
Aminah continued to run along the corridor road that connects to the other room in the Sheikh's family home from the area of the room where the engagement party was held.
The corridor was deliberately opened for an alternative road for the families of both couples to make it easier to get to the party room, usually the corridor was never used or passed by anyone because the whole family in the house will pass through other areas if to the rooms in this house.
Aminah's steps were heavy as she ran in the dress she was wearing plus rumors about Shaheer Sheikh and Anjali were heard.
Today is the day of her engagement, where perhaps Shaheer Sheikh is a two-year-old with another woman.
There were bad thoughts in Aminah's mind as she thought of the two people.
His heart began to feel pain pierced by the election when he remembered the incident at the restaurant where Shaheer Sheikh and Anjali were together to make out with each other.
Sweat began to wash over Aminah's face as she ran.
His expression was tense and his face was flushed red while his lips were tightly clenched to the point of injuring his lower lip.
Aminah's gaze began to faint, fatigue reached her until she was no longer able to survive even her tears were dry if imagining the moments Shaheer Sheikh with Anjali.
The smile of the two seemed to make a poisoned arrow for Aminah if she remembered it.
His heart grew more agitated, his heartbeat grew faster until he had trouble breathing normally.
Aminah continued to run through the long corridor.
The sound of her footsteps echoed loudly throughout the corridor area of the room as she ran.
"What am I really after... Love..., Asa...., Dream..., Future...., or a wound I can't imagine... !?"
Aminah murmured in her heart at this moment while her heart continued to rage violently between rebelling or accepting all of this freely.
"Who am I after... ? Who am I looking for... ? Who is my goal right now... ? Who... ??? Who... ???"
The inner Aminah continued to rebel unacceptable.
Both of his eyes started to blur while his body temperature dropped cold.
Feeling his heart that kept raging hard, imagining the picture he would later see.
His heart could not accept it, honestly it was very painful for him even to tear his body and soul like a sharp knife that hurt.
Browbeat...
Be ill...
Only those two words are now able to describe the inner Aminah at this time.
Although he kept trying to deny all the sudden wounds that came in his heart but he was unable to cover up if he was injured.
Deep wounds that hurt and cut the heart.
The feeling of being hurt by grief because the person he was expecting at this moment had changed, forgetting his promise as well as his determination to be with him.
How Aminah was not hurt and sad.
The promises he always hears from the person he trusts the most will always be with him.
However, in the end all the promises were empty and vanished with time.
It condenses and then disappears between the air, like water evaporating and forming clouds and then it rains.
Well, that's my love story...
Similar to the steamy water and then there was a torrential rain in my soul that was crying miserably but I could not pour it out I could only hold it in my heart.
The person I expected had backfired and turned around to hurt me.
He was close but felt far away from me, although I was able to reach him with this hand but he still could not I have.
Why the parable is always right...
The closest people have the most chance to hurt.
There is no other choice...
If God had given me two choices then which one would I choose.
Near and wounded...
Or far away but ultimately have each other and be happy...
Aminah's sigh felt increasingly heavy even almost made it difficult to sigh even though it was slow.
Aminah began to feel her body weaken even though her entire strength was full for her to fight and run.
The tips of his toes were stiff, beginning to numb, he no longer felt, a pain that scratched both of his heels with the floor surface.
"What am I really looking for right now ??? A false hope or a real future ???"
The inner speech of Aminah who continued to fight hard, made the wound even more felt in her heart.
"Illusions... Well, it's just an illusion of love, which I can't touch with this heart..."
Keep the heart of Aminah shook violently when imagining things that will happen later and she will meet.
Shaheer's...
Where's the promise you made back then...
What has happened ?
Where my fault lies until you forget your promise to me to stay with me.
Didn't you promise to never make me alone in this house.
Where is it all, Shaheer ?
Have you forgotten that promise or have you deliberately planned all this so that I may be lulled in all your promises to make me forget my purpose.
Is all this your strategy from the beginning just to cover up the accident that hit Baba.
Or is it all just a play you made as if you stayed with me and accompanied me but in fact you were far away, not supporting me.
Am I immersed in a false daydream whose nature is just an illusion.
Inspired by convincing promises and seductions that turned out to be only temporary, stopped for a moment and disappeared.
Is this actually love for a moment, a minute, a second or a night, a day and then disappeared !?
Raida who was behind Aminah could no longer catch up, she began to run out of breath as she ran away.
He leaned his hand towards the wall of the long corridor on his left-right side as he stood between the corridor areas.
Raida's breath was wheezing as she stopped.
He saw Aminah who was still running along the corridor area, an area that was like there was no end to this.
Raida wiped away her sweat that soaked her reddish face from exhaustion after running.
"Did the young lady never run out of energy!?" said Raida.
Raida then turned to the right and left side alternately and then looked back to the front.
Suddenly Aminah screamed loudly and stopped with her body leaning towards the corridor wall.
"Aakhs ! Sick ! It hurts so much!!", cried Aminah.
Raida who saw him immediately ran after Aminah in a hurry.
"Miss Aminah!!!", call Raida.
Aminah did not answer Raida's call nor turned her head towards Raida, leaning against the wall while holding her stomach.
Both Aminah's hands clenched tightly to her stomach while her face turned pale.
"Miss Aminah!!", call Raida once again.
Raida quickly approached Aminah who was leaning against the wall of the corridor, panic began to reach Raida's heart.
"Miss Aminah ! Are you okay?", asked Raida worriedly.
"Uhk... !? Sick..", said Aminah.
"We should just undo our intention to find Mr. Shaheer now" Raida said.
"No.", said Aminah panting.
"But remember your current health, Miss Aminah ! It is not good that you force it, it will be bad for you!", said Raida.
Raida held Aminah's arms together to protect her so that Aminah would not fall down from fainting.
"No.., I must see it.", said Aminah with strong determination.
"How can miss force it if your body is weak like this?" said Raida in confusion.
"No.., Raida.., No.!", said Aminah.
Aminah held Raida's hand firmly while standing straight again but the pain in her stomach felt stronger.
The pain that spread to make his body vibrate strongly, feeling the pain that hit his stomach.
"This is not good, Miss Aminah ! Remember your health!", said Raida again reminded.
"No, Raida.", said Aminah.
Aminah stared at Raida while shaking her head slowly.
Both of his hands continued to cling tightly to his stomach which hurt until he was no longer able to run.
"I must find him, Raida" said Aminah.
His breath was wheezing while both ends of his eyes were watering.
"I have to see it for myself..., Raida...!?" said Aminah.
"But the condition of the lady is not possible if it must be forced again.., I am afraid that it will endanger the condition of the lady and get worse.", said Raida worriedly.
"No ! I must continue, Raida!", replied Aminah.
"Get in this time, miss ! For your own sake ! Don't keep forcing it ! This is not good for you, Miss Aminah!!", said Raida.
"Listen to me, Raida ! Whatever happens to me, let no one know about my current condition!", said Aminah.
"But.., miss Aminah.", said Raida grew anxious, but he was powerless to stop Aminah who continued to be determined to find Shaheer Sheikh and could only obey the will of Aminah so great to see