.
"The doctor said the legs were just grazing, the arms and shoulders were fortunately not hit by anything serious, so it's okay I'm fine. I can't walk for a while while in recovery. I don't want you to come here. Your time is precious, why waste 6 hours here. I'm placed in a VIP, doctor-guarded, you can pick me up in NY. I don't want you here. I'm not a spoiled woman to take care of. Anyway you don't have to come here."
He was silent, hearing me speak at length against his presence.
"Cancel your ticket."
"I've taken care of my work..." I cut him off right away, I knew he would definitely plan on flying here.
"I don't want you here. I can go back alone, if you want you can pick me up in NY. I'll be mad if you waste your time."
After talking to Thomas, knowing that his mother would pursue becoming Secretary of Energy, I dared not look forward to our relationship. What I'm doing is so I don't depend on him too much, not lose too much.
So all this independence of mine is preparation so that I don't lose too much later. For sure I will lose my attention and affection.
"Agreed Franc? Please don't come here and treat me excessively. I'm doing fine. In three or four days I'll be back."
"Well, in three or four days, if you don't come back I'll follow you there." He finally agreed to it on his own terms.
"Yes fine." I'm glad she's so good-natured a lover actually that she's willing to follow me here.
"I was given painkillers, just felt a little. It's okay .. Nothing is dangerous."
"You're like this because of me."
"What are you saying. I'm doing fine. It's a job the price I'm supposed to pay, rather than me receiving five years in prison this is so much better, I never blame you."
Maybe in the future if we can't be together. We can still be friends. We have to forget each other first.
"You are always patient and live everything so hard. That's why I fell in love with you. If you complain and blame me I'll accept this as the truth." I laughed, she fell in love with me because I was stoic, it seemed a little excessive. Why is he looking for trouble .
"Why are you laughing, I'm not in love with a spoiled barbie. That's obvious."
"You're in love with a woman whose life is hard." I laugh.
"Well, maybe it's unusual for you, actually it's just a matter of point of view." I kept quiet with the answer. Well, maybe it's a matter of perspective.
"I can only say I'm lucky then. Thank you for being a lover" I'm lucky someone once loved me so sincerely, don't you think so. I'm not ungrateful.
I'm lucky, but in the future if he's not mine I won't regret it. Why think something like this now has made my tears reminisce in the corner of the eye.